Ohyay. Here are two choices for you. Choose one and one only.
1. Stay and read this totally rubbish post and think that I am an idiot
2. Scram and maintain what you think of me
I know I really shouldn't be lamenting about my math test. Okay, I admit. I am a perfectionist. Don't know how to do the question nevermind, but if I make a careless mistake, I would sulk about it long enough to make you annoyed and even pissed at me. GRARRH. But I am not upset about me not getting what I wanted for my math test. I am pissed at myself for complaining about my math test when I clearly and very well know that my grade is better than some people from other classes. >< I feel really really bad about feeling sad about my math test. Okay, am I making sense? lol. I bet I don't.
There's another thing to the math test. Expectation. Not from me. I could see that disappointment in your eyes. It's making me feel so small. Don't. Please don't. I see you staring at the script with that frown. I see you asking me what's wrong, trying to hide what you feel. I watch you as you set the pen on the paper to sign. It was such a simple process. But it took so long. (Why. I want to know why.) You turn away and walk into the room, flick on the tv and sit there, watching a comedy.
Whatever. I cannot be bothered anymore. I wanna run. Sprint. WHATEVER. I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE. I feel like I am nothing. Yeah nothing. There's much more to this than you think there is. It's not just math. It's everything that's in this stupid life of mine. What shit.
adios
9:11 PM
Oh my word. I am so dead. I haven't started on my SS revision. I am dead. DEAD. Okay nvm. What's there to study for SBQ anyway? RAWR. I guess I will mug the stuff on the bus...Can't sacrifice my precious sleep man. The most on the bus I don't sleep at all. HAHAHA. xD
Tralala. Today oops shit I mean yesterday (looks at time: 12.45am) was okay basically. Quite hectic. >< Hiutung is much much busier than I am so yeah, I GET TO RUN FOR CLASS RELAY. WOOTS. The advantages of sitting beside the pe rep. xD HEHH. =) Anyway, then yeah, there was bio first thing in the morning...i kind of get how to do the thinger...yepp. Physics. Oh man. I was totally clueless. Crapzoids. I think I am going to faint. Physics summative week 2 term 2. ARHH!!!! And drats. I haven't started on bio revsion proper yet and SOME people like SUCHIN and AMANDA are so bloody hardworking print out and read EVERYTHING already. =.-''' RAWR.
Social studies, my most dreaded block, arrived. But amazingly, our dear ss teacher decided not to turn up and abandoned us to our own fates on Thursday. WOW. I AM SO IMPRESSED BY H** SINCERITY IN TEACHING US AND HELPING US PASS OUR TEST. MY TEACHER SHOULD BE NOMINATED FOR THE TEACHER OF THE YEAR CONTEST MAN. REALLY. SURE GET IN ONE.
Okay I shall quit being sarcastic. xD HEHH. But sheesh lah, like the test is on thursday and here you are skipping our last block with you. =.-''' how responsible can that get?
But ANYWAY, I HAD FUN DURING THE FREE BLOCK!! hehh. nik came over and we did our WEP thinger. quite fun lah. then we played some lame stuff with the stuffed toys, stared at our fighting fish, fed it, went around the class talking, going to the blackboard, looking at the pro amanda and suchin with their wonderfully full bio logs, and many other stuff lahh. HEHH. yepyep. =) And BOO. THERE WAS A MATH. i left my darling sweater behind with nik, who said it felt like my tigger soft toy. HEHHH xD. sigh. i am so going to fail my a math. that's for certain already. i haven't been doing my worksheets. i don't bloody understand the concept although they are supposedly easy. >< YAY I AM GOING TO FAIL. rawr. i better start to mug for a math. But anyways. when the rest of the people were doing a revision ex, the math trail people were busy discussing stuff!! YAY. I realised math trail's kinda fun man. =) HEHH. okay i am trying to jing4 ye4 le4 ye4 here. =) GOOD RIGHT! hahaha.
then went back to class to get my stuff for philo. HEH AND I SAW NIK BEING A CRAZY WOMAN WEARING MY SWEATER WITH AMANDA'S SWEATER ON TOP. that's totally crazyyy. HAHAHA. she took it off and went for her netball match...i think it's against cedar. yeah it is lah. xD HEHH. then philo was super gory. the video. oh my word. so strong man. I DON'T LIKE THAT. HMPH. but discussion was fun. =)
hehh. okay that's about it today man. robotics we have progressed quite a bit but i think my report's going to die.
BLEARGHX.
adios
quote of the day
"shit you god damn fucking son of a bitch bloody asshole."
the ultimate curse phrase. =) please do not take this to heart. this is just random concoction of vulgarities made during one of our moment of ennui (boredom). xD but one thing to take note. it's a wonderful phrase to use when you are feeling especially frustrated. it's a terrific stress buster.
12:58 AM
i am dead beat. grarrrh. i woke up at around 9 am this morning slacked around for a while till 10 before starting on my work. i began with social studs but i gave up after 15 minutes of stoning in front of the stack of notes and worksheets. i proceeded with bio and completed my bio ws (YAY) as well as part of my bio revision (class notes and stuff like that, but not the websites). had lunch. ohyeah and i found out from nik that we have to do the geog ws and i freaked and went to do it. finished it in 20 minutes flat. YAY I AM PRO-DED. xD HEHHH. okay i shall stop being ego. after geog it was piano! yay i love my piano, although the piano tuner told me that my piano's getting old and needs a change of all the keys because some of the keys are loose. >< heh anyways. I LOVE PIANO. =) then after one hour of prac, came back to my room and chatted for a while before deciding to continue with my work. mugged my tingxie and now here i am writing my tuition compo. HEHH. i am lazy lah. cannot resist the temptation to blog. BAH. hmms. i am left with ss rev and ws, and my stinking a math ws to do. DOUBLE BAH. BUT. I WILL FINISH THEM TONIGHT. YAY.
lalala. my parents are out and i am home alone. so much more freedom. sometimes i wonder...okay nvm. that thought is private, so yeah. HAHA. okay i think i better get back to work yepss.
adios
quote of the day
"i'll catch you, wherever you fall."
meeee. HAHA. okay this is for you DEAR. =) take care yeah woman. you have my back. xD yepyep.
p.s. oh my crap. i just realised something. I STILL HAVE SMP FORMS TO FILL IN. THE HORROR!! x/
6:46 PM
crapzoids. i have done nothing today. >< as usual. rarrr. i am here rotting away when i am supposed to be mugging social studs like siao. i would go to bed early and wake up early tomorrow morning to do my stuff....yep that should do. let's see. i have my stinking bio ws to do, piano practice (and btw, my piano teacher was satisfied with me today. yay!), ss revision, tuition zuowen, bio revision and a math ws to do. GRARRR. a math's the bane of my existence. i feel like quitting it cuz it's irritating me like hell. but i can't. hmphh. i will just put up with it, though it seems senseless to miss one precious math lesson every week just for some pull-out class. =.-'''
anyway. just went to see my granddad in the hospital. he used to be a smoker and now he's coughing really really badly, and according to the doctor, his lungs are damaged. when i was there, i was actually doing my chinese homework. i completed it and then yepp, i proceeded with bio but all of a sudden, my granddad went into an asthma attack. he was wheezing. it was really damn scary. the nurses were saying that the machines indicated that there was sufficient oxygen for him and were sure he was going to alright; but what the hell, HE'S SUFFOCATING, DUMABSSES. i was kind of scared and couldn't concentrate, so i just kept my stuff and stood around. my dad was furious. he told off the staff nurse quite severely about the hospital not having a doctor in sight when a patient is turning grey in the face from all that wheezing too hard. then the staff nurse went to look for a doctor. at first she said that the doctor was attending to a collapsed patient somewhere else in the hospital. then pop. the doctor came. =.-''' crappy crapzoids man. what kind of system does this hospital run on man? okay i cannot say which hospital cuz i know i will get sued. HEHH. but to think of it. i think every day the staff nurse gets ticked about such stuff. sigh. nurses are kind of like scapegoats, don't you think? rawr. anyway. i am just relieved that my granddad's fine.
i've just realised how fragile life is. you suffocate. you die. just like that. oh my word. i really got to stay healthy man. i don't wanna die. okay i am over-reacting. but if you saw your grandparent going into an asthma attack. you'd get what i mean. ahhhh. life. what a mystery.
adios
quote of the day
"i don't believe there isn't a single doctor who's free at the moment in this f***ing big hospital. get him or her here right now. who's going to be responsible for my father? what if he dies? i am going to hold YOU responsible."
my dad. rarrr. i wish i had the guts to tell him to shut the hell up. well if i did i would risk getting a slap across the face.
11:07 PM
here's a little something for those people who feel they are losing their way in the jungle out there.
A Creed to Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others.
It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.
For without them life is meaningless.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future.
By living your life ONE DAY AT A TIME you live all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.
It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances hat we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly
and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.
Don't dismiss your dreams.
To be wihtout dreams is to be without hope.
to be without hope is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you forget
not only where you have been, but also where you are going.
LIFE IS NOT A RACE BUT A JOURNEY TO BE SAVOURED EACH STEP OF THE WAY.
ohyay. i typed it all out. got it off ms agnes lim, who gave this creed to everyone in 205.
and this creed is dedicated to all people out there.
adios
9:48 AM
i kind of realised life is like a poker card game. it all counts on your luck. and i am beginning to lose the game.
sigh. LIFE. GET BETTER OKAY. for EVERYONE.
adios
quote of the day
"time is money. money is time."
triyono. wise lah woman. i will go do my homework.
9:42 PM
Okay, I have exactly 18 minutes to blog, before I shut down the laptop and begin on my homework. =) HEHH. I've decided that it is a distraction...I always become glued to the laptop and end up doing nothing but doze off when I try to start on my homework. So yeahh. No laptop while doing work!
Thursday. Hmm. Interesting lah. Kinda. xD HEH. But today's ss lesson kind of scared me. Mr Chua dropped a bomb on us. Yeah. We have to mug like siao to do well for our ss test. rarrr. And you know what. I only half know what he's talking about. RAWR. I AM DEAD. Really really dead. I guess I just have to nerd up and guai-ly mug ALL my ss stuff. xD HEHH.
English was spent worrying about ss and doing the english thinger that ms low wanted us to do. YEPPP. =) hehh. Then it was recess. Was quite busy lahh. Went to 305 to talk to xiaoxi about math trail. This is rather crazy. Only 4 from my class can go and then it's like they can't stay for the WHOLE math trail thing. RARRR. So dumb!! RARRR. But some people are sacrificing their math olympiad training time for the thing. xD HEHH.
Chem was understandable. My fave topic. ATOMIC STRUCTURE!! I LIKE!! oh man!! HAHAHA. Okay I sound like a chem mugger. xD HEH! But atomic structure is interesting okay!! Then chinese. Frigging shit. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I just felt blue all of a sudden. I felt I was like inadequate in SO MANY ways that I didn't even know where to begin. There was only one way I know how to let it all out: to write like a siao pok on a piece of foolscap paper. I was only half paying attention in chinese class. >< Gahh. Mood swings suck man, like totally. I was kind of relieved when class was over and it was time for lunch. Andrea came by and asked if I was going down. Me being brooding me, turned it down flat. Sorry andrea! I'm sorry yeah. HEHH. xD Then amy was the left in class with me. Suddenly I just had the need to tell someone. Complaining and whatever not. RARR. So I just told amy. And amy thanks for listening yeah. I know she won't see this cuz she NEVER uses the com. =.-''' HAHA. and then there's nik. hahaha. sorry for not telling you lah! HEHH. but ANYWAY. thanks for the laughter and stuff. =) really lightened up my mood dear. HAHA. =) and i already told you. via sms. HAHA. =) and i know you'll be there for me lah! HAHA SORRY I EGO. xD so yepppp. i <3 both of them!
Then physics was kind of okay lah. Understandable at the very least. HEHH. MIRACLE MAN. me understanding physics. xD HAHA. LOL! from the start of the year till now, physics has been illegible verbal gibberish, but somehow the channels cleared and it is reaching me as comprehensible english explanations. ohyay. HAHA. Geography was fun! oh yays. HAHA. watched video with nik sitting on my right. =) xD HEHHH. i was hugging nik's bear and nik was hugging my tigger. HAHA. oaky that was so very random. but anyway. it was fun LAHH! and xiaotong is now known as CRAZY TONG! HAHAHA. and i know how to say nik's FULL NAME!! AND I CAN REMEMBER IT LOR. I AM PRO RIGHT! HAHAHA. NIKHITA SURIANARAYANAN. =) what a mouthful. but ohwell. I CAN REMEMBER OKAY! HAHAHA. =)
okay it's like 9.01 pm now. Gotta go do HOMEWORK!! -groan-
adios
quote of the day
"HOLY SHIT!"
triyono. HAHAHA. SHE NEVER FAILS TO MAKE THE QUOTE OF THE DAY ON MY BLOG MAN! XD
9:02 PM
today was okay. nothing much. HEHH. but sex ed was so the "informative". xD hahaha. i shan't elaborate too much but i think some of the questions raised are SUPER DUPER funny. one was: "is [sex] enjoyable or painful?" another one was: "how do gays and lesbians have sex?" =.-''' DOTS MAN. HAHHAHA. find out on your wedding nights lah! but i will never find out cuz i am not planning on getting married. HEHH. and i am not exactly interested in the s word. LOL.
gahh. i feel like sleeping. WHY AM I SUCH A SLEEPY ASS? rarrr. okay i shall make myself useful and go get my homework out to do. =) nono. very tired. i nap for 15 minutes first. HEH!! xD okay cya. =)
adios
8:46 PM
i've made a pact with nik not to sign in on msn. yeppo. =) hahaha. okay i am supposed to be mugging like a guai kia now but i cannot resist the temptation to blog first. i am giving myself like 8 minutes to blog. it's 10:07 now. so i resume work at 10:15. =)
today was quite tiring but it was fun overall. it's tuesday WHAT! hahahaha. lessons were tiring. golf was tiring. everything was tiring. even talking or laughing seemed tiring. what lethargy. but hell pe was fun. =) the real bat. HAHA. i missed the ball by a mile. WHOO. i am pro-ded. xD HEHH. okay that's super random. but anyway. today was so frigging tiring that i begin to wonder (again) what's the meaning of life.
i was on the train when i thought about it. it was kind of weird, to be in pe attire standing there in the train compartment looking stoned and far far away. ahwell. the question that i had in my head was: what do i live for? talked about it with joo. and i kind of realised she has quite a negative outlook on life. is life that bad? sometimes it can be. when everything seems to fall to pieces in front of your eyes. that has happened to everyone. so no big deal, huh. living for tomorrow cuz you know one day you're gonna die IS negative. so nono. that's not what i live for.
soulsearching and all that stuff done, i realised i live for one thing or two things. but they mean the same thing. yeah they do. life/love. =) love is life and life is love. without love, what's it like to live? without life, can there even be love? hehh. since i DIG life and am self-professedly OBSESSED with love, yeah. I LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE AND THE LOVE'S THAT'S IN IT. that's what that keeps me going. yeahh. my everything comes from it. =) even my last year's motto thinger came from it (courage strength will drive). so yeah. CHEERS TO LIFE. =) okay sounds DAMN LAME. okay i gtg now. BYEBYE!!!
adios
quote of the day
"she slipped just because of that damn thing lah."
triyono. who else man! xD hahahaha. during pe. =)
10:17 PM
today's been really great. =) hehhh. the best monday so far. and i just know tomorrow's going to be a terrific tuesday, as usual. xD and tomorrow i am BRINGING A GOLF CLUB. and i am prepared to whack you with the club if you annoy me (kidding lah!), so WATCH OUT. AHHAA. i am so going to look weird on the bus. maybe i should wake up earlier then i'll escape the morning bunch of people going to work and school...then i'll miss the stares too. HAHA. xD okay no big difference lah, so i shan't torture myself by dragging myself out of my beauty sleep just to escape the morning crowd.
alright. i'll try to do a bit of physics then i'll come back here. btw, i am multi-tasking. HEH. okay maybe not multi-tasking. section-tasking. part by part. lol. HECK LAH. okay i gtg for like 15 min to figure out some physics gibberish. -toodles-
LALALA. I AM BACK. okay i have done ss but physics. NAH. what shit. don't understand.
ANYWAY. i have a time limit. so here is a summary.
today.
5am crawled out of bed
530am out of the house
545am dozing off at the 190 bus stop
6.15am sleeping on the highway section of the whole journey
6.30am SCHOOL!
6.55am teaching nik partial fractions
7.25am laughing at suchin
7.40am bio: talked about evolution, darwin the dot, lamarck the loser and wallace the winner. xD OKAY SORRY I AM BEING BIASED. xD but seriously i think that darwin is dotty to have sat on his dumb theory for 23 years before publishing it; that lamarck is a total ass for coming up with that total crap about how you draw a mickey mouse on your arm and then your kids will have that mickey mouse there; and that wallace is the GENIUS behind it all (darwin just expanded it, that's all).
8.45am recess: spent freaking about math test and hugging nik's bear and feeling my teeth chattering.
(okay from now on, i am not putting the time already, no time liao!!)
-MATH TEST OMG!!!
-PHYSICS. i was stoning. and i wrote a note to nik on my nice nice paper from my nice nice notebook. okay i am being ego. but anyway. i got the gist of what tpp (physics teacher's initials) was trying to explain.
- A MATH!! ohyeah. my AHHA moment came when xiaoxiu was explaning something to do with the oh-so-complicated geometric sequence crap!! i understood it. MIRACLE. actually i was contemplating quitting A MATH LOR. xD HAHAHA. i am so glad i didn't.
- philo. OMG SO FARNIEEE. i had so much fun in philo today! and yeah. i think ms grace (is it arh? i am blur) lim rocks my socks. her fave words: "BRILLIANT!", "alrighty", "right". =) am i observant or am i observant?
-robotics!!! haha i was more like slacking there than helping out lah. i was trying to do the ball thing nik did during pe with the soccer ball. there's a soccer ball in mr kong's office so i conveniently took it to play with. xD HAHA. =) then later somehow shuting and i ended up outside with the soccer ball, kicking it around and eventually playing netball with it. sighhh. i miss NETBALL!!! I CANNOT WAIT FOR NETCARN. xD xD ohyeah. then we were playing me gs she gk. damn funny can. i go and stand outside the red semicircle then i was like sure cannot go in then i tried. IT GOT IN LOR. YAY. MY FIRST SHOT FROM OUTSIDE AND IT GOT IN!! xD okay i am over-reacting. HAHAHA. xD please ah. it was really damn nice man. xD HEHH. =) like swishhh. xD HEHHH. okay i should stop hao-lianing. xD HEHH. and go for EMC. lala anyway! IT WAS CHAO FUN. then after that we went back in slack a while then we went out again. this time erin me shuting and zhiyu went together. we went to the MIDDLE OF THE FIELD AND SAT RIGHT THERE, SMACK IN THE CENTRE OF THE FIELD. xD AHHAHAA it was very nice. =) and we got the inspiration to have auto camp out there and we can sit on the track and have dinner and watch the sun set. HAHAHA SO DUMB BUT VErY FUN. xD HAHAHA. =) and it was like at first shuting was quite reluctant to come out and sit on the grass then she was like, " later spoil my reputation..." then zhiyu said, "like you have one." LOL!!! SO MEAN PLEASE! xD
-HOME. played piano. finished ss. tried to do physics and it's halfdone. gave up on my yue bao. i don't UNDERSTAND THE PASSAGE. i am going to chiong it tomorrow recess. don't care liao. after that i was talking to nik ALL THE WAY!! yay. ahahhaa. okay nik's mum coming home soon. i better hurry. okay i just wanna say that it's a miracle that i found someone who i can trust, laugh with, talk to and lean on in this short two months - NIK. =)
okay gtg
adios
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12:09 AM
OH YAY. A NEW DAY. Hours ahead of me. All to be used for MATH AND MORE MATH. HAHAHA. =) lalala. Surprisingly, I am not feeling nervous about the math test. At all. Weird huh. HAHAHA. But I bet I'll feel nervous when I am in bed at night. LOL. xD Okay I shall quit crapping and go back to work!
JIAYOU EVERYONE WHO HAS MATH TEST TOMORROW. YOU CAN DO IT. HAVE FAITH DEARS. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. HAHA. SO CLICHE. BUT HECK. JUST DO IT. xD
<3 adios
quote of the morning
"faith conquers all."
hmm it was something i said to a ying jing hahaha. okay i am ego lah. sorry man. xD i missed like a gazillion EMC's already. JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! <3
9:54 AM
Today's student leader investiture (sp?) was cool towards the end! HAHA. The PSL dance came second. LOL. I spotted becky and cheryl on stage dancing. LOL MAN. cheryl was a bit unsure of what the steps were. HAHA. Then nik was on the side of the stage, dancing like some kind of pro. HEH xD PRO ARH WOMAN! xD lalala i know i am boosting her ego but haha amy would agree with me that nik dances well. HAHA.
The other item I liked was the one put up by the sec 4 prefects. HAHA. damn cool man. =) OH OH. I forgot to mention that AMANDA ZAIN came back. xD HAHAHA. AS CHIO AS BEFORE. she's the last chio head prefect in our school...sad right. HAHAHA. xD
LALLA. I HAVE A TON OF HOMEWORK AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM STILL HERE BLOGGING ABOUT TODAY. HAHAHA. OKAY I GTG!!! BYEBYE
adios
quote of the day
"don't lose your way with each passing day..."
YAY I LOVE THIS SONG. OMG. xD AHAHHA.
2:44 PM
I feel on top of the world. =) Like I can do anything (for you) and everything (because of you). I used to think nothing can last forever but now I think I've found something that might just last for a lifetime. Remember you have my back, always. And it ain't no empty promise. Rawkkk on woman. You rock my world, like totally man, nik/donovan/nikhita! =)
Okay. Now back to school stuff. xD
Rawrr. I can feel the pressure building up. Tests are coming all at once. Take a look man:
Week 8: Math test on monday, grammar test on friday
Week 9: SS test on monday, a possible chinese essay test
Week 10: A possible chinese essay test, geography test, biology test, A strand math test on monday
Oh damn. >< I hate tests. But ANYHOW, i MUST study and do my best for them. Yeahhh. There's a whole pile of work waiting for me to attend to. RARRR. I am gonna pulverise you, homework!
and btw, I WANT TO QUIT SWEARING. so people in class who sees this, please remind me not to curse. thank you very much! xD HAHA. it's become my goal for this term. I WANT TO QUIT SWEARING BY WEEK 10.
adios
quote of the day
"don't force me can weifen. if you want to go just go."
triyono. she was being hardworking and was sweeping the floor. weifen tried to help her by holding the dustpan but triyono was annoyed and thought weifen was hurrying her. LOL. xD
7:54 PM
NEWSFLASH!
FACT: Tuesday + Valentine's Day = A Wonderful Day
Oh yeah mann. I will probably take forever to forget this year's valentine's day! I woke up at 5.15am this morning, 15 minutes earlier than I normally would and caught one of the earlier buses to school. Surprisingly, during the entire journey to school I DIDN'T EVEN NAP A SINGLE BIT. HAHA. Cuz I usually sleep on the bus, but not today man. I was that excited about vday. HEH!
Reached our class and i took out the bunch of cards that i painstakingly (haha exaggeration but heck lahh, i racked my brains for the right words to say okay!) wrote for the entire class and put them on the people's tables. =) lalala. i was so happy. HAHA. so silly right. xD
We were downstairs waiting for PE arrive. Shuna, nik, triyono, maria, weifen and bea were sitting with me at the round round table there, talking about vday gifts. When I was talking about the cards that wrote (HEH SORRY I EGO LAH), triyono was like, "aiya, so mahfan for what? PHOTOSTATE can already LAH!" OMG THAT WAS SO FUNNY PLEASE! I WAS RA-ED!!! XD HAHAHA. Couldn't stop laughing. HEH. Maria was listening to announcements then she kind of heard that suv had to go to the GO for something. And when maria told suv about it, suv was like, "are you bluffing me? cuz if you are i'm gonna kick your ass." LOL. xD HAHA.
OHYEAH AND PE ROCKED MY SOCKS OFF MAN. we FINALLY get to kick the ball like damn high. LOL. xD our team was pro lahh. HEH!!! okay sorry i need EMC (ego management classes), like now. xD but really, i think we rock. =) ANYWAY. I WAS SO VERY GUILTY OF TRYING TO DEWOMANISE SOME PEOPLE OF THE SECOND TEAM WE WERE AGAINST. >< SORRY JIAYUE!! hmmm. she might never see this so. HAHAHA. NVM! BUT OVERALL, PE WAS SO SUPER DAMN FUN SIA! xD
Tralalala and it was english. We just had to read some articles yada yada and yepp, quite okay lahh. HEH and i was writing a note to nik as an addition to the card that i gave her earlier cuz the card thinger she gave me was so full of words lah!! so paiseh! XD hahaha. so i wrote another one to her. LOL. HEHHHH. xD
Recess. hmmm. what happened? OHHH. SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY. so freaking cool! =) hahaha. bdae on vday! WOOTS. happy bdae to the person man!! xD HEHHH. ohyeah and i divorced ANDREA just as recess started! am i daring or am i daring? BOTH MAN. DOUBLE DARING. xD LOL ALLITERATION. I FEEL SO FREEEEE. NO WIFE. HAHAHA. SO FARNEHH. xD
Bio was after that so we lugged our bio stuff to the lab, only to realise there was NO LAB and the lesson's in class. HOW DUMB CAN THIS GET!! xD HAHA. but we had fun walking to and fro. HEHS. bio was essentially listen and absorb and go hhome and research. so kinda of cool mans. i like BIO!!! xD chinese was totally retarded. my tingxie was good lah. xD 96/100. somehow my zidukaocha was like omg. HEH. LOUSY LIKE SHIT. who ever uses the wheel of reasoning in a mini-test man? somemore for CHINESE. omg. it's like wearing gloves on your feet. =.-''' haha i flunked it, but heck, now i know how to do it anyways. xD HAHA.
LUNCH! it's so freaking near recess. that's what i like about tuesdays man! i went down with nik and wen but somehow i lost sight of nik when i was buying my pizza. i went to the second table from the middle of the canteen, sat down and ate my pizza, periodically looking up to see it nik was somewhere near me. turns out she was sitting at the same row of tables as me and she had been looking around for me too. LOL SO THE FUNNY. xD HAHAHAHA.
A whole bunch of 301-ers then trooped back to class (we are united kay. xD HAHAS) and then nik had to go for something at the GO so she went. i was a bit subdued while walking up the stairs, cuz usually i would be laughing with nik but then it was like kind of quiet. LOL. so the weird. but anyway! i saw vivien right after the stairs so i was like OI HEY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY. sigh man. we are like hi bye friends now but still we are friends. HAHA. =) i shall get over it. just when we were like stepping into class, nik the superwoman (we already have a wonderwoman - wenda, so it doesn't hurt to have another heroine in class!) magically turned up behind us! HAHA. after that i was stretching in front of suv, then suv had that "hug-me" look on her face so i was like haha it's vday and i hugged her. LOL. and suv told me that i hardly hugged people and it's super rare that i WILLINGLY hug people. HAHA. right. dian says i am very huggable. ohyay. HAHA. don't believe you can ask her! xD and yes. HUMAN TOUCH IS ESSENTIAL. ohman sounds so sick so wrong and so...ew. HAHA. okay nevermind. human touch is natural. absolutely. xD
then math. math kind of rocked. my math assignment rocked to be exact...hahahha!!! then my revision died. CARELESS MISTAKES EVERYWHERE!!! MISTAKE GALORE. the result of multi-tasking. LOL. xD HAHAHAHA. but be impressed; i got most of 'em right kay, except for the partial fractions. HEHHHH. xD rs was retarded. slacker period...nothing much!! xD
then golf. OMG. I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MOTIVATED I AM TO GO GET A PC!!! I WAS LIKE HITTING STRAIGHT BALLS TODAY AT THE DRIVING RANGE! HEHH. COOL MAN. before the hols i was a total ass at golf and somehow those horrible golf skills got eroded over the hols and the correct ones slipped in. HAHA. xD farnehhh. i am going to prac and prac and prac until i get a pc. ohyeah they have extra sessions on sundays from march onwards. COOL. i wanna GO!!!! XD SO PC HERE I COME!!!
it was damn tiring after golf man. those who think playing golf is easy, go dunk your heads in the toilet bowl. HMPHH. it's fun and it's tiring just like any other sport cca's okay. xD HAHHAA. xD anyway!!! i was kind of dozing off a bit on the mrt train...but managed to stay awake. HAHAHA. xD
it was HOME SWEET HOME at 745 and now i am still blogging. omg. it's 936 already. i started blogging at like 45 minutes before?!? HAHAHHAA. I AM SLOW. but this is detailed okay! xD HAHAHA. xD
anyway gotta thank people for the vday gifts!
nik for her kit kat + note + balloon; char for her wooden heart thinger + marshmallow; eileen for her double heart thinger + orange wire heart thingum; wenda for her cookie + note; val for the red heart; amanda for her chocolate; amy for her sweets; chunyue for her note; andrea for her note + THE DIVORCE (I FEEL UBER LIBERATED!!! WOOT THIS IS THE START OF CHOICE AND END OF CHAINS! xD); airna for her green wire heart thinger with the note attached; and lastly bryan for the honey + note. ohyayyy. vday rocks, like totally.
okay i have to go do my homework.
cyaaa world and MISS ME. oaky sorry i missed a few of my Ego Management Classes already. HAHAHA.
adios
quote of the day
"you have my back, always."
from the wonderful me lah, like DUHH. xD HAHAHA. =)
9:41 PM
oh damn. my mum is banning me from msn. RAWR. oh crappy shit. ><
church was okay today. i was busy doodling on the paper, picking up random words that pastor steve said and scribbling them on the paper. xD hehh. that's one reason why i hate mass service and adore youth service. youth service is much much much funner. like duh. there's pastor mike, the funny guy. xD HEHH. he makes everything so much more interesting man.
after lunch i got home and yeah settled down to do my math. haven't been practising in ages. but i gave it up for tonight and set about doing vday stuff. xD HEHH. and i was talking nik who was so super high this afternoon. lol. and i just found out her sister's name: nandita. LOL. her sister knows me and she remembers me as the "girl with the jacket". HAHA, cuz i sometimes see nik and her sis on the bus. xD nono correction, not on the bus, off the bus, because i would be busy sleeping on the bus. XD HEHHH.
dinner was kind of stupid. the same food at my grandma's. RAWRR. can't they break the tradition and go out for dinner instead?! hmphh. rar! but anyway, i came home sooner than i expected and i switched on the com. HEH. com is my number one addiction then comes blogging. xD chatted for a while, but a few crazy poks called me and disturbed me. hmphh. =.-'''
at that time i was doing math at the same time. LOL. seems like my world revolves around math right now. my mum caught me at it twice and she was like, "SWITCH OFF THE LAPTOP AND DO YOUR WORK. DON'T SWITCH IT ON AT THE SAME TIME. YOU WANT ME TO COME HERE AND TAKE THE LAPTOP AND THROW IT OUT OF THE WINDOW IS IT?" whatever. so to prevent any damage to my precious laptop, i guai-ly logged off and shut the com down. but now my mum's too obsessed with the tv to care what i am doing so i am blogging. HAHA. hmm maybe i should go online...lol. nvm i shan't. if she catches me at it the THIRD time. oh-ho. not only will my laptop be dead, i will be dead too. x/
ohyay. vday is in two days' time. haha. that was so random. okay i shall go back to math.
adios
quote of the day
"give me silver, blue and gold, the colour of the sky on top. my rainbow is overdue."
bad company's "silver, blue and gold". omg. this song rocks. I LIKE. from my dad's cd anyway. HEHH. an oldie but just as nice. this is what i call classic man.
10:33 PM
your heart will lead you home
by kenny loggins
sunny days and starry nights
and lazy afternoons
you're counting castles in the clouds
and humming little tunes
but somehow right before your eyes
the summer fades away
everything is different
and everything has changed
if you feel lost and on your own
and far from homeyou're never alone, you know
just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to shareand your heart will lead you home
funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you'd left behind
they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all is said and done
if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you're never alone, you know
just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting therewith love to share
and your heart will lead you home
there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that "home is where your heart is"
so follow your heart and know that you can't go wrong
if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you're never alone, you know
just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home
if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you're never alone, you know
just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you where you belong
i know your heart will lead you home
oh yay. I love this song. =) HEHH. xD it is in the tigger movie. xD hehh. very niceee.
okay i gtg already. have work to do. ><
adios
quote of the day
"I SEE YOU I SEE YOU I SEE YOU! I AM RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU!"
my aunt. we were supposed to go see somebody's place to see their new schnauzer (a dog in case you don't know) and that somebody passed right by us without seeing us at all. LOL. xD
3:36 PM
I am doing my math now but I just have to blog. HEHH. Cannot resist. YEAH. DUH. =) BLOGGING'S MY LIFE. xD
LALA. I am multi-tasking! MATH, CHATTING, GRAPES AND BLOGGING ALL AT ONCE. YAY. HAHAHA. I AM BEGINNING TO LIKE THIS. =) HEHH. Doing so many things at the same time. LOL. Speed is compromised but it's give and take. LOL. HEHHHH!
Today was very boring. YEP. VERY. RARR. >< But it's been a day for reflecting, really. I've not reflected for a long time. Sometimes (like now), I wonder what on earth am I here for. HEH. Okay I am not getting suicidal but ever since primary 2 I've been wondering why on earth I'm here for and what I've done so far in life. LOL. I know it's super weirded that at the young tender age of 8 I have already started thinking about the meaning of life, when I'm supposed to be running around like some mindless monkey playing police and thief with my friends. HAHA. I did play but usually I preferred to be alone so that I can think. HAHA. I was a deep thinker and I still am. Sometimes I think I am so freaky that I scare myself. LOL. Makes no sense but if you're me you would.
But ahwell. Life is life. Fight for it. Like mother teresa says. =) HEH. There are so many things in life to be happy for. The one thing I am most grateful for is friendship. Cliche but REALLY. It is like the best gift ever. =) And thank god for giving me so many wonderful friends in my life. =) YAY. Talking about friends, although I think friendship is the most beautiful thing right now, I kind of figured out that having a best friend who can match your expectations is bordering on impossible, so I have given up on the idea of having a best friend. Friends are honestly good enough for me. But with ordinary friends comes one problem: who's going to do what a best friend does (like keep secrets blah blah blah you-know-them)? I really don't know. HEH. But so far I think I am contented because I have counted my blessings and boy, if each costs 10 bucks I would be a freaking millionaire. xD
Just thinking about all this makes me think about my previous class. I kind of miss them but I kind of don't miss them, which is super strange. HAHA. Sure we had our fun times, but thinking about some of the bad times when everyone seemed unco-operative are quite HEH. xD But anyway, I miss all fivians from year 05 yeahh. =) rarrr.
Hmm that's about all I have to say. LALALA! I am happy.
adios
quote of the day
"if loving you with all my heart's a crime, then i'm guilty."
blue. OMG. BLUE!!! I LOVE LEE RYAN. <3
9:03 PM
OH SHIT MAN. STUPID BLOGGER. CRASHED ON ME. BUT ANYWAY. I AM SO HIGH THAT I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW HIGH I AM NOW.
OH YAY. TODAY WAS GREAT MAN. OMG. CANNOT BELIEVE IT. HEHH. OKAY. THIS WHOLE POST IS GOING TO BE IN CAPS. I THINK. HEH. CUZ I AM HIGH NOW. LOL. I AM A PRO MULTI-TASKER RIGHT NOW. EATING MUDPIE AND APPLES, BLOGGING, MUGGING TINGXIE AND CHATTING. WHOOOO. XD OKAY I HAVE BEEN EATING FOR LIKE DUNNO HOW LONG. NOW MY MUDPIE BECOME A SLUDGE ALREADY. AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED MUGGING TINGXIE. HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay I have come back to my senses and decided to type normally. HEHHH.
This morning i was on 190A (i think) and i was dozing/sleeping/napping whatever. I was so frigging tired cuz I slept at like 12 am? And woke up at 530 am. AM I PRO OR AM I PRO? I got off the bus and I was kinda woozy and I walked faster to get rid of the dizziness. lalala, okay this sentence is grammatically unsound but I shall just ignore it and pretend it's an invisible sentence. LOL. xD HEHH. Anyway, nik somehow magically appeared behind me and pulled at my bag. =.-''' HAHA. I thought it got caught on some plant at the athena gate there. LOL. HEHH.
Returned to class and joined a small discussion that was held around my table area. I can't really rmb what was it but it must have been something about shawn lee. xD HAHA. =) Then contact time serene, wenda and valerie, the well-known shawn lee stalkers, gave a small speech/presentation on him and i not stupid too. lol. SO THE HILARIOUS. OMG. HAHAHAHA. xD HEHH.
Then first lesson was MATH. and ms neo wasn't here. sad. mc. rarrr. weak constitution huh. but anyway it was slacker session. VERY FUN .OMG . HAHAHHAA. I WAS HUGGING TIGGER NON STOP. HEHHHH. =) XD TIGGER IS VERY CUTE. like duh. he's mine. xD lalalala. and shuna was kind of "seduced" by tigger's cute furry good looks. HAHA. and she toynapped it back to her seat for english class. LOL. though english class was a bit boring (grammar lessons, so duh), it wasn't as dry as the previous one and it did not make me fall asleep. HAHAHA.
THEN RECESS. OMG. HAHA. =) Went down with amanda they all and choped a table. I bought CHICKEN STEW, proper food for the first time. LOL. HEHH. The standard drop already. tsk tsk tsk. I don't really like it anymore. HMPHH. They should raise the standards man! LALALA. AND recess was quite fun lah. HEHEHE. CAN'T RMB WHAT HAPPENED ALREADY. xD Sorry, bad memory.
Chem was okay today. My group, north pole, presented on the problem b and i thought our solution to the problem was a bit the obvious. HAHA. xD But still, we got the most votes. OH YAY. HEHH. =) Chem was fun lah, for the first time in chem-history (heh sounds like chemistry if you say it quickly).
HMT WAS STUPID. HAHA. ZUOWEN took me the whole frigging lesson to finish! RARR. Well, I was supposed to use the whole lesson to complete the essay. EHH. It SUCKED. HEH. BUT ANYWAY. all my first essays are horrible. lalala~ but laoshi was very nice. she gave us biscuits to eat in class and the biscuits roxies my soxies. they were delicious please. xD HAHAA.
HEHE then i went for lunch with amy huang rong (haha i like to say her full name) and andreaaa. =) On the way down i saw vivien. lalala. so said hi and waved. lol .HAHA. hardly see her downstairs. xD she seems okay. yepp. ANYWAY. we went to popular so i could get my cle journal book and an extra exercise book for physics. xD HEHH. And by then i was quite broke. So i bought hello panda and milo again. xD HEHHH. BACK TO THE "DIET". not diet man. it's just food that i like. xD
Lunch passed a bit too quickly and we ended up in class with physics. RARR. I don't really like physics but today's lesson was "followable". xD AHAHA and i had some fun playing with the soft toys. xD HAHAHA. =) and i was copying notes like siao. dunno why. i was just high and decided to write and make copying notes the vent for all that excess energy i had today. xD AHHAHAA. and i understood. OH WOW: xD HAHA
Geog was a great slacker session. Hiu tung and I finished the geog worksheet like damn fast? LOL. TURBO TEAM MAN. hahahaaa. Okay i shan't brag but the funny part was when hiu tung was complaining about her stupid jap teacher. I was like, "aiya tell your jap teacher to shut the hell up lah" and made the triyono trademark three-finger sign. LOL. TRIYONO WAS SO AMUSED I TELL YOU. HAHAA. She told me that i was "beginning to learn from [her] colourful language." AHAHAHAHA. THIS IS TOTALLY RA-ED. xD AHAHAHA.
I was so high for the whole day that I was a bit tired after the highness sort of died down. I just didn't want to move from my desk. HEH. But weifen managed to get me on my feet and off we went to nie, which is in boon lay. xD HEHH. =) OUR MENTOR IS FROM HONGKONG. OMG. HE HAS THE CUTEST ACCENT. OKAY he's not young but a round middle-aged man. xD LOL. WITH A POT-BELLY, YES. HEHH. BUT HE'S FUNNY LAH. He was quite worried that he might forget our names and told us to take shots of ourselves on his handphone so that he can match it with the number. LOL. WE WERE SO AMUSED. Silly me didn't know how to use the phone and ended up dialing his BEAUTIFUL WIFE's number. REALLY HE WROTE BEAUTIFUL WIFE'S HANDPHONE NO. on his contact list. HAHAHA. THEN HIS WIFE WAS LIKE. HELLO?? LOL OMG. I WAS LIKE SHIT. xD HAHA.
SMP went quite well anyway. HEHH. everything's settled and all i hafta do is to get a boxfile for all the random stuff we have, so that i can put everything that might be important in side of it. =) Okay i think that's about it for the day. YEP YEP. i am super tired. LOL.
adios
quote of the day
"SHUT UP MAN."
TRIYONO'S FAMOUS WORDS.
11:31 PM
School's been really sucky today. >< What a bummer. It's the exact opposite of yesterday. It is officially the worst day I've had so far in my sec 3 life. Yeah. Ironic, isn't it? Just yesterday I was having a rare good time in my life. wtf. Frigging hell. Put schoolwork and boredom together, you get school sucks.
Good things never last, do they? Learnt it the hard way, just when I was about to believe good things would last. Sometimes life can be so frustrating I feel like throwing every single thing off my back and running on and on and not turning back anymore, ever.
Ahwell. Anyway. I got to keep my eyes forward. I can't run away from the problem. I have to face it. I am trying to. Kind of. I'm not going to worry if my math's going to live or die, because I just have to try my best. I came across a quote on renu's blog and thought it was kind of cool: "courage does not always roar; sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, 'i will try again tomorrow.' "
Sigh. It's a hard time but I am gonna go through it and conquer it. Yeah man. All I need is a bit of faith.
adios
quote of the day
"OH SHIT."
triyono. hehh. we were at cooking class. she kind of missed a step and went right to putting the garlic in the wok before she stir-fried the chicken fillet. she was like spouting all the famous words. and ohyeah. the two trainee teachers with us thought me and triyono were twins. OMG. i am RA. xD HAHAHA.
8:02 AM
Never figured a tuesday could ever be so great. HEH. =)
PE was fun, because we had this game that included KICKING A SOCCER BALL. Football is my third favourite besides basketball and netball, so you can guess how excited I was. LALALA. =) We had loads of fun as batters and we totally rocked man. =) Most of us made it back to base without being tagged out. YAYNESS. Oh my gawd, that was the best game I ever played, and I am definitely looking forward to the next lesson, when I am allowed high balls. Can't wait. xD
Math was after PE and surprisingly I UNDERSTOOD PARTIAL FRACTIONS. WHAT A MIRACLE. LOL. The first time I came in touch with partial fractions I thought I was so going to die, but it turned out quite fun. =) HEH. And I managed to finish the worksheet during class (omg, first time in my rgs educational history). xD
Recess came and went and blah blah blah the usual stuff and we had BIOLOGY. HEH. SO FUN. I LIKE EVOLUTION. THE BRANCHY THINGUMS. HEH. =) Logic and stuff. And I recall nik and maria desperately trying to type the url correctly but after a gazillion tries, they got it. So funny. I ended up having the same problem but I got it on the second try, unlike them. HAHAHA. xD And there was NO HOMEWORK for bio. =)
Chinese was supposedly the most dreaded lesson of the day, but it was in fact the slackest, considering the fact that the dumb zidukaocha that spanned over a period of 40 minutes took me only 20+ minutes to complete. =.-''' DOTS. HAHA. But I am not saying I got everything correct. HEH. xD
LUNCH. I was kind of pissed with the long queues and decided to go for milk flavoured panda biscuits and a milo. =) Ohyay, my fave food and drink. And no. I AM NOT ON A DIET. I just happen to be impatient when it comes to queueing for food, and besides I got a slice of garlic bread when the queues shortened.
Then comes the only bummer for the day. Chemistry. =.-''' The crystals just didn't want to form. All I got was yellowish, greenish, greyish stuff on the sides. RARR. I was kind of frustrated, because I tried like three times. =.-''' But at least the third time we managed a few wet forming crystals. HEH. Okay, maybe not. Still, they are blue and are semi-solid. LALALA. Okay my chem sucks. xD
RS was fun. We went to library for the SMP thinger then we got back to class after a short 20 minute meeting? LOL. I set about helping to clean up the cozy corner and paste up the letters and stuff, since our SMP project does not require us to do too much paperwork. xD YAY.
After that. GOLF. OH MY WORD. We had assessment today to see if we belonged in Phase 3 or Phase 2 or even Phase 1. They had restructured the program a whole lot and yeah, we have to be re-sorted. We had some practice time upstairs and gosh, as I imagined, my skills were not just rusty, they have already disintegrated. My shots were like OMG. 0.o So freaking lousy. I couldn't even land a decent ball. I was super damn scared when we went down for the assessment. But somehow I calmed down and sort of prayed that some miracle would happen and make me good enough to be in Phase 3. HEH. xD Okay this is going to sound rather far-fetched but it actually happened. LOL. I took a practice swing and Craig said it looked rather good. Then the real thing I did what I did and oh my word, the shot was straight and high and far. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. Ohwell, the rest of the lesson I got so many of those straight shots. That means I have sort of improved. xD HEH. =) I shall practise more golf. YEAH MAN. =)
Anyway, I have to go now. Homework to do. ><
adios
quote of the day
"get the damn thing away lah!"
triyono during PE. HAHA. xD
9:48 PM
I have so many things to blog about that I don't even know where to start. HEH. Okay I shall start with the ROCK FOR GOOD concert! =) Hmmm. I am not sure about the sequence of stuff that happened because my memory's kind of blurred by now. xD Okay. Here we go.
I was rushing to go out to meet nik at far east bus stop at 5pm. I was in the shower when my mum peeked in and told me I was going to wear a tank top/razor-back (whatever it's called, because I am kinda clueless) and put it on the door-knob. I wanted to wear this ecko shirt with my jeans and she was like NO, because it was rather boyish looking and she's totally against it. HEH. I had no choice but to wear it. >< I ended sneezing at the far east bus stop while waiting for nik. But I got used to the cold after a while. HEH.
We roamed around aimlessly before deciding to catch a bus back to rg for the concert. And oh my crap there were so many people there. Some were smoking. Some were cursing out loud (much worse than triyono). Some were trying to look intimidating. And some looked like total gangsters. >< So many scary people!! And I don't even know anyone there, except for a handful of rg girls. xD
We got our bags checked, our arms and tickets stamped. Bumped into amy and wenda, who were on duty. HEH. =) And they unkindly teased me about the stupid razorback. =.-''' Anyway, we walked around the school for a while and ended up in the canteen, since some areas were cordoned off. There was some food there. Mashed potatoes, french fries and whatever not. But we weren't exactly hungry so we did not buy anything, although dian was trying to get us to buy some of the food there. HEH. Dian saw us and she was hyperventilating about nik's ear-rings. xD HAHA. ANYWAY, then me and nik followed dian and her friends up to the hall. Oh and it was kind of boring to stand there and stone and watch the beng-ish lead singer scream into the microphone like a mad man, so we ended up in the canteen again, looking for wendawoman and amy. AND WE HAD MASH POTATO. HEH. xD
Returned to the hall and got bored again. Was dragged around by some of nik's friends. HEH. Quite fun lah. I finally knew who yenlin was. (MOUNT EVEREST!) LOL. Then we saw this really cool lead singer of some band which I don't know. HEH. xD He's a eurasian and he was kind of hot. HEH. And somebody (i think it was nat) wanted the cap and nik was with her. So funny. xD That guy started throwing posters and he thought he might throw his cap. HAHA. But I was wrong la. He didn't throw his cap at all. Sad lah. HEH.
Then we went to sit with wen qi (correct or not huh?) and some other girl. HEH. And they were singing into the light sticks thingers. HAHA. I think they are funny. HEH. Then nik started singing something. Dunno what song. HEH. I thought it was nice. =) We got bored after a while and stood up and walked around a bit before sitting down again. HAHA. It was around the second half already, which means RONIN AND ELECTRICO were going to start performing soon. I was playing around with my phone when amy and wen joined us sitting along the wall. HAHA. We waited and waited for Ronin and Electrico to come on, and amy wanted to get high. LOL. Wen and amy went halfway to take a picture with simon, some guy from crossbred. He's cute, according to wen and amy. HAHA.
Ronin finally came on and we went to the front and started to jump a bit. At first I felt kind of weird jumping in the school hall. HEH. But amy and wen were like in a jumping frenzy. And I was like omg, we are jumping in the school hall! HEH. The first song ended and the people behind me and nik were SCREAMING. =.-''' LOL. So funny. But eventually we got into the mood and started to clap, jump and whatever not. It was GOOD EXERCISE OKAY. It was equivalent to like a gazillion jumping jacks. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Hmm, it was kind of stupid to jump with my bag but I did anyway and I got a shoulder ache after that. LOL. AND I TELL YOU ELECTRICO IS WAY COOLER THAN RONIN OKAY. HAHAHA. =) RONIN THAT ALBINO GUY THREW UNDERWEAR. LIKE PLEASE. CAN HE HAVE SOME SENSE OF DECENCY? HA, ANYWAY. I LIKE ELECTRICO'S LEAD SINGER. I THINK HE IS VERY NICE. =) The last song was especially good. HEH. It went something like: "WE'RE NOT MADE IN THE USA, BUT YOU GOT WHAT YOU CAME FOR ANYWAY!" HAHA. =) GOOD ONE. The tune was catchy and the beat was good, so yeah everyone were shouting and dancing and singing. LOL. And arina was on the stage dancing. SO FARNIEEE. OMG. HAHA. She was one of the helpers, so she got to go on stage. HEH. xD
There were some really nutty people dancing on the floor. They shook their heads and bodies really vigorously and charged around like bulls with serious cases of mad cow disease. Really they did. It was really scary to watch them do that. I was so afraid someone might just fall down and get trampled on. >< SHEESH.
HAH. Anyway, the whole thing ended at like 11 plus. I was panicking a bit because I knew there was no 190 and there might not be a train back to yew tee and I did not have enough money to take a cab home. Nik was going to take a bus so I crossed the road and crossed my fingers for a bus to come to get me to orchard. Thankfully 105 came along and I dropped off at far east and practically ran to the orchard mrt station. I caught the second last train which terminated at yishun. Then I went on the last train which terminated at kranji, the stop before yew tee, so you can imagine how bloody pissed I was. I went down the escalator to the taxi stand and got into a taxi and went home. I had sms-ed my mum before that and she was mad. Frigging mad. I was so scared she was going roar at me once I get off the cab. But thankfully, she didn't. She was more interested about how the concert went. HEH. I never knew a 50 year old would still be interested in rock concerts. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I was nearly asleep when I got home. HEH. And I just rinsed myself for a while before I went to bed. I guess I slept at like 1 plus. HEH. xD Then I woke up so frigging early this morning for church. Like at 8 am. =.= I was half asleep and half awake when I was brushing my teeth. HAHA. Church went quite well...yeah and I got home quite early. 3pm. HEH. I slacked around a bit then I went to meet wen serene and val at city hall at 5pm. Me and serene were early. HAHA. Val thought it was super glam to be late and she told me it was a princess policy. HAHA. WHATEVER VAL. And she was wearing a HALTER and a SKIRT. LALALA. When serene me and wen wore trousers/shorts/pants. HAHA. xD We had dinner at burger king and it was so funny. After finishing our food, wenda was like shooting ice bits through the straw at each of us. My cousins always do that so I kind of know how to do it, although I never really tried. HAHA. But the first one I shot was at serene. HAHA. SORRY KAY. And she shot right back at me anyway. HAHA. So fun. Wenda was damn pro. Shoot and shoot and shoot. Poor val never grasped how to use the straw to shoot the ice bits properly. When she was trying to shoot the ice bits, she looked comical and (duh) so UNGLAM. HAHA. Then amy called us up and stopped our game of chew and shoot the ice.
We met up with her and walked around a bit before the chinese show thinger actually started. HEH. It was a school activity lah. =) YEPP. I ALREADY GOT ONE ACTIVITY. YAYS. =) 730 came a bit too soon and we had to like watch the thing. Some parts are quite cute. HEH. The monkeys and stuff. The primary school kids doing the performance. HAHAHA. Anyway at the end it was super cool. WE SAW SHAWN LEE FROM I NOT STUPID TOO. HAHAHA. AT FIRST I WAS LIKE. OH MY GOD SHAWN LEE. And I realised it was kind of stupid to go chase after a star that's around your own age, apparently. He is so freaking tall, please. I FEEL SHORT!!! Okay nvm, he's a guy. -breathe- HAH and val and serene dragged wen with them to stalk shawn lee. HAHA. Hilarious. Amy wanted to follow but we lost them in the crowd. LOL. So we ended up going home. OHYAY. HAHA. =)
Me and eileen went on the same train together and I just found out she lives in boon lay. HEH. =) I got home at like 10. YEAH. OAKY I FINISHED BLOGGING. YAYYYYY. HAHAHAHA. NOW I CAN GO AND SLEEP.
adios
quote of the day
"escalators are my life."
sion. 9-year-old cousin. he was playing on the escalator at furama hotel after church service. =.-''' and he went on a chair stack climbing expedition too. i had to dissuade him using physical strength. oh no. that's misleading. i did not hit him. i carried him away from the chairs and the escalators.
11:34 PM
YAYS. I am feeling very energetic, for no rhyme or reason. HEHHH. Just came out of the shower...=) And talking to nik right now. HOHOHO. I am high. Anyway, school was super boring today, as compared to the SMP launch at Ngee Ann Poly. OH MY VARIOUS GODS (as suvitha says xD), that place rocks. HAHA, apart from the stupid talks we had to sit through. xD
First we went to this lab where you could go check your blood type. Although I knew I was O+, I went to try for the fun of it. At first I thought the process involved a scary needle (okay i admit it, i am scared of injections), but it was just this plunger thing that the person uses to puncture a small hole on your skin to let the blood out. She did it on my finger. It was like an ant bite. (OBS, HEH!) You know the blood was like oozing out of that small wound. She didn't even have to SQUEEZE my finger to get the blood out. OMGosh. I bleed fast man. SCARY. And yajie kindly informed me that i would most probably die if I ever got involved in an accident that gives me a huge wound. =.-''' HEH. AND I LIKE THE CUTE CHEMICALS SHE USED TO CHECK THE BLOOD. SO FRIGGING COOL. =)
Then I passed by this woman who told me that if I got three chops on the paper from different stations, she would give me a little shoe keychain. HAHA. And I got my first one from her. The second station was this place selling cactus and planty stuff. I LOVED THE CACTUS, PLEASE. The furry one. SO NICE. =) Xiaofei bought one and we started decorating it. It was for the class anyway, so we formed the number 301 on it. yays, I love the cactus! We spent like half an hour on it. xD AHHAA.
After that we went to this place where there was FREE ICECREAM samples. =.-''' The guy was shouting FREE ICECREAM and I was like WHERE? Then I realised that they were SAMPLES. RARRR. HAHA. But the ice cream was made using liquid nitrogen. How cool is that. HEHEHE. xD I went for a second helping. HEH.
Then me xiaofei and weifen went in search of the fourth station but gave up and cheated by chopping our papers when the person wasn't looking. AHHA. We got our little shoe keychains. At first I got a blue and yellow converse shoe, then I swapped for a red and black puma shoe. xD HAHA.
YAYS. SMP launch was fun. xD HAHA. Only the tour part was. The first part was super boring. Okay I gtg and do my work.
adios
quote of the day
"nothing is so strong as gentleness, and nothing is so gentle as real strength."
ralph w. sockman. =)
8:38 PM
Life sucks. >< Frigging hell.
Why why why. SHIT.
why? i lost a friend i wasn't supposed to lose. i am irresponsible. i am a procrastinator. i suck at math. i don't know what on earth i am here for. i lost my mother's trust by busting $36 on senseless stuff. i failed to get my act together. FCUK.RARR. i am going to do my homework and sleep. BAH.
8:50 PM
I'm kinda bored right now, printing some chem stuff from the inet. HEH. I got this thinger off bhuvan's old blog. =) So read and enjoy. HAHA. I am lazy to narrate the day and besides, there's only two interesting things today: i fell asleep in geog class because the stupid flu; nik, manda and amy decided to be nerdy by buttoning up their top buttons and rolling down their sleeves.
kay, the quiz thingy:
Fill in names of 20 of your friends, BEFORE reading and answering the questions below.
1. Jasmine (Yam)
2. Nie Yile
3. Nikhita
4. Wenda
5. Andrea
6. Suvitha
7. Serena
8. Charlene
9. Cheryl
10. Desiree
11. Ivy
12. Nat
13. Ying Jing
14. Hiu Tung
15. Weifen
16. Triyono
17. Vivien
18. Serene
19. Su Chin
20. Amy
How did you meet 13?
We were in the same class for lower secondary. =) xD And we talked at MOELC before. HEH.
What would you do if you never met 5?
uhh. dunno? HEH. then i would never have such a wonderful "wife". LOL.
What do you honestly think of 10?
desiree kinda rocks my socks. heh. she's a sailor btw. and she's got a quirky sense of humour.
Have you ever liked no.3?
NO. haha. joking LAH, donovan. i like you as a friend.
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
she won't die, dumbass.
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
HAHA no. they are girls and besides, they don't click. that's the thing.
Do you think 12 is hot?
honestly, no.
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
UH. RIGHT. nahh.
Tell me something humiliating about 11.
scandalous maybe but never humiliating.
On a scale of 1-10, how cute is 14?
hmm. hiu tung. 6. HAHA.
What would you do if 4 just professed his/her undying love for you?
!!! 0.o i would probably faint.
What language does 19 speak?
english, chinese and "model-lish"
Who is 8 going out with?
nobody
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
hmm. no. andrea's already my wife. HMPH.
When was the last time you talked to 5?
just like 10 minutes ago. xD
What is 1's favorite band?
hmm not sure...HEH.
Would you ever date 16?
LOL. TRIYONO? neverrr. hahaha. i would run the risk of hearing expletives like SHIT MAN.
Would you ever date 7?
heh. no.
Is 15 single?
yeah.
What is 19's last name?
her name's oh su chin. no last name.
What school does 16 go to?
RGS
What school does 1 go to?
RGS
Where does 9 live?
Balmoral road.
Are 5 and 6 best friends?
not exactly but they are good friends. heh.
Is 20 older than you?
yeahhh. =) amy.
Is 4 the sexiest person alive?
haha. hahahhaahhaha. i can just laugh. HAHAHAAHAHA. sexiest person alive = wendawoman?
heh. i don't know.
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okay, that was a lameass quiz. super funny. HEH. lalala. i am bored. okay i shall just sign off.
adios <3
quote of the day
"wah, gay-BELL. you so tall already ah! aiyooo! SO SKINNY."
-shudders- aunties who cannot even pronounce my name properly. =.-''' my mum's friends. lalala. i'm glad they are gone. HEH.
10:51 PM
