i've made a pact with nik not to sign in on msn. yeppo. =) hahaha. okay i am supposed to be mugging like a guai kia now but i cannot resist the temptation to blog first. i am giving myself like 8 minutes to blog. it's 10:07 now. so i resume work at 10:15. =)

today was quite tiring but it was fun overall. it's tuesday WHAT! hahahaha. lessons were tiring. golf was tiring. everything was tiring. even talking or laughing seemed tiring. what lethargy. but hell pe was fun. =) the real bat. HAHA. i missed the ball by a mile. WHOO. i am pro-ded. xD HEHH. okay that's super random. but anyway. today was so frigging tiring that i begin to wonder (again) what's the meaning of life.

i was on the train when i thought about it. it was kind of weird, to be in pe attire standing there in the train compartment looking stoned and far far away. ahwell. the question that i had in my head was: what do i live for? talked about it with joo. and i kind of realised she has quite a negative outlook on life. is life that bad? sometimes it can be. when everything seems to fall to pieces in front of your eyes. that has happened to everyone. so no big deal, huh. living for tomorrow cuz you know one day you're gonna die IS negative. so nono. that's not what i live for.

soulsearching and all that stuff done, i realised i live for one thing or two things. but they mean the same thing. yeah they do. life/love. =) love is life and life is love. without love, what's it like to live? without life, can there even be love? hehh. since i DIG life and am self-professedly OBSESSED with love, yeah. I LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE AND THE LOVE'S THAT'S IN IT. that's what that keeps me going. yeahh. my everything comes from it. =) even my last year's motto thinger came from it (courage strength will drive). so yeah. CHEERS TO LIFE. =) okay sounds DAMN LAME. okay i gtg now. BYEBYE!!!

adios

quote of the day
"she slipped just because of that damn thing lah."
triyono. who else man! xD hahahaha. during pe. =)
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