crapzoids. i have done nothing today. >< as usual. rarrr. i am here rotting away when i am supposed to be mugging social studs like siao. i would go to bed early and wake up early tomorrow morning to do my stuff....yep that should do. let's see. i have my stinking bio ws to do, piano practice (and btw, my piano teacher was satisfied with me today. yay!), ss revision, tuition zuowen, bio revision and a math ws to do. GRARRR. a math's the bane of my existence. i feel like quitting it cuz it's irritating me like hell. but i can't. hmphh. i will just put up with it, though it seems senseless to miss one precious math lesson every week just for some pull-out class. =.-'''
anyway. just went to see my granddad in the hospital. he used to be a smoker and now he's coughing really really badly, and according to the doctor, his lungs are damaged. when i was there, i was actually doing my chinese homework. i completed it and then yepp, i proceeded with bio but all of a sudden, my granddad went into an asthma attack. he was wheezing. it was really damn scary. the nurses were saying that the machines indicated that there was sufficient oxygen for him and were sure he was going to alright; but what the hell, HE'S SUFFOCATING, DUMABSSES. i was kind of scared and couldn't concentrate, so i just kept my stuff and stood around. my dad was furious. he told off the staff nurse quite severely about the hospital not having a doctor in sight when a patient is turning grey in the face from all that wheezing too hard. then the staff nurse went to look for a doctor. at first she said that the doctor was attending to a collapsed patient somewhere else in the hospital. then pop. the doctor came. =.-''' crappy crapzoids man. what kind of system does this hospital run on man? okay i cannot say which hospital cuz i know i will get sued. HEHH. but to think of it. i think every day the staff nurse gets ticked about such stuff. sigh. nurses are kind of like scapegoats, don't you think? rawr. anyway. i am just relieved that my granddad's fine.
i've just realised how fragile life is. you suffocate. you die. just like that. oh my word. i really got to stay healthy man. i don't wanna die. okay i am over-reacting. but if you saw your grandparent going into an asthma attack. you'd get what i mean. ahhhh. life. what a mystery.
adios
quote of the day
"i don't believe there isn't a single doctor who's free at the moment in this f***ing big hospital. get him or her here right now. who's going to be responsible for my father? what if he dies? i am going to hold YOU responsible."
my dad. rarrr. i wish i had the guts to tell him to shut the hell up. well if i did i would risk getting a slap across the face.
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