I am supposed to be in bed right now sleeping on my side and probably drooling on my pillow (ewk). Freak. Tomorrow's first day of the new term and I am not ready yet. Feeling kind of apprehensive i guess. Hmmm 8 more minutes to the new term. Looks at clock: 11.52pm.

11.53pm. Damn. I am getting more paranoid about the performance tasks. Math and Geog. The deadliest combination to ever walk on school grounds. Some people have already STARTED on geog and are currently at some advanced stage that I can't really bear to speak of. AHHH. Ahwells, nevermind! Can start tomorrow, which is 5 minutes from now. HEH. =) Math pt Ms neo hasn't given the handout yet...but tomorrow there's MATH! AHH. -faints- and there's physics test on THURSDAY. -double faints-

11.56pm. Okay I have this weird inclination to count down now. lol. xD HAHA. Okay since I have time on my hands, I would just roughly narrate what happened in church today. First part was quite boring, since it isn't youth service today. The songs that were played were completely new to me and I had a hard time singing along. >< GAH! Then after that, thankfully, pastor mike took the youths out of the hall to give us a little sermon about prayers and asking for things. I realised you have to believe that at the very moment you ask for something, you have already RECEIVED it, although you can't see, touch or feel it. You gotta believe that you already have it in your heart. (12 am!) Then you act like you have it. Finally, it could manifest in real life. It's a matter of faith. Yeppers. Faith. Hmm reminds me of a quote. LOL sorry i have a LOAD of quotes. "Believing is more than just a word - it's a leap of faith." xD

And mike went on about how people can pray for their grades, friends etc etc. Heh. This guy remarked that he has been praying for his grades since forever but he still doesn't seem to pass his exams. LOL. Mike told that guy that he might probably be too obsessed with asking that he forgot to thank God. HAHA. Yeeah. that's the part about believing that at the very moement you ask for it, you have already RECEIVED it, so you say thank you God. yeppos.

Mike ended off saying that God has never said no to his prayers. HEH. I shall see about it. Prayer. Hmm. I should start praying every night. I am beginning to become a slacker christian. LOLS.

okay this whole entire post sounds like a whole lot of religious propanganda aimed at brainwashing people. but really really no offence okay! sorry if you felt uncomfortable. blearghx.

i shall go to bed now. there's school tomorrow! and pe's on tuesday. oh my word. i am dreading it more than ever! i can't hit the freaking ball for nuts! God save me man.

oh and i think my prayer tonight will most probably be about softball assessment on tuesday and friends. =)

adios

quote of the day
"isn't it so COOL that He never says NO?"
mike. he's one super enthusiastic pastor. i think he's a brilliant speaker, although he shouts a lot. HAHAHA.
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