Friday, March 31, 2006
i changed blogskin. hmm. i need inspiration from time to time. so yeah. got my old blogsong back. i love lonely no more! =) yayyers. okay i shall go back to work.
work to do:
1. bio reflection
2. eng summary
3. chem assignment
4. math reflection
5. play piano
6. email weifen and lsl grpmembers
7. geog pt
8. math pt (? dunno whether i should start or not)
9. plan for robotics JUNE CAMP! =)
10. chem rev
adios
- dreams can often become challenging, but challenges are what we live for -
5:20 PM
Thursday, March 30, 2006
(note: at first i thought this post was like suddenly deleted cuz the window disappeared on its own. lol. so yeah. here it is.)
hmm. weird day. happy and sad stuff together. that's way beyond weird.
first block was math! wheee. and math was fun man! we spent time drawing the map and duh it was kind of fun. with triyono. xD WAHAHHAA. she was so kancheong please! HOHOHO. and when ms neo started collecting and we weren't exactly done, she was like, "FUCK! SON OF A BITCH!" LOL. omg. hahahaa. i was in charge of drawing yeppers and yeeah, they kind of suggested that i can be an architect when i grow up. lol. what has being an architect got to do with drawing maps?! lol. i wanna be a doctor or a bio teacher like PATRICK THE STARFISH! xD HHAHA. funny.
then it was english. yeppers. quite okay lah. I LOVE OUR POSTER! =) MAD HOT BALLROOM! ms low was looking at the quotes on the window panes and suddenly she burst out laughing. it was hilarious i tell you. she saw triyono's quote: "SLACK SOME MORE! I LIKE IT LOOSE!" then she gave this squeal of laughter that kind of shocked me. we were doing the compre quiz at that time and then all of us looked up and saw her in silent fits of laughter. she pointed out triyono's quote and laughed some more. LOL. so RA please.
recess. hmm went to check the uk trip confirmed list. I AM CONFIRMED! ISN'T THAT LIKE TOTAL COOLNESS! i promise i will go all out to get good grades and go for the trip without a single bit of guilt in me. that's my goal. GOOD GRADES! =) hmm i shall define good grades as 75% and above for ALL MY FREAKING TESTS this term from NOW ON.
it was bio after recess and it was kind of interesting! i realised that calling someone an airhead is not wrong at all! neither is it insulting. it is called being scientific! lol. cuz all of us are made up of carbon atoms linked up together. and yeeah. the spaces in the carbon atoms are super big so if we are reduced in mass and size, we would be a force field with a nucleus. =) so if i call you an airhead, please remember that it's a remark of pure science.
chinese was quite a breeze. did the gong han within the lesson. first time writing the fa biao yi jian thing. quite okay. then lunch. ohman. the pressure was on and throughout chem i was mugging physics. and you know what. here comes the bummer. physics test. i screwed it! YAY. haha. like wth. i cannot start to tell you how screwed it is. i kind of teared in the foyer today before the national archives thing. how sad is that?
grarrh. shit. okay people reading. this part on. please don't read okay? promise me. it's a whole load of self-pity crap. i just have to let it out and not let it bother me again. thanks loads.
sometimes i wonder what's strength. i talk a whole lot about it but in the end the truth slams into me: i don't know anything about strength. i know nothing. zilch. cuz i ain't got strength at all. everything. all the stuff. that i have ever thought i was. it's whole lot of bullshit.
self-assured. confident. positive. strong. that was what i THOUGHT i am. heh. now i am turning out the other way round. what the f*** is happening to me. i seem to be letting myself and people around me down all the time, screwing my life left right centre. i am such an asshole that i make myself laugh. oh my god. i am totally losing my self respect.
i never seem to be doing the right thing at the right time. i am always doing the wrong thing at the wrong time. like i never get around to doing things that would let me live up to my dreams, goals, expectations and potential (that's if i have any left). take cca's for example, i've been slack during cca's for as long as i remember, except for maybe during the frs period of time when i put my back into doing the robot. and yeah frankly, i would join some sport cca other than just robotics if i could choose all over again. and studies oh my god, this might officially be one of the worst school years of mine. i like totally screwed my physics please and my a math is totally screwed clean inside out.
you know what. it's so funny that the people i don't really hang out with most of the time make me laugh like crazy and make me forget about the matter at hand? it's totally unworldly. like when you talk to your closer friends about tests and other worrying issues, it's different. like they would listen and it's really a comfort to know that they do listen but the thing is they don't always cheer you up instantaneously. grarghhx. the confusion. i prefer to think that they cheer you up like gradually. i am not making much sense. hell. nvm. yeeah that's my point basically.
hmm. i guess. it's about time i should take a step back to have a look at things before diving into the thick of life again. cuz it would be like walking into a 10 ton truck travelling at 100km/h.
adios
quote of the day
"all men fail. only great ones stand up again."
somebody said this. yeah man. stand up again. nothing is impossible.
11:16 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Supposed to be mugging physics. BLEARGHX. nothing much to mug really. HEH. Today seemed like an exceptionally long day and it wasn't exactly all smooth-sailing.
Contact time was spent changing seats. We were all in front of the class, waiting for the seat arrangement to be done. Then suddenly i realised that suchin and nik somehow were crying but i didn't have any idea why. Honestly I was a bit shocked. 0.o Didn't know what to do but i just went to ask if they were okay. Then someone enlightened me and I kind of realised that it was about scholarship. ><
Anyway. I ended up sitting right smack in the middle IN FRONT. wow. like how good can it get. =.-''' I am RIGHT UNDER THE TEACHER'S NOSE. This means no more multi-tasking during lesson-time. xD LOL. I like my new group: jiayue, jasmine, shuna, maria and charlene! =) whee. we have yet to name our group. xD WAHAHA. And I am looking forward to a good term ahead.
First lesson up was geography and it was kind of boring. And I some how simply cannot stand how she can smile fakely non-stop. Her cheerfulness rubs me the wrong way and duh annoys me a whole lot. Hmph. Can't she be more professional for once? Be sophisticated man. Not being a human version of a smiley emoticon. =.-'''
Then it was chem! chem was okay, except that i had a humongous buttache after sitting on nik's and amy's chairs. LOL. xD spent a lot of saliva explaining ionic and covalent bonding. but i like chemical bonding so anyhow, it was SUPER FUN! =) hahaha. maybe not super. but it's fun lahs. HEH. and oh amanda kept kajiao-ing me about physics. LOL. xD hahaha.
hmm then recess. we changed our seats and yeah, everyone shifted tables. HEH. =) i lugged mine along to the front. jiayue has a lot of stuff under her table. hahaha. and jiayue i think she's damn funny. LOL. no idea why but i just have that impression.
after recess was urrrhts...ENGLISH. i wrote this lame lame lame response to the movie thinger. LOL. and first group work together! SO FUN! but jasmine ALWAYS wants to draw something with her PINK highlighter. and have i told you just how much i detest the colour pink? hahaha. okay a bit too harsh but still. I DON'T LIKE PINK. HMPH.
math ms neo wasn't here...AGAIN. 8th time, according to jiayue's records. LOL. and mr justin teo came in to relieve us. we did only one math question on functions and watched A BEAUTIFUL MND. haiya, only PART OF IT. so blearghx. i think JOHN NASH is a weirdo but he's damn cool at the same time! HAHAHA. so ironic right?
CLE block came and i was super worn out by then. when i am worn out, i get irritated really easily so i would just keep quiet most of the time. so i was super serious during cle block. lols. i was sitting behind in the queue with maria, who then left at around 1 pm, leaving me behind alone. ahhhh. hahaha. i could practically feel the teachers' eyes bearing into my back. hohoho. then i think mrs newbie went to catch someone talking...again. =.-''' dots. so conclusion: not a good idea to sit right at the back where you are fully exposed to scrutinization and under close surveillance.
Mrs Tan was talking about respect. hahaha. i listened to most of the talk. =) yeppers, first time i am so attentive. LOL. Anyway. I don't know why i felt so tired. prolly cuz we watched a movie? HEH. gahhh. and also other stuff. duh. like whose life is picture perfect man? got so many things going on that i am feeling lost. Ahwell. I stoned some more after school until i returned to class after eating some food at the canteen for lunch. then later triyono came up. we sat together to mug physics and nik was there HAPPILY SLACKING AWAY. cuz she doesn't have to take physics test TOMORROW. AHHHH! THE UNFAIRNESS. she has match lor. EEYER! HMPH. so we were laughing like siao cuz triyono was super damn funny. HAHA. very random. xD i could practically feel my stomach muscles please! i laughed so hard that during aesthetics i nearly dozed off. LOL. xD
okay that's all lah. need to go and catch some sleep!
<3 ADIOS
quote of the day
"does this make sense? of course it makes sense!"
mr tay. hahaha i think he is damn funny. answer his own question. LOL.
11:08 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Today was FUN!
PE. ran a warm up round before the softball assessment. i managed to hit the ball using the bat, like finally. My sense of aiming is like shit so i'm really lucky to hit the ball. Sheesh. I don't think I got a good grade for softball. >< Bahh. It's over and at least I hit the ball and got back to base although I did not do any homeruns. Anyhow, I think softball is cool. BUT. I still like netball and basketball more. =) AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR NETBALL CARN. okay this is so very random and netcarn is more than half a year away. AHHHH!
then it was math. omg. i was freaked. math pt sounds okay lah. but tomorrow we're supposed to like draw a map in THIRTY minutes and it is GRADED. 0.o i am die-ded. what shit. hmm. i read up on trigo bearings so should be okay lah. ms neo says it's rather easy so yeah. xD HEH!
recess was quite dumb. spent some time trying to explain to amanda the physics thing. lol and i felt hungry so went down for recess. didn't eat much and oh i bought my NAMETAG! =) then bio was supposed to be in the lab but mr lim went to class instead so we all walked back to class. =.-'''' dots. then patrick told us there is a BIO PT. 0.o aiya but it's due in july. LOL. haven't found a group yet. shucks. hmm actually amy manda suchin and bea wanted me and nik to join them but i am kind of extra. cuz you know. i am sitting across the class from them. and apparently, it would be better if their grp of six at the back go together right? lol. hahaha. i shall just go asking around then. =) yeppers.
chinese. yayyers. my favourite period! i got back my zuowen. i scored fairly well for it. without the cuozi, i would have gotten 51/70, which is considered good! haha. but got cuozi. eeyers. and got 49 instead. aiya but overall okay lah! =) i like! lunch. got so bloody confused with the physics. but i think i am more or less sorted out now. HEH. xD
chem was dumb. the quiz i totally failed it. roflmao. (rolling on floor laughing my ass off) i'll just chiong revision for the big dumb test coming up god knows when, when the time comes. xD lols. was quite amused. really. no kidding.
rs was SLACKER BLOCK! YAY! hahahaa. okay i shall go and sleep now. my mum has been complaining about my nocturnal habits since forever! wtf. I shall GO SLEEP! cya!
adios
10:45 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
first day back in school and i am already feeling jaded.
geog in the morning and the shocker was that there is a whole frigging load to do for geography performance task. we have only like three weeks to do it. ahwell, we can manage i guess. ><
then recess i was stupidly running here and there trying to get the quotes printed and when we got them printed and cut and ready to be pasted, we pasted them and then i kind of realised it looked sort of random. like, we don't have a theme for the class decor. wth. i was in kind of a foul mood during social studies and only laughed when colman chua said, "if there is a merlion, it's either a fish jumping out of the water to rape a lion or a lion going into the water to rape the fish."
went for a math today and got back my a math test. and dude. do i f*cking suck. but hell, i didn't study much for it, i can't expect myself to even pass it right? but the fact remains i flunked it. second math test i am flunking. i can just see my math results going for a skydive. it's hard to not feel disappointed but i am terribly guilty of not studying for the test. so yeeah. i have to work hard for a math then. can't afford to slack anymore. i haven't been doing my a math homework at all. so i guess me flunking my test serves as a bucket of cold water poured over my head to wake me up. sheesh man.
philo i was a total idiot. could not think straight and i kept confusing this fallacy for that fallacy and i used to dig fallacies, so you can probably imagine how stupid i felt. what shit. RAWR.
okay i shan't rant anymore. i shall get on with work. this day has PASSED. tomorrow will still come. and i frigging promise it would be a splendid day. softball assessment or not. hmph.
adios
quote of the day
"you're asking a person who failed?"
8:25 PM
I am supposed to be in bed right now sleeping on my side and probably drooling on my pillow (ewk). Freak. Tomorrow's first day of the new term and I am not ready yet. Feeling kind of apprehensive i guess. Hmmm 8 more minutes to the new term. Looks at clock: 11.52pm.
11.53pm. Damn. I am getting more paranoid about the performance tasks. Math and Geog. The deadliest combination to ever walk on school grounds. Some people have already STARTED on geog and are currently at some advanced stage that I can't really bear to speak of. AHHH. Ahwells, nevermind! Can start tomorrow, which is 5 minutes from now. HEH. =) Math pt Ms neo hasn't given the handout yet...but tomorrow there's MATH! AHH. -faints- and there's physics test on THURSDAY. -double faints-
11.56pm. Okay I have this weird inclination to count down now. lol. xD HAHA. Okay since I have time on my hands, I would just roughly narrate what happened in church today. First part was quite boring, since it isn't youth service today. The songs that were played were completely new to me and I had a hard time singing along. >< GAH! Then after that, thankfully, pastor mike took the youths out of the hall to give us a little sermon about prayers and asking for things. I realised you have to believe that at the very moment you ask for something, you have already RECEIVED it, although you can't see, touch or feel it. You gotta believe that you already have it in your heart. (12 am!) Then you act like you have it. Finally, it could manifest in real life. It's a matter of faith. Yeppers. Faith. Hmm reminds me of a quote. LOL sorry i have a LOAD of quotes. "Believing is more than just a word - it's a leap of faith." xD
And mike went on about how people can pray for their grades, friends etc etc. Heh. This guy remarked that he has been praying for his grades since forever but he still doesn't seem to pass his exams. LOL. Mike told that guy that he might probably be too obsessed with asking that he forgot to thank God. HAHA. Yeeah. that's the part about believing that at the very moement you ask for it, you have already RECEIVED it, so you say thank you God. yeppos.
Mike ended off saying that God has never said no to his prayers. HEH. I shall see about it. Prayer. Hmm. I should start praying every night. I am beginning to become a slacker christian. LOLS.
okay this whole entire post sounds like a whole lot of religious propanganda aimed at brainwashing people. but really really no offence okay! sorry if you felt uncomfortable. blearghx.
i shall go to bed now. there's school tomorrow! and pe's on tuesday. oh my word. i am dreading it more than ever! i can't hit the freaking ball for nuts! God save me man.
oh and i think my prayer tonight will most probably be about softball assessment on tuesday and friends. =)
adios
quote of the day
"isn't it so COOL that He never says NO?"
mike. he's one super enthusiastic pastor. i think he's a brilliant speaker, although he shouts a lot. HAHAHA.
12:08 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
i was feeling super bored, so i went to take a whopping total of TWELVE quizzes in an hour! HAHAHA. actually i took more than that. i shall put 12 of the more interesting results here. xD wahahaha. =)
| You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut |
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What Donut Are You?
| You Are a Frappacino |
 At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low |
What Kind of Coffee Are You?
| Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" |
 Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
| Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate |
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| Your Power Color Is Teal |
 You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?" |
| You are Agnostic |
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| You Are Pumpkin Pie |
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What Kind of Pie Are You?
| How You Life Your Life |
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How Do You Live Your Life?
| You Are a Hunter Soul |
 An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
What Kind of Soul Are You?
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
| You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. |
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type O |
 You are most compatible with: O and AB Famous Type O's: John Lennon and Elvis |
| Your Personality Is |
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. |
The Three Question Personality Test
ladedahh! end of all quizzes. i think some of them are total crap but hell. hahaha. =) some bits are true so those who bothered to read go figure. lols. quizzes are great space-fillers once in a while when you've got nothing to write about. because sometimes some stuff get too personal to put on your blog. privacy yeah? =) hahaha. so QUIZZES are wonderful blog subjects.
adios
quote of the day
"sometimes you wonder if the fight is worthwhile."
listen to your heart by some singer. gahh. amanda sent me this song. she's got a truckload of nice songs man. hahaha i am suddenly struck by the idea of getting her something music related on her bdae. which is like 24th sept. still a LONG way to go. but before that she has to get me something for my BDAE! which is 25TH JUNE! okay the randomness. it's still some way to go. but it WILL be here soon! hahaa peace out people. =)
11:44 PM
Alright! School's reopening! yayyers. =.-''' GAH. life would only get busier huh? but it's nice to go to school and be with your friends. without friends school would be a dull idiotic place to be in. ladedahh. ah crap. there's softball assessment on tuesday. i will miss the balls. all of em. i suck at batting. there was one fluke and only one. xD hehh. i suck at the game. blearghx. ahwell. what will be will be. okay sounds familiar. lol.
and there's class decor comp coming up! =) yayyy. okay there are some finishing touches to make. yepp. so yeeah. have to work hard over this weekend to get the last minute stuff up. okay i better stop blogging now. have to start on the stuff. =)
oh ya. i found out that 303 is the class who won us by 11 milliseconds at class relay! ahhhhh. ELEVEN MILLISECONDS! okay heck. NEXT YEAR. WE ARE GONNA PAWN CLASS RELAY. xD
adios
quote of the day
"if you don't do your homework, you don't make your free throws."
larry bird. basketball great. =) here's some motivation for everyone to get their work done, except that you don't make free throws here. okay lame. lol.
4:12 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
HERE'S A SHOUT OUT TO SUCHIN AND WEIFEN:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCHIN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIFEN! okay i wonder if they'll see this...but NEVERMIND! HAPPY BIRTHDAY THE BOTH OF YOU! xD
lalalaa. i am meeting amy, nik, bea, manda and suchin at lido for lunch at 1145. yeppers. =) ladedahhhs. i am feeling fine today. after that 8 and a half hours of slumber. xD
adios
quote of the morning
"your attitude almost always determines your altitude."
some random quote i saw from somewhere. =)
9:05 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i am going to change my blogskin soon. maybe right after i finish typing this. i haven't posted for like two days. ahhh. okay, update time.
LJW!
monday.
301 went to kampong glam. yeeah. but none of us actually learnt how to be glam from the kampong glam trip. all we learnt was about the malay culture, which was quite informative to tell the truth, much much much better than learning how to be glam. (haha valerie!) nothing too interesting, except that there was this shop selling malay stuff for praying had IMITATION PERFUMES! there were a couple of imitations of popular perfumes like chanel no. 5 and calvin klein. there was even JOHNSON BABY SHOWER! OMWord. HAHA. that's like my FAVOURITE soap brand when i was a kid. WAHAHA. i would bug my mother to buy the different types of johnson baby shower soap there was. =) HEH. and i remember blowing bubbles out of the soap and water. xD HEH.
hmm, then we went to watch a performance by a malay cultural performance group (i think, lols). there was this part where some members of the audience get to "bless" the "married couple" on stage. hahaha. and one guy asked nik to go up and "bless" them. xD HAHA. nik threw the rice (is it rice? lol i kind of forgot) over the heads of the bride and groom then circled the egg in front of them SIX times (meaning that they would have SIX kids HAHAHA). lols. so farnehh.
after that we went to the royal graveyard. the height of the dead was determined by how far the tombstones are set apart. and i realised they were kind of short. xD HAHA. i don't mean to be mean but really, they ARE short. >< even for adults. HEH. but it's kind of sad that the s'pore government wants to redevelop the area and take off the graveyard. it's utterly stupid to build a CINEMA on top of a place that was once a GRAVEYARD. i swear there would be instances of ghost sightings if a CINEMA is built there. BLEARGHX.
finally, back to the bus! YAYYERS! AIRCON! SHIOK. xD HAHAHA. ladedahhh. =)
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tuesday.
bio field trip was okay. not too interesting, except for the fact that we saw two squished animals. a squished malaysian field rat and a squashed bird (okay bird was when a bunch of us were walking to the bus stop opposite school to take a bus down to orchard) bahh. nothing to say about it except that trip there and back was super long so i took a nap on the bus. xD HAHA.
okay i am getting tired. i wanna sleep! but before that. i gotta write down some stuff i have not done. AHHH. what shit.
1. eng book thinger
2. lsl (ahhh. when will i get around to it! shittified crap.)
3. smp (what to do ah? but i want to do something about it. lols.)
4. GEOG PT (omg. some freaks have started on it already. okay i will start on it as soon as school reopens. xD)
5. chem grpwork thing.
ahhh. shit! HAHA. nvm. can do one. =)
adios
quote of the day
"we could be the talk across the town."
geek in the pink.
10:47 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
okay my hols are like very very unproductive. >< shits. frs and all and i haven't done any homework. WOW! AMAZING HUH. =.-'''
hmm let's see:
1. chem abundance ws
2. chinese jiangzuo
3. chinese newspaper thinger
4. math assignment 2
5. chem grpwork
that's all right? and i haven't done MUGGING at all! AHHHH. okay i shall quit griping about homework and go do homework..
adios
quote of the day
"your hair so sexy!"
coco. okay she told this to her sister, caren. lol. we were in the swimming pool yesterday at their place. so yeah. caren's hair was super wet (duh) and some parts of it were standing up. oh did i tell you they are only like small kids? haahhaa. coco has an interesting vocabulary. xD HAHAHA.
12:45 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
can't believe it! FRS is over. ahhahaa. we didn't win anything but yeah. the experience is like so freaking cool. had so many firsts. =) hehh. taught me lots of stuff...other than just robotics. =) had a bumper load of fun and laughs. and i was technology-deprived for three days straight. no COMP! AHHHH. what the crap. nearly drove me nuts mans. and now it feels weird to be on the comp typing, because for the past three days i would either be too busy screwing the robot or sawing parts of metal pieces off like some primitive person. xD HAHAHA. still damn fun please! got to learn how to secure this secure that, improvise with limited materials and other really really cool building concepts lah! so hard to explain but after you try your hand at it, it's totally cool cuz when you see it works, you feel very very accomplished cuz you know you thought of AND built it. XD YEPPO!
and yeah. SO MANY MANY fun stuff okay! =) we stayed over in school on tuesday and wednesday night! SO FREAKING FUN! i realised my team is full of fun people! peizhi, shuting, erin and agrima. OH MY WORD. they are all corny asses who are become more weird as night comes (okay this is erin's theory, which TOTALLY applies man!).
at first i thought peizhi was like the serious serious type but in the end she was kind of like...totally blur but fun. erin and i were like crapping and we were thinking of our favourite words. mine was OBVIOUSLY dumbass. hers was cartoon. HAHAHA. so we were like: "CARTOON!" "DUMBASS!" (2 seconds later) peizhi goes: "OSCAR!" =.-''' DIAO. so freaking random can! hahahahaa. and she had another one before that: "YOU PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY SANDWICH!" but it was too long mans. XD HAHAHA. but still, i never thought zhi can be so crazy. oh oh and she totally looks like some kind of pontianak when she lets her hair down at night. DAMN SCARY. you walk in on her doing programming and you see her hair all over her face. OH MY WORD. you will get a fright i tell you. xD HEH.
then there's shuting the lao ah ma. HEH. hahaha dunno how to describe her but she's fun also. hehh. we are ALL fun people! =) we worked together on the first night i think and we were quite pro working together on the scooper i think. HAHAHA. can't rmb lah. but yeah. she's funny mans. she looked totally retarded in her primary school photos. hahaha her hairstyle was totally OMG. HAAHAHHAA. and erin and i had fun poking her head at the sides, smacking her head and stuff like that. erin would take loads of photos here and there and a lot are on shuting. one particularly spastic one showed shuting pouting and the only cute one was when she was sleeping on erin. HAHAHA. and i tell you this woman can never be sane. she's permanently insane. xD joking lah. but it's true...to a certain extent. go determine it yourself.
hhaahaha. and erin was super funny too. like she could laugh so hard that she cannot stand up and end up knocking her head into things before falling on her bum on the floor. xD HAHAA. she came up with the theory that the night makes people weird..which is totally true for the five of us. xD HAAHHA and then she has some really really corny moments. lols. oh and we went to her house to sleep over on thursday night! i bluffed my mother that we were sleeping over in school and hahahaa. i succeeded in having my first sleepoever at a friend's place. LOLS. i feel so uhhh. naughty. HAHAHAHA. okay nvm! but her house was damn nice! =)
and agrima. OH MY WORD. she's called baby corn cuz she's absolutely corny. very. the most amongst all of us man! she can say something funny and think it isn't funny at all. for example, when we were staying over in school, we were lying on the ground at the netball courts stargazing and crapping when she suddenly said, "I FOUND ORION'S BELT!" =.-''' and there was another one where she said, "my trees are here today like they were yesterday. isn't it so cool that they never run away?" HAHAAHA. so dumb can! and when we were at the netball courts we had so many jokes from agrima that we were all in stitches, she suddenly talks about the first aid thing where you go, "HELLO HELLO ARE YOU OKAY?" hahahaha. THAT REALLY REALLY MADE ME LAUGH LIKE SOME KIND OF HYENA. xD then she proceeded on with the call 995 thing. omg. erin was having silent laughter fits and agrima, remembering that erin once said that laughing can build up your stomach muscles, said, "oh you people want to build up your abs!" =.-''' OMG.- hahahahaha. she even had another one later. she said, "I AM ON A SEE-FOOD DIET!" okay normally we would hear it as "seafood". then we were like huh really? then she said, "i see food and i eat food." HAHAHA. she's one funny woman!
heh. overall frs was fun tiring and sometimes frustrating. gahh. but yeah the stress makes you think of ways to solve a problem. yepp. triyono's kitchen towel idea was so totally cool lah! =) as in it cushions the fall of the ball and prevents it from bouncing off. and yeah some schools copied our idea. lols. xD oh yeah and the emergency fixing of our release mechanism a.k.a. the bridge enabled us to drop the bonus ball into the net! YEAH BABY. we rock the house (okay tent, cuz the comp was in a humongous tent) down. it really was last minute. cuz we realised something was wrong with it and then me michelle tan and triyono unscrewed the thing tightened it and screwed it back at record speed. okay it may seem easy and sound easy but you can imagine how many nuts and bolts it involves. the screwing itself can give you a backache and you can lose one or two inches because of that. HAHAHA. XD but yeah. i felt really good cuz IT WORKED. WOOTS! and peizhi totally rocked at controlling the robot. i was in charge of telling her to turn left or right because i wasn't really good at doing the remote control. but anyway! ahahaha i had fun telling her to turn left and right. =) and we had some really good games. =) yeppo! we rock.
lalala i shall go and sleep. i am freaking tired! got a ton of homework but i cannot be bothered just yet. i need my beauty sleep!
adios
quote of the day
"HOLY MAMA!"
triyono. her new uhh swear phrase. lols. not swear la. but yeah. interjection! yeah. the right word. HAHAHA. HOLY MAMA!
4:28 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
okay. i am too lazy to type stuff...so i shall photoblog! =) heh. basically this post is gonna be about 301...mostly yeah. God bless THREE ONE and THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN THIS CLASS. YEP! =) WE SIMPLY ROCK. enjoy the photos yeahh. and three oners out there. let's stay united. HAHAHA. so the corny but yeah. =)
this is a pic during the class partehh. =) 1st of march lahs. =) the term one babies are all upfront. HEH xD.
hahaha. ms low looks funny here. ahem. no comments. LOL. ohyeah. i rmb! we concocted this weird drink for mr lim with green tea, coke, ice lemon tea and whatever not. omg so RA! xD
FOOD GALORE! okay maybe not. ahahaha. we finished a lot of the food and these are leftoevers. xD PRINGLES!! I LOVE. xD HEH. but i guess i was too busy telling the 50cent joke at that time. LOLS.
yayness! 301 rocks! =) hehheh. =) *WAVES ENTHU-LY*
CLASS PHOTO! =) yay. the tall people at the back! LOL. HAHAHA. =)
serene, val and me. last day of school and we are feeling very very boliao. so we went to sit on air! =) cool right! HAHAHAHA. I LIKE! this sitting in the air phenomenon is first discovered by me suv and nik. lols. emulated here in this pic! =)
char, serene, amy, me and manda! =) in cafe cartel after swim carn. we were looking at the menu then decided to take pic's. =) yayyers. hmm. i look funny here. LOLS. i look funny in all my photographs.
the whole bunch of us! wenda, char, val, serene, amy, me, manda, andeh and suchin! wheee. so colourful! we are only missing tarbet. xD HEHHEH.
hahaha. we are all trying to look uh. what ah. punk. yeah. ahhahaha. lols. so funny lah.
interclass relay team! xiangting, eileen, huanchin, serene, wenda, andeh (reserve), me, suchin and triyono. we got SECOND in the whole level okay! hmphs. we missed first place by 11 milliseconds. and i was the last runner. =.-''' HECK. NEXT YEAR. WE ARE SO GONNA PAWN CLASS RELAY. =) tralalas!
hahaha these two pictures are super outdated liao. like chinese new year?! HAHAHA. but i like! nik, me and andehh. <33 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6827/372/1600/photos0007.jpg">
suv looks amused. hahaha.
nik and me! yayyers. =) okay i look damn spas..maybe cuz i was tired from laughing. HOHOHO.
me and andeh! =) hahaha. i am looking damn spas again. HMPH. >< i shall quit that stupid blur look next time. xD
okay yep! that's about all of my class photos so far. actually there are MORE. val hasn't sent me any yet. RAWR. hmphss. and i haven't downloaded stuff from the class party photo album...although i've already seen it. LOLS. and serene didn't send me everything. bah nvm. liddat enough already! i love 301. hehhh. <33
okay i shall stop being ego about 301 and go and sleep. i don't know why i am up so early in the morning. looks at clock: 1.31am
adios
quote of the day
"i'm steaming."
faye. rawr. her mom's car was like an oven just now. right after the gathering at this humongous house in lentor ave.
P.S. AND OHYEAH. HAPPY BELATED BDAE VAL! i sms-ed you on your bdae already! =) hehh. =) okay i wonder if she would see this. xD
1:33 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
OH MY VARIOUS GODS! WE GOT SECOND FOR CLASS RELAY! WE HAVE TROPHIES! WE HAVE WE HAVE. OH MY GOD! HAHAHAHHAA. I AM HIGH-ED. OKAY. HECK THAT WE LOST BY JUST A SPLIT SECOND. NEXT YEAR I PROMISE, WE WILL PAWN CLASS RELAY. WE WILL MAN. WE WILL WIN HANDS DOWN. OKAY. I AM BEING SO EGO. WAHAHAHAHA. BUT YEAH. WE WILL ROCK NEXT YEAR'S CLASS RELAY. PROMISE MAN.
lalalala. wenda apparently somehow found out we got second. told serene and serene told me. i really really really hope it's true. XD HAHAHAHA. =)
okay now for an update on yesterday...hmmss...where was i? ohyeah...we went out for DINNER! me manda amy andrea serene wenda suchin val char went out TOGETHER!! yayyers. so funny eh. all the class chairs were there: andrea char and me. WAHAHAHA. =) but anw, we spent a long long time thinking about whether to go to j8 or to orchard. in the end after a lot a lot of deliberation, we decided to go for JUNCTION EIGHT! yeppo.
on the train, we were talking and talking and that's what i absolutely love to bits and pieces about three oh one: WE CAN JUST TALK LIKE THAT TO ANYONE IN CLASS. we just mix. yeah man. i like! for example, it's not like i hang with val every single day but yeah we have fun together with some other people! =)
okay that was digression but i just want people out there to know THREE ONE ROCKS! =) anyway. we got off at bishan! it was so super crowded but yeahhh. we went to cafe cartel! =) so cool siah. my first time there. lucky cafe cartel wasn't loaded with people yet. we joined some tables and sit there and started choosing our food. me and andrea got GRILLED DORY FISH! it reminded me of dory the blur fish in the nemo cartoon but i didn't say anything...otherwise it would have appeared so very random. xD HEH. but hehs. we decided to take PHOTOGRAPHS! we made the waitress help us take but she is kinda slow lah. as in dunno where to press button and took a video instead of a photo. wahh. very smart lor. HAHAHA. but we got our photos in the end. =) i looked damn spas lah! actually i wanted to put the pic here but yeah, val and serene hasn't sent me yet! -glares- HAHAHA. joking mans. i will wait patiently. photos would be up later!
then before the food came, we went to toilet. me suchin andrea and amy. then after that, cuz it is val's bdae on saturday (today), we went to get her a bdae gift: a necklace. =) when we got back, andrea put it on val. HEH. so cool rights! =) yepyep. then we ate lor. had loads of fun playing with our food at the end. xD HAHAHA. i had my own concentric urban land use model made out of carrots, fries, a potato wedge and some cucumber like thinger. amanda made the great wall of AMANDA. =) HAHAHAA. and she became the female version of qinshihuang. xD HAHAHAHA. so the funny. we took a pic of our great monuments using val's camera. xD HAHAHAHA. and suchin was being super funny during dinner. she already has the my heart goes PIANG PIANG PIANG thing. then comes up with another one: "SO GLAM! DING DING DING!" OMG i was so very amused! HAHHAAHA. so the funny lah! then we took some more pictures with val's cam. HEH HEHS. me and amy had this particularly spastic one with her having a fork in her mouth. LOLS. then me and manda and val had another pic too. HAHAHA. we were like photo freaks man! LOLS.
then we came to our senses and decided to leave cafe cartel...cuz we were taking up so much space! xD HAHAHHAA. we walked around rather aimlessly. HAHAHA. =) yepp. shopping and stuff like that. somehow me and andrea started talking about so many things. heh. and that was when i started reflecting a lot. hahahaha. whatever andrea says always makes me reflect. hohoho. lol. so the funny. but yeah. thought through so many things. how i've changed. how life's totally changed since i changed. friendship (inevitably). mistakes. times that we have to move on and forget old things. yep.
i kind of changed. a whole lot. for the better or the worse. this year would decide. yeah. but so far. i guess it's for the better. those who know me. tell me. have i changed for the better or the worse? i hope it's the former. yepp. and yeah life totally had a makeover since i changed. more friends, more fun, more shopping trips and random stuff like that. and yeah. friends. i wanna thank god for so many people. hahahaha. =) from three one. duh. first up. nik amy andehh manda. omg you people rock my world...and yeah. you four rock a whole lot yourselves that each of you would cause an individual catastrophic earthquake. hahaha. next up. my dear group members in the corner of the classroom: hiutung triyono weifen and evelyn. hahaha. =) thirdly. the rest of the class. all of you rock my socks. =) i <3 three one!
ahh and mistakes. shucks. everyone makes and has mistakes. so you think. no big deal. but the point at which we decide to stand up and try again is the hardest point to reach. usually i would just have that fear of beginning all over. but i know i have to stand up, by hook or by crook, even if i have fallen heavily on my butt. cuz i dun wanna leave buttprints in my life, but FOOTPRINTS. omg so corny. hahaha. =)
and letting go of stuff. everytime we let go, it's hard to do. that thing has become part of your everyday life and when it's gone, it's gone and something's torn from you. somehow, i know i have to carry on with my life without it. cuz if i stop there, everything in my life would go tumbling over each other and everything would end in ruins. so yep. i will carry on. and never look back at old stuff, unless it's worth looking back at. yepp. gotta keep my eyes ahead...otherwise i'll go nowhere.
hahahaa. okay that's enough for the reflection part. dun wanna get too emo or too involved now. cuz i wanna be HIGH! YIPPE WHEEEEE. okay that was so the lame. but heck lah. xD HAHAHA.
okieeee. i wanna go to suntec now! GONNA GET NEW DIGICAM OKAY! ahahahha. i will be helping amanda look out for cams. =) HAHAHA. we wanted to get the same cam for the uk trip but rawrr....the IT exhibition closes tomorrow! HMPHS. so i would be just there to tell her the prices. =) hehh.
okay i gtg now. going out soon. WHEEEE! I CAN HEAR MY MUM OPENING THE DOOR: xD HEHEHEH.
adios
quote of the day
"so glam! DING DING DING!"
so stupid. so silly. so spastic. SO SUCHIN!
4:43 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
i've got a ton to say but yeah. so little time. >< hoho. right. i am feeling conked out. really conked out. RAWR. today was fine...hmms yeah. friday always seems to be the day i look back and think about things the most. yeppo. today during math i was a bit frustrated with myself. i never seem to get my stuff done and i am most certainly not as efficient as what amy thinks i am. hahaha. whatever. but yeah. i am going to be more "efficient" next term. get my stuff done on time. no delay. no nothing. when i am doing math, i do math and solely math and not think about anything else, otherwise, nothing would go in. thank god there's march hols and learning journey week to catch up on my physics, chem and math. blearghx.
then chinese was a kind of slacker session...followed by recess. i went down to submit my geog wales trip form. yayyers. i am going for the trip! provided there's undersubscription, i hope. I AM KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED MAN! i wanna go to wales again! =) went there in primary 2 and it was damn fun! i rode a horse up part of a mountain okay...rode a donkey on the beach...ran around a padlock with my cousins...blah blah blah. A LOT OF FUN STUFF! some more i went to see broken down castles! super duper cool.
english...nothing special...then there was rs. hahahaha. totally used that block for math. huan chin kindly taught me trigo. oh man. i think i totally suck at trigo. i better buck up. YEAH MAN. I CAN DO IT! fear is unnecesary; is unneeded; and unwanted. courage. yeahh. =) I WILL FULL USE OF THESE TWO FRICKING WEEKS TO DO ALL THAT TRIGO STUFF! I WILL GET RID OF MY TRIGO MIX-UP. YEAH BABY.
anyways. then me manda val serene and suchin went out for lunch together at lido. we started talking about certain people in school...then leican (whoever she is cuz i might have never seen her) came into the picture. from the description and from the little snippets i heard about her....i think she is a super ego ass. hahahaha. but yeah...then after lunch, we cabbed to yio chu kang there. the weather was damn hot lah...make me want to sleep. HMPHS. so irritating!
swim carn was dumb. really stupidly dumb. richard lost like shit! only fourth. that's like second last, please. but yeah. WE CAN DO IT NEXT YEAR and THERE'S STILL SPORTS HEATS. =))
dinner was coolio! we met up at the control station there for people to come. got 9 people in total: me manda suchin serene val andrea charlene wenda and amy. andrea took an ultra long time to come. HAHAHA.
(rawr... i am feeling sleepy...okay i shall go sleep...and then i'll update you later.)
adios
11:59 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
OH WOOTS. liberation! that was my first reaction when geog test was finally so over. YEPYEP. i was so freaking happy okay! xD HAHAHAA. =) then went for robotics. hehs. waited donkey years for our mentor from ngee ann poly to come and help us review the robot. super dumb man. waste my time! HMPHHS. today i was ultra hard-working cuz i helped to change the ramp, do the bending thing, do the drilling and all that fun building stuff. =) xD HEH.
then people started to leave one by one, leaving me, weifen, peizhi (pagey xD HAHAHA sounds cute lah) and agrima behind to work on the robot with the mentor. we finally managed to make a decent ramp that would not really hinder the process of the ball going into the basket. but i thought some other stuff could be done... but i had no inspiration. at all. so yeah, i just got out the soccer ball and just went to the netball courts with weifen and started shooting. i haven't shot for a long time, but my shots were surprisingly okay lah. xD HEH. got a few in from outside the semi-circle...which i never had ever done before...yeppo. ladedahh. out of randomness, i just wanna say i wanna play for class in netcarn. xD HEH. heck what position i play lah. as long got play can liao. xD HAHAHAHA. i feel like i am promoting myself. LOL. so the funnehh. anw, back on track. yeah. got some inspiration after shooting. yayyers! i am going to draw the design to show weifen tomorrow. yeppo. ARGH. talking about work. i don't have motivation to do work. i only have the motivation to sleep. what's happening to me!!! AHHHH. DAMN.
bah. i am online now talking to people but it's super weird. why isn't nik online! hmphss. rawrr. ladedahs...anyway. something super strange happened today. yingjing told me that ms huang actually invited me to some acapella performance. lol. aiya but i bet ms huang just sent the email to the entire 205'05. xD HAHAHA. but she was missing my email address. so yeah. no big deal. i am going with yingjing and jolene on 14th april, good friday to some serangoon country club. hahahaha. i am so amused. for no apparent reason. serangoon sounds damn familiar. hmmm. who lives in serangoon arh? can't remember but i saw it before. lols.
oh yay. tomorrow's swim carn. i am going to draw a nice nice richard tattoo. =) i am pro okay! just give me some painty markers and i can draw a richard tattoo for you! =) HEH.
oh i just found out. nik is having her house renovated. so two weeks of no tv, no comp, no internet for her. omg poor thing. ><
okay i shall stop my rant about today. i have some work to do:
1. praise mrs leung to the skies in my draft 1 of the report*
2. retype the compre thing*
3. save all my smp research onto my thumbdrive (for work tomorrow)*
4. do my math if possible (i can always chiong it in the morning)
5. get started on lsl proposal
6. draw the thing for the bridge*
the star star ones are important, if you haven't already guessed. lalala.
okay CYA
adios
quote of the day
"WAH. LAU."
do the hand sign thing. put two hand L's together you get the "W" for "WAH". then you put forward a hand L for "LAU". =) okay sounds pretty vague. HECK LAH.
10:39 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
tuesday. officially the longest, most tiring tuesday ever. grawr. ><
first thing in the morning i was sitting at the back of the bus dozing and nearly putting my head on the shoulder of this woman sitting beside me. so maluating. oh my word. so freaking groggy man! i slept throughout the whole bus journey. HEH! xD got off the bus and i spotted a few people that i know but i was too tired to go over and say hi. lols. xD then xiaoxi caught up with me and said good morning. didn't see her coming so i was jumped a bit when she said good morning. xD hahaha. and as usual our conversation was on schoolwork and more schoolwork. grawwrr. sometimes talking about school makes me feel stupid. ahhhh! nevermind. then pe. yeah pe. ran one round only. hohoho. yayyers. before that weifen reminded me of how she forgot to bring the forms. >
ladedahs and after pe it was math! math was retarded, because i couldn't understand a thing. RAWR. bearings. you are the cause of my misery. DAMN YOU. hmphs! recess was kind of spent slacking when people like evelyn and triyono were doing some last-minute mugging. and during recess i decided to pon golf once and go support netball and nik (hey nik, aren't you honoured! xD HAHA), and get my second activity for the year. i need five this year btw, to cover up the ones that i missed in sec 1 and 2 combined. =.-''' grarrh. nvm can go for more netball matches! yayness. damn fun! although my voice is a bit the strange now. xD HEH.
bio test was okay. chinese test was okay. aiya. nothing much about tests! only that during lunch i was packing my bag and getting ready to go for the netball thinger and miss chem. HEH! xD omg i don't even know what i missed. i shall go ask some people later. xD lol.
netball comp was super! hahaha. me, bea, jiayue and shuna were super enthu! HAHAHA. and we were like shouting shouting and shouting. and i could not take my eyes off the playing area lah! during break time i only went out once to get milo. xD bea was like CHEAT! CHEAT! YES! YES! YES! GO! GO! HAHAHAH SITTING BESIDE HER IS SO FUNNY! she was so freaking enthu about everything and she was at some point in time scolding the referee out loud lah. HAAHAHA.
although we didn't win chij toa payoh, i think our players rocked!! YAY. in C div, we only lost by one point okay! NOT BAD LIAO. and you know what i think the GK of the C div team is so pro and graceful! HAHAHA. =) yepyep. and then B div we had this tall tall sec 4 as the GS...i think she's chan silei. yeah she is lah. she takes 190 to school! HEH. she is so freaking tall please! aiyer, stand beside is like standing beside a miniature giant. but anyway! nik was GD and she had some really cool saves. HEHS xD yayness. but the best one was when she's like leap to her side (or was it run? aiya happen so fast cannot really see xD) and catch the ball! wheee. hahahaha. and then there was she-kaye. oh my god. hahaha. should have put her as GS earlier...oops sorry tall tall sec 4! xD hahaha but seriously, she-kaye was damn pro lah! in a few minutes put in like so many freaking goals! i was like shouting "she-kaye rocks" at the top of my lungs. HAHAHAHA. okay damn funny lah. i kept shouting something along that line..everytime she gets the ball. HAHAHA. xD yayness! SHE'S DAMN PRO! xD =) and yeah our netball team got into the national thinger. =) yay goooood. =) I WANNA SUPPORT SOME MORE NETBALL COMPS! YAY.
okay i shall stop yay-ing and go and sleep. i feel like sleeping early tonight. omg so early. HAHAHAA. and i haven't started geog yet. yay. i am pro-ded. tomorrow i will study in school early in the morning. =) go to school earlier lah! HAHHAHA. YAY.
adios
quote of the day
"STUPID REFEREE! CHEAT AH!"
bea. hahahaha. i was so freaking amused. but yeah. i kind of agree. there's one referee who was particularly kayu. HMPHSS.
9:43 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
okay. exactly fifteen minutes to narrate my day. am gonna start my bio at 8pm. =)
hmm. morning. i came to school ultra early...very scared of missing the briefing for the investiture thingum. hehs. went to the kschee at around 7.05 for the briefing. we sat around for a while and i chatted with a girl from another class but i can't remember her name. >< xD HAHAHA. bad memory sorry! i was waiting and waiting for andrea to come, but she was late! HMPHS. we were already outside when she arrived. i was first in the sec 3 batch of vchairs so i was the one taking the badges for all the sec 3 vchairs. when i went up i was so freaking blur that i shook mrs deborah tan's hand and went straight to bowing without taking the badges from her! OMG. SO MALUATING! AHHHH. i could hear some people giggling off stage. =.-''' RARRR. i could feel myself turning into a pile of jelly. omg. MALU EH!
then after that was bio! me and suchin were turbo can! we completed part a damn fast. hehheh! xD we were like squashing the food items when we saw valerie doing a very very unglam thing: SMASHING THE PEANUTS WITH THE PEANUT CONTAINER. OH MY WORD! hahahaha. serene on the other hand was glamly sitting there watching her do it until she cannot stand it then she came over to us and told us valerie was being violent. HAHAHA. mr lim was very amused when he saw valerie in action. LOL!
recess. ahhh. nothing muchh. hmm. shall skip that. then ss first half of the lesson i was over at manda's group there. hahaha. talk and talk and talk about physics, bio and whatever crap lah! damn spazzer. then i came to my senses that i should go mug my a math and went back to my seat. hehh. after that there was physics. couldn't understand what the hell i was doing. HAHAHA. damn stupid. lalala. i was with eileen and maria at the table there. damn funny. we drop and drop the book or the block but it just won't produce a nice nice graph. so irritating! but fun lah!
oh my word and a math came. SO SUCKY. I FAILED IT LAH. got 5 questions. i only know how to do like a pathetic 2 questions and i don't even know if i got them right. =.-''' RAWR. I AM OFFICIALLY PISSED WITH MYSELF. i guess i just have to work harder man! =)
okay then CLASS RELAY. IT RAWKED MY SOCKS OFF MAN! our class relay team rocked okay! GOOD JOB EVERYONE. although i missed first place by a split second. grarr. but overall. WELLDONE!!! =)
i can't help but fall totally in love with the forever rocking THREE OH ONE!
alright. bio time! adios!
quote of the day
"RUN FASTER AH! IF NOT I WILL KILL YOU!"
triyono. she said something along this line. LOL MAN. so competitive! scary siah!
8:24 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
rarr. just came home from the dinner...doing the rest of my a math revision now. blearghx. i am going to die tomorrow. die die die. ladedahs. i am going to fail a math!! YAYNESS. >< today's dinner was somewhat stupid. waited damn long for the food to be served. very very irritating. i wanted to come home at like 9 plus but my mum was like no, this is so-and-so's birthday, you have to stay. whatever. RAWR. but luckily i brought my a math file along so yeah, i sat there doing my a math while the people had their dinner. i only had a few snatches of food...HEH. but good lah, i didn't eat too much and get fat, nuh-uh. didn't. YAY. HEH. xD
alright. i think i shall just forget about a math and go to bed. i need my beauty sleep. so stupid. rawr. i am going to fail tomorrow. yayness. guaranteed.
adios
quote of the day
"eh. there's additional maths right. so there must be subtractional maths, multiplicational maths and divisional maths."
my dad. he's a corncob and he's super corny. so yeah there goes. corniness might be a behavioural trait that has been passed down to me. HEH. xD
11:47 PM
mugging bio now...hehs. having fun with evolution! yayness. okay this is gonna be a very random post. HAHA. sigh i have to go for a dinner tonight...which means all my mugging must be done bfore 5pm! can do lah. i guess. hehh. still got piano practice to do...hmsss. lalala. okay i guess i'll go back to work and stop being random here.
adios
quote of the day
"friends forever."
from andeh's ppt with the pic of nik me and her. hahaha. =) yeeeah. forever.
10:23 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
OH MY WORD! I LOST MY FREAKING CALCULATOR!!! SHIT MAN. SHIT SHIT SHIT. WHAT THE HELL! ARGHHH. DIE. I CAN'T DO MY A MATH WS WITHOUT A FREAKING CALCULATOR! ><
6:09 PM
alright. reflection time.
i kind of realised in living i've lost my direction. somehow. i don't know what i want. and what i want is probably not going to keep me plodding on. all these years. i have been living with one sole purpose. to get good grades and stuff like that and in the end land myself a high-paying job, thus making you happy. but the thing is. i don't wanna live for you. i wanna live for myself. stop holding too tightly. i know you hate to lose control but you could let me make my own decisions, right?
heck, now, i think even making my own decisions are kind of hard. i tend to think with my heart and not my head. i go by gut feeling and not by logical deduction. i would never step back and take a look before going right in. what i do now is always to plunge right into the midst of it, only to realise later that i am heading in the wrong direction.
and i try so hard to be what i am not. damn.
i guess my life's screwed. but like andrea says. i gotta unscrew things that matter to me the most. and yeah. i kind of thought about it. first in line. studies. the standard. second. my health? lol. hahahaa. third. friendship. fourth. piano. fifth. ccas. yep. that's all i guess. i will just get these done and keep my eyes off other stuff. yep. that's what i need to do, i guess. yeeeahh. i will get out of this maze. soon enough. nothing's impossible, to conquer or to get out of. there's got to be a way out of this jungle.
alright. end of reflection.
so now some thanks to give out. hehhh. xD
first up andehh. hahaha. thx for that talk yeah. i would still be keeping it to myself if you didn't actually talk to me. everyone's gotta go through a rough patch once in a while. but i'll be out of it soon enough, promise. =) <33
next nik. heh. thx for the hug and for cheering me up. =) and don't worry too much about things too yeah. xD hahaha. <3 you loads
then suchin for that sms about smiling. AHHA. so the amusing. =) thanks for it anywayyy. xD hahahaa. dunno whether you come here or not but nevermind, i will just say thank you, in case you come here and read my post.
and serene for the nice nice tag. i will be positive lah. you also arh. =) you aren't failing lah, please. 38/40 for math test, who you trying to bluff? HAHAHA. okay lah okay lah. you work hard yeah.
ALRIGHT. HOMEWORK TIME.
adios
quote of the day
"i think my life's screwed."
"then you just have to unscrew the parts that matter to you."
dear andreaa. don't know what i would do if you didn't say this. HAHA. =)
4:30 PM
i am hanging onto one last strand of sanity. the workload now is crazy. i just chionged my smp research, did some editing of the geog essay, anyhow did my physics revision quiz and graph summary, plonked on my piano for 2 hours straight to make up the lost practice and got my homework sorted. and i realised i barely scratched the surface with the work i have done. damn. i feel insecure with the amount of work undone and the amount of revision waiting for me to finish. i pray march hols come quick and come now. but first i have to run through that gauntlet of tests.
and oh damn. still have robotics. the robot is like. half done half not done. grarr. i feel a sudden urge to work like a maniac for one whole day and finishing it at one fell swoop, so that i can stop worrying about robotics even when i am doing stuff like homework and smp. and oh smp, thank God i finished it, otherwise i would have something else to worry about. >< lsl, oh crap, i haven't even checked inet. RAWR. i will go check right after this...and type the damn minutes which are irritatingly short but i have to type, so as to update the people about what we have discussed.
omg. i am feeling stressed. okay i shan't be. i gotta be strong. strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong strong. RAWR. yeah man. courage strength will drive.
but the thing is. how can i be strong when everything's falling apart man. piano? i simply suck at it. nobody knows how much i suck at piano, except for me and my piano teacher, who is probably too kind to point it out to me. bloody shit, i don't even know why i took up piano in the first place. my studies are not screwed but it's in a mess. like i am always not doing my homework. and sooner or later, it would be screwed. damn. keeping up with expectations isn't easy. not when they come from your mum and your dad. i have to work hard. i have to mug. i have to do whatever it takes to make the grade. that's what they always tell me. and you won't know what crap i face at home for getting 37/40 for math. and oh man. when it comes to me being strong. i fall apart completely. exposed and vulnerable. i can't help myself; much less help others. i think i am always trying to be someone i know i can't be. and that's stupidity. real stupidity. and when i think i can stand on my own two feet, i fall head over heels at the feet of failure. it's like rubbing my face in the mud when i have fallen.
sigh. how depressing. but hell. i am going to get rid of all of these bad stuff. they get in my way; and i want it my way. so shit you problems. i am so gonna pulverise you.
adios
12:21 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
CLASS PARTY xD
Okay although it lasted only 1/2 hour, it was the thing of the day I was most looking forward to other than cooking. xD HEHH. =) I brought a camera but did not use it because I was too busy pigging out on a slice of pizza, telling the 50 cent russell peters joke and a few other "yo mama's so fat" jokes. xD HEHH. Mr lim and ms low were positively amused by my accent. oh yay. i rock at telling that joke mans! Okay no big deal, it comes with experience. LALALA. "50 cents a lot of money. you save 50 cents here then maybe you go somewhere else you save another 50 cents. then you have 1 dollar. then you take your dollar you go to the dollar store you go buy something else." xD HEHH. I am RA-ED.
After that we had CLASS PHOTO!! =) The naturally tall people were right at the back: bea, amy, manda, me, nik, jiayue and triyono. The not-so-tall but still very tall people were on the tables. =) And yay, WE DID THE THREE ONE HAND SIGN THINGER. hehh. so cute. LALALA. I LOVE THREE OH ONE! <3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THREE OH ONEEEEEE!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! -woot-
Okay, I better get back to mugging ss. I've actually already finished mugging but I am going to re-mug it. xD
hehhhh.
adios
quotes of the day
"hey. be a EUNUCH. do the right thing."
laasya's version of the be a man thinger. we had MANY variations. xD THIS IS THE FUNNIEST ONE. OMG. xD HAHAHA.
"no my bag is superbig, so it's superheavy, so it's supernotcool."
laasya. hahaha. i was again fascinated by her COOL BIG ZIP!! xD HEHH.
"hey. be a GIRL. do the right thing."
serene's version. xD HAHA. she told that to vaish. LOL.
"hey. be a TAXI/SONG. do the right thing."
omg serene has the most fertile imagination. xD HAHAHA.
p.s. GOOD LUCK FOR SS EVERYONE. okay i don't know who reads my blog but to those who do. GOOD LUCK.
10:27 PM