hmm.

woke up at like 8 am this morning.
finished up the freaking boss is always right (what utter crap) essay.
read it once through and i thought i wrote it rather badly. ><
but i don't care.
okay shall face it. i do.
ahhh. i can never get the hang of expository essays.

ladedah. and was mugging social studies and slacking A LOT in between.
i am practically a dead woman walking.
ss test is like a week away.
i am dying, died and dead.
i don't think i am gonna survive this one.
hmph. i will and i better do.

hmm by the time i finished mugging ss it was already like 3 plus.
went to play piano.
play until 5pm.
dad came home and we went out.
so yeah.
there goes my miserable sunday.

sometimes i wonder if there is more to life other than routines and more routines.
it feels like i am living in a template.
with only random moments as the limited paint i have to colour my life.
maybe that's why i treasure such moments a whole lot.
these moments don't actually last forever.
so i'd better hold on to what's left of them before everything slips away.
hehhh. =) carpe diem lah basically.

ahwell. i can't wait for the wales trip to be here.
lol honestly i am looking forward to it. xD
woot woot. : D
i have been to wales in primary 2.
damn nice place.
i remember the summers to be kind of chilly.
like a rainy day in singapore.
only without the rain.

hmm and may is here.
so june is just round the corner!
lol my bdae! =)
25th june. DON'T FORGET!
woot woot. bdae prezzie please you care to give me one. xD
hahaa i sound like i am demanding presents.
okay FYI: i am not demanding anything. hahaa.
just remember my bdae can liao! =)
hmm and may. 16th may. hahaha. one day after math and hmt.
yesyes nik's bdae.
hmm lemme see. june still got who ah?
OH JASMINE. 4th JUNE!
haha sadly i would be overseas. HEH HEH.

xD YEP! LOADS TO LOOK FORWARD TO.

woot woot. and i was surfing the net for quotes just now. and apparently i found some. hmm most of them are about friendship lah. hahaha. i was bored. in all manner of reason. yeah. i was bored. okay was supposed to mug chem but i am tired. i still have tomorrow anyway. LOL. xD

Alright here goes.
Quotes I found. =)

"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."

"I dropped a tear into the ocean. When they find it, and only then, would I ever stop loving you."

"Faith is the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase."

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

"So many signatures for such a small heart."

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

"Live life one day at a time. Only then you live every single day of your life."

"If I had only one friend left, i'd want it to be you."

"Do what you will, always walk where you like, your steps, do as you please I'll back you up."

"Let me be the one you call. If you jump, I will break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night. If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone."

"I'll give you stregnth, I'll give you hope. Keeping your faith that is gone. And the one you should call was standing there all along."

LALALA. okay that's enough. there are more. yes there are. hahaha.
hmm they remind me of some times i used to have last year.
it was such a wonderful period of time i had.
but all that is gone now.
maybe what we had was just a beautiful dream.
and yes it was the best dream.
but dreams aren't enough.
i need something solid and real.
and yes i guess i've found it.
but i just can't help looking back.
bah. i should move on.
yes i should.

okay i shall get ready to go catch a show on channel 5
the sweetest thing.
okay i am one big ass of a slacker.
let's see what i've accomplished today
1. finished boss essay
2. fnished mugging ss! (WOOT!)
3. done with bio mugging
4. played piano (like finally after 4 days without practice. okay i am so dead tomorrow.)

alrights. i shall set the agenda for tomorrow.
tomorrow i shall:
1. MUG CHEM (finished every single bloody thing)
2. MUG MATH (haha how to mug ah? i shall just read the textbook and worksheets. xD)
3. DO CHINESE TUITION HOMEWORK!
4. SMP stuff. the intro for ht project. xD
5. PIANO!

okay. hmm. i shall go now. it's starting in 10 minutes lor.

BYEBYE!

adios

quote of the day
"the world thrives on money. look at money before anything else."
if that's the case, i would rather die than live. but i guess it's true. haha contradicotry. it's a big tough world out there. i hope i won't get a shock when i first get out there with my first job, naive and fresh out of the u. lalala! okay i shall go watch tv now!
10:22 PM



Currently mugging social studies.
Gonna start on chemistry at 230pm.
Yep.

I haven't practised my piano.
-frets-
damn. i suck.
on a lollipop? okay randomness. that was a bit of agrima.
whenever i say "[someone's name] sucks."
she says "on what? a lollipop?"
=.-'''
hahaha comic relief.

i am gonna prac later after i come home from dinner i guess.
schoolwork before piano.
bleh. my priorities are screwed.

okay gtg.

<3 gab
1:41 PM



call me mugger or what, i cannot believe i am still up looking at the "bosses are always right" thinger.
i think that is utter horse crap. bosses always right?
lol if you think that way you are a dumbass.
seriously, bosses are essentially people who delegate stuff to other people to do.
they don't really know the details because they pass it on to someone else to do it.
in the modern day company, people with the capabilities to do the work are hired.
so naturally the experts in that area are fielded to do that certain task.
but the boss does not necessarily know what's going on in the lower rungs of office organisation.
because the salespeople sales supervisor etc. etc. have first hand experience with the customers, so they prolly have more information on customer feedback = "more depth and breadth of information".
not the other way round the stupid guy insisted it is. =.-'''

bah whatever i am gonna write the essay tomorrow.
so hmm the question is
"Bosses are always right. Discuss."
my answer would be a big fat NO. HEH.
the above is just a glimpse of my answer.
hahaha.

okay i feel damn muggerish.
go and die expository essays.
hmm but i need them in general paper.
okay, resuscitation!
good you are jumping and alive.

=.-''' okay that was random.
LALALA!

wishing everyone a WONDERFUL MORNING at 12.13:12 am SHARP.

=) hahahaa. shalalalala! shalala in the morning! WOOT.

<3 gab
12:14 AM



what a day.
woke up bloody early this morning to go for the leadership development whatever crap presentation.
quite boring but the projects are kind of interesting.
perhaps i'll go sign up for one. lol. see first.

then came home and slack and slack before tuition finally came.
and wth my chinese sucks a whole damn lot.
better buck up if i wanna do well for the chinese paper two, which is like on 15th of May?
GAH! GO TO HELL AND ROT AND DIEEEE.

bleh. i feel so highly irritable today.
the problem is i haven't started on anything
0.o i better start.

<3 gab
8:01 PM



oomph. what a long day. but satisfying basically. hehe.

early in the morning got a pleasant surprise.
we won class decor competition! xD
seriously, i thought 302 should have won us instead.
no kidding. theirs is nicer. =))
but anyhow, i think we've done ourselves proud.
woot woot! xD

math. i actually UNDERSTAND how to do assignment 2!
WOOT I LIKE QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS!
the graphs ROCK. xD HAHAHA! I LIKE!
i have a feeling that i actually understand what's going on. like finally. HAHA.

then chinese was SLACKY.
watched wu song again and this time he's a gruesome sick ass.
he killed two people.
and it was GORY and HORRIFYING and SICK.
but really those two people totally deserved it.
one of them (the girl) cheated on wu song's brother and collaborated with some lecherous official (the guy) to kill wu song's bro.
tsk tsk.
then wu song chopped off their heads as revenge.
blood was absolutely EVERYWHERE.
grarrhs.
it's a miracle i didn't lose my appetite during recess.

hmm recess we ate some of our prize for class decor.
xD HAHA. =)
then we packed up and went for assembly.
nik and her rs group were presenting on presidential elections in singapore
i thought it would be a bit dry but hahaha they were apparently very amusing.
HAHA. no kidding. i actually understood what was SMC and GRC.
hahahaa. xD lalala! and there was one part about not having any female candidates running for SMC. tsk! gender discrimination. this would change. MOOHAHA.
lalala! then rs was SUPER SLACKER again. hahahaa. basically slacked until it was time to run off for table tennis comp!

oh and RGTT ROCKS MY SOCKS!
damn pro please!
i cheered with amy and lol so fun!
the last match was particularly intense and i was yelling my head off.
we were like cheering non-stop lah please.
and our player won! WOOT!
SHE ROCKS. whoever that was. xD HAHAHA.
then the rest of the team came running onto the playing field and they were like hugging the player. HAHA. and the poor player from the opp team (st nicks) was like overwhelmed by a wave of rgtt girls.
oh and the team has this cute habit of doing this victory hand gesture thinger after every point that is gained. LOL.

we were packing up the stuff after rgtt comp and we were using the balloon sticks to make noise like what that prefect from cmu said, so elizabeth the prefect (i hope i didn't get her name wrong. people call her bird. ?? lol) was poking holes in the balloon sticks to deflate them.
some girl who was helping out saw me and she was like: I RECOGNISE YOU.
then she asked me if i was some house captain.
obviously, i was like 0.o'''
HAHA. funny man. xD

oh and i nearly forgot!
today i met two absolutely cuckoo juniors from sec 2. lol.
they have a truckload of jokes and they were entertaining me with their lame and crippled jokes.
i can't really remember their names though. okay not their. one of their names. the other girl i totally dun noe her name. LOL.

hmm then i left for SSC for FRS appreciation dinner.
hahaha the food was kind of okay.
peizhi as usual was very very reluctant to eat her food.
permanently attached to her phone.
because apparently, tomorrow there is the CLASSified production
AND the primary 6 math quiz that she's involved in.
blah. she ought to relax a little. HAHA.

okay nothing else to blog. HAHA.
gotta go sleep.
there's still some presentation tomorrow in bukit merah.

oh shit. how to get there!
go and die. GAH.

oh WOOTS.
NIK IS GOING TO UPDATE. lol.
i hope. just asked her to and she said okay. HAHA.
will go visit later!

oh and i kind of figured that i should not cancel my name off the list.
the most i will do is make a complete fool of myself.
WAHAHHAA. cheering is kind of fun lah.
as i realised during the rgtt competition today.
hehehe! so fun shouting your lungs out. xD

I SAW AMANDA ZAIN TODAY!
and ZHANG JUNLI and a couple of other sec 4 prefects of the 2004 batch of prefects.
yepyep. all student council eh.
pro. HAHA. amanda zain is still as chio as ever. LOL.

lalala my post is so unstructured and disorganised.
everything's all over the place.
ah heck doesn't really matter. as long as it is comprehensible by the normal man walkng on the street.
crapzoids i have a truckload of work to do and i don't feel like starting on ANYTHING.
MAN. i better start tomorrow. LOL. xD

<3 gab
11:15 PM



Afternoon! This is Michelle!

Hint: Joining GRABIELLE in her slacking spree, away from that NQC (Not-Quite-Cool) Programming.

I think the guys in shorts + in white + looks like a mini version of pappayas = Total numbskulls.

Chronicles of today's session.

1. Took attendance.
2. Went to look for Sec 1s.
3. Found out there were missing and roaming pappayas that weren't supposed to be missing sheep, or pappayas for that matter.
4. Met Crazy Sheryl on the way who told me to get the papaya's contact list for admin purposes / help the Retarded Idiot's teacher take attendance AND be a temporary sherperd-ess and round up roaming sheep.
5. That LEE ZX went to tell me that there were BOTH upper and lower sec papayas. So, .... the search began.
6. Went running around just as a efficient sheperd-ess does with Weifen - no sheep found though.
7. GRABbed GRABIELLE to look for them, since Weifen wanted to stay for training.
8. Found Pei Zhi and she called the RI don't-quite-know-who. After talking to him for such a LONG time, guess what? He doesn't quite know ANYTHING at all. (just like his papaya juniors, who don't quite know their fellow club mates contacts nor ANYTHING at all).
9. Conclusion: There IS ONE Senior Papaya, who was supposed to round them up and bring them all there. But the junior papayas said that they came in dribs and drabs. And BESIDES, the senior papaya and the junior papayas were seperated when I found the fruits.
10. Went with GRABielle to the canteen to grab a quick snack. Which wasn't all quite quick.
11. Came back and completed the errand Crazy Sheryl sent me to, actually not quite, but gave them the contact list to complete anyway. Then, tadaa! Viola! I'm here blogging.
12. Shall go get the admin stuff back from them and pass it back to Crazy Sheryl.
13. Final Conclusion: I spent more than 2 hours skipping the Not-Quite-Cool Programming training in a LEGITIMATE way. (hmph! Curse those PAPpayas. So much for legislation.)

- Michelley!

Alright my turn to blog. Gab here lah. Michelle is being a nutty ass. Typing so many things. Waste my blog space. HMPH. I AM NOT GRABIELLE FOR GOODNESS SAKES. the person who typed the final table tennis attendance list has a problem with my name is it? wth. hahaha. i am missing chem tomorrow. shits. i am dead. titration SUCKS big time. but i will do well in that spa. no matter what. YEAH MAN.

oh and guess what? just now when i was roaming around the school and i suddenly saw the cmu board. then i was feeling very random and very extra so i went to sign up for spirit squad. AHH. i signed up as cheryl ng. LOL. so funny. for fun lah. but i am seriously regretting it now. lol. i feel like liquid-papering my name off. should i or should i just leave it there? hahaha. my cheers suck so i prolly would not get in. xD HAHA.

okay i shall not talk so much lers. except that PEPSI-COLA ROCKS MY SOCKS!! WOOT WOOT. xD hahaha and manda! woot is so NOT your word. i have known it since last year? HAHA.

i just saw a name on the RI list. Chester Tan. DUMB NAME.

adios

quote of the day
"go and die!"
hmm i dunno where i picked that up from. hahaha. now a lot of people are using it. LOL. hmm i think i picked it up from either nik, manda, suchin or amy. hahaha. okay gtg. byeee.
5:43 PM



i think mr alex is kind of pathetic.
he is paid to teach students c programming.
and mind you, not INTERESTED or INTRIGUED students.
but nonchalent, un-interested and heck-care-what's-going-on students.
tsk tsk.
although he's paid, it's like his job isn't too meaningful at all.
i would have abandoned the job a long time ago.

bahhh.
i should pay attention.
gtg now.

hahaha and triyono and weifen really said whatever they said on my tagboard. i typed it for them. LOL.

adios

quote of the day
"pepsi-cola game federation! pgf!"
an all-new federation set up by the pepsi-cola people. xD we were playing pepsi-cola today during recess as well as the free part of bio lesson. HAHA. damn cool. i like! reminds me of my p4 days, where i would forget about food and run down to play pepsi-cola. ahh. the carefree days of primary school.
4:07 PM



another ordinary day.
except that i was being a bit moody today. lollers.
must be cos i slept too much.
hahahaha. xD slept at 10 plus please! damn early lah.
hahaha i just like POM fell asleep in front of the laptop.
luckily i managed to wake up and switch off the com before my mum tries to kaypo.

ladedah! today was quite boring. nothing interesting.

oh the best thing today was: I UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO CHEM CALCULATIONS! =)
WOOT WOOT. hahaha i know i am slow on the uptake for such stuff, but yay for me understanding chem calculations. AHHAA. xD jiayue insists that it is pea-brained. =.-'''

recess the stupid queue was not long but seriously, the auntie is SLOW.
me and suv were wondering why eileen and amy managed to get their food so quickly from the stall beside us when we came earlier.
fwahahaha. but i can do anything for nasi lemak.
but no, i won't jump off the building for it. okay not funny.

oh and i just wanna add.
my jacket smells super weird. no idea why but i am sure andrea washed it after she borrowed it.
lol. i don't stink so it must be the jacket. fwahahaha.
my mum's washing it anyway. =) xD

english was slacker lah.
everyone was slacking.
except for me.
english lesson and i wasn't doing english.
but i was doing chem. hahaha. i understood the calculations thing then lor! damn easy now.
and looking back at how i was struggling with them, i feel dumb. lollers.
oh and before i did the chem stuff, i was stoning and being moody.
lol. so dumb. hahahaha. i was thinking about how i am gonna finish my work. LOL.

ahwell anyway, math was okay today, except that the first alpha beta question was a clear insult to our intelligence.
and yes the rest were kind of okay. hahaha. xD thankfully.
hmm and cle was the leadership thing. hahaha quite fun lah!
not as bad as i expected it to be.
i thought it would be preaching and more preaching.
quite fun. =)

then after school manda needed to meet her junior to exchange books.
i was kind of reluctant to go home and start on my mountainous pile of work, so i decided to wait for her with suchin.
hahahaha. xD my bus came just as we got to the bus stop. good timing. LOL. xD

anyway! HOMEWORK CALLS.
so cyaaa!

adios

quote of the day
"is there such a word as 'assholtic'?"
jasmine. lol. i have resorted to finding my quotes of the day from her.
4:04 PM



gosh.
cannot believe i haven't uupdated for four days. BLEARGHX.
life's getting busier and busier.
and crapzoids, i am sleeping later and later.
my normal sleeping time now is like nearly 1am?
bl**dy sh*t.

sigh. got a lot of work to do today.
but i cannot help but think about what was before and what is now.
maybe it was never meant to be that way.
hmm yeah. maybe. i'll see.
most probably i would be disappointed again.

ahwell. let nature take its course.
=) no use worrying.

okay CYA!
have to go do work. BLEH.

adios

word of the day: "OBSERVATED"
from jiayue. lollers. her bio report! LOL!!! SO FUNNY. OBSERVATED!

quote of the day
"you are writing on my god damn table you dumbass!"
jasmine. hahaahhaa. yeah so? it's whiteboard marker. can erase. HAHA. xD the way she said it is so freaking cute. and oh yeah. there was one time when me and suv were talking about sucking helium and having high high high pitched voices, i was like, omg if jasmine sucks helium...then suv added that the glass windows might just shatter. xD LOL.

okay shall stop crapping. BYEBYE!

OH AND I FORGOT TO ADD.
MY BIRTHDAY IS TWO MONTHS FROM TODAY! EXACTLY OKAY! DON'T FORGET. xD
8:53 PM



had pft today. was okay.
sit ups: 36 x
standing broad jump: 1.96m
sit & reach: 47 cm
inclined pull-ups: 10 x
shuttle run: 12.0 s

damn. not good enough. i swear my 2.4 km run would be an A. YEP.
oh and i went for a retest for IPU's before i got a score of 10.
at first it was 8 and i was super pissed i tell you.
i was like SHIT, banged the floor and went to the koi pond there to sit.
darns it. should have controlled myself.
but seriously, i felt like the biggest loser on earth.

bah. i have so many things to say but i am not sure if i should say them here.
they ARE kind of personal so yeah.
i SHAN'T say.
hmmm. maybe i should start keeping a password-locked blog.
then only a few people can read it.
yeah.
but that's a bit biased isn't it?
lol but heck. some of my thoughts simply cannot be just smack right here in my posts.
people do read. and they judge. and they form opinions that might not be true.
lollers. hahaha. so yeah. i am going to have a password-locked blog.
hmm. i am gonna miss people tagging me at the password-locked blog
but hahaa. this one would still be up as a mundane every day stuff recording log lah!
HEHE!

okay i think i should go and sleep.
have a lot of things to do.
but i cannot be bothered. DARNS IT.
i need to sleep! xD

<3 gab

p.s. by the way, amanda! how to set password for a blog ah? xD
10:24 PM



am talking to amanda now.

i totally thank my stars for her please. hahaha. i bet she'll be superbly FLATTERED to see this here. HAHAHA. =) okay i shall stop punctuating my sentences with haha's. xD hmm really. i think manda's really nice. not just like everyone's nice kind of nice but that genuine nice. yep. oh and her sarcasm and sense of humour are two things that i like. lol. of course sarcasm aimed at others. omg i feel sadistic eh. damn. HAHA. xD

i remember unintentionally dao-ing her on the day we were leaving for obs. frankly, i had NO IDEA who she was. okay i was THAT BLUR. i was just like stare and look away. hehe. but yeah after all those weeks in school and hours on msn, i kind of realised manda is one of my closer friends in 301. yeah really. we talk about a lot of stuff. HEHE. =) and we kind of click. really. yayness. i like! lollers.

oh and yes, i should remind myself constantly not to hit manda, otherwise she will buay song me. hahaha. i shall refrain from hitting her or anyone else for that matter. lollers. what a bad habit. tsk tsk.

lalala. i am kind of high now. so i am gonna say this:
i thank my stars (lol coped from nik) for manda! =) woot. and i thank my stars for all my close friends in 301 (nik, amy and susan).

YEP!

ahahaha

<333 gab

quote:
"the quickest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly. the best way to keep love is to give it wings."

p.s. PT'S ARE FINALLY OVER! WOOT!
1:09 AM



BAH. I AM LAZY TO BLOG.

so here's some stuff i wrote in my diary today. censored duh.

Today kind of started off on the wrong foots, cuz my feet were deliberately disobeying me during pe. I fell over just because i was trying to get the ball off the ground. Pissed off man. Ms Tan helped me to dress my wound. It was damn painful I tell you. The disinfectant qipe was damn pain. It was as if my skin and flesh were sizzling. Stung like shit. But I should try not to trip over my feet. High CG LAH! TODAY IS MY OFFICIAL CLUMSY DAY. WOOTS. Oh and mrs deborah tan asked me what happened to me! Reminds me of hte tiem when i was in sec one, down with flue, sitting int htat exact same spot and looking like a dishevelled kid. she had asked me how i was too! LOL, so funny please! I bet she recognises me! xD LALALA! LOL I bet I am the only cuckoo in this world who is hyper though i have hurt my knees REAL BAD.

-okay just to add-
hmph. with my knees like that, i doubt i can do my sbj at all. WTF. i will die. the moment i bend my knees i can feel the stinging. GRARRH. damn. it better stop stinging tomorrow. i hope. ><

LALA. THAT'S WHAT I WROTE IN CLASS XD HEHE JUST BEFORE LUNCH! DURING CHINESE! WOOT. I WAS SLACKING.

okay i better run and do my geog!

<3 gab
10:09 PM



WOOT! I HAVE COMPLETED GEOG PT! YAYYERS. OMG! UNBELIEVABLE!

hmm. but i am not too secure about the standard of the pt. ><

shall check tomorrow and make any necessary changes and that kind of thing . YEP.

first geog pt of the year.

145 marks.

what a killer.

ahh. maybe not. LOL..

okay I GTG AND SLEEEEEP!

<3 gab

-i'm not just any card in the deck - i'm the ace of spades.-
2:09 AM



OH MY WORD!

i am hyper-ded today!
I SHALL PULVERISE GEOG PT BY TONIGHT.
AND FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS.
IT IS GEOG PT WORRIES NO MORE!
I SWEAR I WILL FINISH IT BY TODAY.
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.

LALALA!

i've got the same feeling that i can finish everything in one night.
ain't that strange.
i might just be able to.

24 hours. that's what i have. maximise it!

ohyeah. just to let in on 301's level of efficiency.
WE COMPLETED THE ALICE IN WONDERLAND DECOR TODAY!
when we started like during recess! HAHAHA. three hours plus and we TOTALLY COMPLETED THE ENTIRE THING!
WOOT!

but it would still be better if we started a tad bit earlier! xD

anyway, gotta run.

<3 gab
7:54 PM



ah damn.
i am just going to die.
never had to slog so hard for a pt before.
i am pissed.

die geog DIE!
12:56 AM



got loads to do.
yepp. LOADS.
geog pt step 3 i have to finalise with my group.
geog pt i have to redo step 5.
before i can get on to step 6.
ouch.

then math pt have to check.
then there's the fish thing that's due tomorrow. OMWORD. damn it.
still got door wrapping thing which i cannot really help much with. AHH.
physics ws which i haven't done.
bio ws and bio revision. have to revise before i can remember!
chem revision. damn. i don't GET chem.
still got lsl proposal!
and smp!

ahhh!

okay i shall get down to work.
will blog more about today later.

<3 gab
8:39 PM



everything's spinning out of control.
i seem to have my life in control to you.
but in truth i am struggling.
stuff are tugging me in different directions that i am near breaking point.
school stuff. relationships stuff. piano stuff. wtf.
i want them to disappear.
but i reckon nobody has a picture perfect life.
so yeps, i know i have to hold on.
otherwise i will lose the race.
i cannot lose it.
have to keep faith.
yeah.

school stuff and piano stuff, they are easy to take care of.
i know it's within my capabilities.
but relationships stuff?
i am not sure of it anymore.
i mean i don't know if i can handle it.
in case you haven't noticed, i've become kind of withdrawn from people.
and i am hating it.
but there's no way for me to be my same old cheerful self.
it was a facade i guess.
no matter how stressed i am, i learnt i have to keep the pain within.
smile and keep that happy attitude there just enough to show that you're alright, you're a-okay.

i shan't say anymore.
turning emo.
wtf.
still got work to do.

i am gonna control what i can (school and piano)
and leave what i can't (relationships).
for the time being then.

okay i gotta run.

-gab
3:58 PM



maybe i should stop blogging altogether.
senseless really.
people blog to get attention.
i am no exception.
well not exactly attention.
but sometimes i feel like i am blogging just for show.

so yeah.
perhaps this hiatus is a real goodbye.

i shall see.

<3 gab
10:26 PM



finished my math pt indiv component.
woot!
=)

sigh but i barely scratched the surface for geog!
AHHH!
i've stoned at it for more than 2 hours.
what to do?!
what the hell.

><

okay i shall go out and come back with my parents.
hopefully i have a fresher mind then. lalala.

<3 gab
5:09 PM



i have to do it.
math pt.
geog pt.
i will pulverise you.
i will NOT let myself down.
not like what i did yesterday.
was supposed to do work but ended up in bed too early.

gotta do it.
nothing. absolutely nothing.
is impossible.

just do it.

all i have is 24 hours a day.

//hold on tight.
9:22 AM



Sigh. I am super tired.
Spent the whole day doing geog pt!
Okay here's what we accomplished:
1. underlying prob that solves most of the prob if we solve it
2. 7 solutions
3. editing

bleh. not much but yeah good enough.
i would get the stuff done by monday LATEST.
after monday, no changes at all man.
woot.

okay i shall get down to work on the solutions.
after i am done with them i can do math pt!
then i can go and watch tv! WOOT WOOT!

adios

-courage does not always roar. sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying: "i'll try again tomorrow."-

ps.
ohyeah. just to say something else. hahaha.
it's super random but yeah.
wanna thank God for:
- letting me get good grades. xD
- people: nik, manda, andeh, suchin and suv
- music
YEP! lalala!
hmm i should try to talk less on msn.
i found out that using the internet as a form of communication can impinge on my interpersonal skills in real life.
oh my various gods. 0.o

hahaha

adios for real

8:47 PM



i'm honestly amazed at how time flies.
it seems like only yesterday i got to know my new class.
i hope i can hold on tighter to these memories
and not let them slip past.

meeting at suv's place for geog pt tomorrow.
i hope to get this stuff done tomorrow:
1. step 2
2. brainstorm for step 3
3. splitting of job

YEP!

sigh. besides work. i am worried again.
ahh. why.
shits. i should feel more secure.
yep.

<3 gab
11:13 PM



today was a nice nice day!
hahaha. woke up at 7 am to get ready for symposium! xD

symposium was damn boring i tell you.
i was sleeping in there lah.
and i finished my chinese zuowen at the symposium! xD hahahaha!

ohyeah and when it was nearing 3pm that time i was FREAKED.
cuz manda was supposed to sms me about physics!
hahaha turns out my physics was fine: 28/36
which means my overall gpa is still okay: 3.8

xD XD I AM HYPER-ED. =)

and oh, rg netball beat spore sports school! 30-27! YAY! xD YEEAH! RG NETBALLERSSSS GO GO GO! I THINK I AM GOING CUCKOO. SERIOUSLY. xD HAHA. this time during finals i think rg netball's gonna flatten ij netball. xD HAHA. i am predicting! i hope this comes true man. YEAH BABY YEAHH. =)

okay i shall stop being cuckoo already!

need to get started on my work.

<3 gab
8:42 PM



so far my week's been kind of productive i guess. heh heh!
been using my time quite wisely. although sometimes i am still inclined to slack.
yayyers.

finished the lsl stuff, played my piano, discussed geog step 2 and yay math pt grp component done by triyono the scary. i helped with the pebble question okay! hahaha. triyo typed it i think.

have stuff to do still: ZUOWEN! AHH! SCALES! AHH!

what a random post. blearghx.
shall go sleep.
have to wake up at 630am tomorrow morning!

adios
12:25 AM



i am super worried about my physics.
i think i am one of the two who failed.
no joking.
i think i flunked it.
oh fuckfuckfuck.
><

so far my grades are okay for my other subjects
social studs: 10/15
geog: 21/25
math: 37/40
english: 36/45
bio: 38/45
chinese: 49/70

yeps. except for chinese and social studs, the rest are safely A+'s.
thank god.

ahhhh. i am going to die for physics.
anyway, manda's collecting my paper for me. haha. =)

okay i better get back to work.
at last geog pt is starting to speed up.
yeppers.

and triyono. ahhh! what's wrong with the horizontal range?!

adios

quote of the day
"i cannot imagine you being my roomie."
is it me or andrea? CANNOT REMEMBER. i just know that i might be rooming with her for the wales trip. yeps. and yes, i cannot imagine. you know she asked me if i sleep in the nude. =.-''' diao. which crazy soul would do that? and oh i don't like her and nik anymore! THEY SAY THEY DON'T WANNA ROOM WITH ME. HMPH. WHAT THE CRAP. okay i shall stop complaining. laalala. NO SCHOOL FOR ME TOMORROW!
8:08 PM



played two holes today and had a couple of good shots.
but i slacked a whole lot, so should have done loads better if i was concentrating.
should do so next time round then.
oh and i just want to say the course is freaking nice to sit on.
oops. i didn't say that. i am NOT supposed to SIT on the grass.

school day was fine.
PE ran two rounds! YAY.
and poor serena ran four. nice char and wen went with her to give her moral support.
volleyball today makes me miss playing netball.
AHHH! cannot wait for netcarn. it's so far off!
GRAH.
and andrea was running after the ball most of time when we were supposed to be bouncing the ball. xD

math was alright. felt okay with COMPLETING THE SQUARE!
it's super fun. haahaha. and for the second time in math history, i completed the worksheet! XD
recess. was trying to mug ting xie like everyone else was. HAHA.
that's about it for recess. sadly. lollers. nothing interesting. hmms.

geog was quite okay. except that we have some problems with the problems. ahhh. step one sucks a whole bunch i tell you. i bet step two sucks even more. =.-'''
ahh then TINGXIE! WHAT THE SHIT I FORGOT HOW TO WRITE ONE WORD! AHHH! minus one mark eh! WTH. okay nvm. only ONE word. xD

then lunch! that andrea was dragging me north south east west.
wahahaha. i shoved a huge part of the pizza down just to accompany her to the pe dept to order our class relay medals. haha but i always liked to eat my food quickly so no big deal. HAHA.
then there was chem. omg can i tell you how much i detest titration? IT SUCKS BIG TIME.
BUT I WILL GET A HANG OF IT. I TELL YOU I WILL.

then rs! WENT TO LIBRARY AND MS MAY SIU WASN'T THERE!
gaH! so went back to class and slacked around a bit.
then i went for golf! =)

yayyers!

okay i shall go back to work!

adios

quote of the day
"did you miss me doggy?"
jessie. lollers. she said that to my soft toy doggy hanging from my bag lah!
9:19 PM



a splendid day at long last.
after the pms-y days of the past week.
phew. otherwise i would have been driven nuts by now.

bio was kind of okay today. figured out how to find the enzyme with nik.
we didn't have sufficient time to write the entire report though.
patrick the starfish let us take it back to complete. gonna write a nice one.

spent recess asking around about the geog pt.
i must have looked like some kind of worrywart who's making a mountain out of a molehill.
anyhow, i realised our step one is kind of stable and makes sense.

english was a tad bit demoralising: nearly flunked the formative.
but yeah, gonna work hard for the rest of the year.
not gonna let my grammar test down. HAHA. like it's worth a lot. xD

cc was being especially prone to practising the freedom of speech during ss.
he yelled out of the window at some unknown source of noise (probably a machine):
"HEY! PLEASE KEEP QUIET!"

math was ego boosting today because functions actually make sense to me.
oh and i had some fun with jasmine!
she suddenly turned to me and said, "you look like a loser."
naturally i was momentarily at a loss for words.
and then she informed me, "you are supposed to say: 'oh really, you look more like a loser to me.' "

then chinese. we were supposed to do zuowen.
i moved over to where andrea was sitting alone. (ha! i am so nice! xD)
ended up talking to her a whole lot.
hope she feels better! (oh and ANDREA! here's a message to cheer you up: I <3 YOU!)

after school slacked for a whole lot of time till it's 3pm.
set off for home after that. wahaha.
yeppers!

okay have to go for piano.
cya people!
and miss me!
hahahaha! I AM SO EGO.
i have missed a gazillion EMC's!

adios

quote of the day
"catcher in the rye is my favourite book."
ms low. omg! hahaha. it is such a boring book. but different people have different tastes. =)
5:07 PM



i am still awake. wow. wanted to sleep one hour ago but i figured i should do something useful. it's 1130 now. grarrhx. i should sleep more i know but hell i am NOT SLEEPY! and besides i still have stuff to do. mainly geog and math pt. nothing major other than these two. oh and i am proud to say i spent one and a half hours playing the piano! =) i finally got the hang of allegro assai by bach! XD HAHAHA. ecstatism! xD LOLLERS.

okay i have nothing else to say. i am just too hooked on blogging. xD

adios

-

i don't care what you might think about me
cuz you'll get by without me if you want
well i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
sugar don't forgettin what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the colour
confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away
like the GEEK IN THE PINK!

-

WOOTS! JASON MRAZ! AHHHH! I LIKE GEEK IN THE PINK!

oh that kind of reminds me. i took a really dumb quiz quite recently. take a look! XD

Your Birthdate: June 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

if i am really that brilliant, i should already have become some whiz kid at NUS high, been on the newspaper and won some awards. where am i? stuck in rgs in a class full of math geniuses, with nothing but a decent grade to show off. HAHA. rights. but anyhow, i am just glad i have "unfailing logic". WAHAHHA. some people who know me might beg to differ, because i am usually full of crap. and anyhow, i am still more attached to human beings. xD AHAHHA. that's why this quiz is SUPER DUMB.
11:42 PM



hmm. what i am doing: listening to inside your heaven by carrie underwood, blogging a random post and doing geog pt. so much for multi-tasking. put the player on shuffle and i am kind of lucky so far, because all the songs that are churned out are ones that i like. strangely i have some awful soundtracks from some of my older aquaintainces. maybe i should get rid of them, chuck them out of my laptop memory.

ahwell. life might be like a game of tarrot cards. every day is one tarrot card. so a year must have 365 cards. you shuffle your deck every day and pick one out and it tells you what happens. wahahha. only if it were that simple. it's more like: every day is a song that comes out from a list of them. shuffled and played to you by life, the only major player out there. whether it's a good song or a bad song, you have to take it, with open arms or by the horns, whichever. but sometimes from the bad times you learn to appreciate something. so yeah. if life belts out to you a bad song for one day, look on the bright side, because who knows? tomorrow you might get "hey juliet" on your stereo.

okay i shall stop this analogy crap. gonna go back to the mindsapping geog pt. i hope my biological cpu won't crash. i am counting on what's up there under that mass (more like mess) of porcupine-themed hair.

adios

quote of the morning
"favourite food: women."
hahaha. a rugby player said this. so predictable.
10:52 AM



Sigh. So much to do. GARGHHX. okay i shall take a break and do the seven thing i saw on so many people's blogs. HAHAHA. so bo liao but heck lah. xD

seven random facts about me:
1. i like to lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling, stoning.
2. i like to eat mudpies!
3. i like to sing in the bathroom! xD wahahaha. my parents always tell me to shut up.
4. i have my own bedroom! okay not very special lah. just that i am only child. gahhh!
5. i am born SIX months before christmas! xD
6. i hate listening to the radio, because there are songs that totally suck.
7. i eat a lot.

seven celebrity crushes:
1. keanu reeves? lollers. i just think he looks shuai. no crush lah.
2. angelina jolie. only for some time, when the mr and mrs smith movie came out. hahaha.
3 to 7. NO ONE!

seven qualities i want in a boyfriend/girlfriend:
1. URHHTS.
2. haven't thought about it yet.
3. prolly never gonna have any of the former
4. OR THE LATTER.
5. so yeah. forget it.
6. hahahaha.
7. xD

seven things that scare me:
1. me being pms-y (frankly i think i am very freaky when i get pissed. ahhhh! i am scared of myself. ><)
2. failing an exam =(
3. COCKROACHES!
4. creepy music
5. the dark
6. stuff that i cannot see BAH!
7. my mum losing her cool

seven random songs at the moment:
1. the way - clay aiken
2. geek in the pink - jason mraz
3. nothing at all - ronan keating
4. if we hold on together - diana ross
5. crazy for this girl - evan & jaron
6. who am i - casting crowns
7. when i look to the sky - train

seven things i like the most:
1. cookies from famous amos!
2. friendship. confusing thing but yeah getting hurt just to know it is worth it. you gotta love like you'll never get hurt. =)
3. CHOCOLATE! <33
4. school. strangely yeah. =) that's where good stuff and interesting stuff happen!
5. netball! basketball! football! softball! anything that's got something to do with a BALL! omg. sounds obscene. AHHH!
6. running. =) kind of realised running clears the clutter in my head.
7. BLOGGING DUH! i am hooked on it big time.

seven things i plan to do before i die:
1. travel the world
2. GET MY HANDS ON MY FIRST MILLION!
3. have at least 3 friends i know i can give anything for
4. fall in love. DOTS. that's prolly never gonna happen. keeping my fingers crossed my hormones prevail.
5. run in marathon
6. go skydiving
7. go to antarctica!

seven things i say the most:
1. dumbass
2. ass
3. what the hell
4. what shit
5. oh my word
6. lol
7. alright

seven people to do this:
1. andeh
2. nik (okay let's see if she blogs. LOL.)
3. hmm. i only want them to do eh! AHAHAHA. no more liao!

okay i shall go back to work!

adios

quote of the day
"i wanna throw the cup out of the window. slow the car down."
my mum. omw. cannot believe what a BAD citizen she is. TSK TSK!
9:15 PM



Just came home from piano. I kind of figured out what I am gonna do. Wahaha. Serious. I wanna live it out. Well simple as it sounds, I bet there's a lot of things to do before I start to live it out every day. Gotta put my back into everything that I take up. No slacking. No putting it off. It would just lead me back to ground zero if I slack off. Life's like a boomerang. I get what I give. I have to keep that in mind man.

So yeah. Give me your best shot; i'll take it and throw it right back at you. I won't let ANYTHING get me down. Gonna live it out.

Have loads to do. YEP. GEOG. and MATH.

adios
1:05 PM



gahh. what an uneventful day. hahaha eventful lah but boring. heh. so it's like uneventful. lollers. what talking me man? wahahaha. grarrh. no class dinner. ahwell even if those who could make it went, it wouldn't BE a class going but rather a handful of the class. ><

lalala. slacking now. shouldn't be doing so. but gahh. okay i shan't slack anymore. gonna do my geog pt.

adios
7:17 PM





You're Luke Skywalker

The Classic Star Wars Test
Brought to you by Tickle


lalala. this is a test i took lah. =) bea gave to me one. =) HEH. =) I AM LUKE SKYWALKER FROM STAR WARS. it says something about being ambitious. and said that skywalker's the chosen one whatsoever. lollers. haha. took it just for fun. =) bea is OBI WAN KENOBI! HAHA COOLIO! ahahha. i still like ANAKIN SKYWALKER! i like the sound of the name. ANAKIN SKYWALKER!

hahhaa i am going to nap now. cyaaa!
9:13 PM



i am looking forward to friday. somehow. =) sports fest. yeppos! gonna see fivians there. yeeah. having mixed feelings. really. >< i don't know why but i don't really miss 205. of course i do to a certain extent cuz one or two of my more long-lasting friendships came from there. yeah. i am totally looking forward to crapping with yingjing. LOLLERS. =) we would be griping about teachers, reminiscing about the past, remembering all the embarrassing escapades we had and recounting all stupid stuff that we did. hahahaha. i sure am glad we kept our promise to each other to stay in touch. xD

hmm just chatted with yingjing and i am feeling so nostalgic! AHHH. i totally miss some people from 205'05. i realised some people do change. i mean yeah. i changed lah. and yingjing to a certain extent...can tell from the way she speaks online now. =) hehh. yeah. but some people they change and i can't hold on that friendship anymore. sometimes it hurts to let it all go but strangely, it feels like a burden off my shoulders. yeah it really does feel like a relief.

anyhow, i miss yingjing, des, ivy and jas. yepp. hope to see them on friday! but anyway, i've already promised to sit with yingjing! =) we would be crapping lahs. =) WHEEEE. ahahahaha. =) as always. xD

and after sports fest... CLASS DINNER! =) YAY. i am so happy. 301 rocks my NICE NICE socks! WHEEEEE! we're gonna get our class relay prize tomorrow! YAYYERS. so cool. =) hahaha i have a feeling 301 is something special. xD God bless 301! =)

alright, i should go to bed. >< sorted some geog pt stuff, finished the math telescope and pebble garden calculations, did some bio rev, studied tingxie, played piano and revised a bit of physics today. yay good. productive day!

adios

quote of the day
"haven't heard that in a long time!"
nik. lollers. said something really really ego-boosting to her. WAHAHHAA. =)
11:38 PM



ny grades are falling like crazy. like flies knocked out of the air by some invisible force. i better get my engine started. otherwise i'll be falling behind. >< i really really want my 3.8 gpa this year. yepps. my goal. THREE POINT EIGHT. in full. ahwell. got to work towards it then! okay have to go do my work. more updates tomorrow...yeppers. and oh btw. i had pms-y days. and this is my second official pms day. GRARRH.

okay BYEEE.

adios

quote of the day
"NEVERMIND."
mr tay. hahaha apparently, this is his FAVOURITE word. i still can't quite accept the fact that he is t.y.l.'s son. 0.o
5:34 PM



Today was a pms-y and blur day for me. I started out feeling super pms-y. Started randomly whacking people...not like i don't usually do it but yeah it felt very pms-y to whack people today. GRARRH. what talking me? LOLLERS. okay anyway yeah sorry if i pissed anyone off for being a total asshole/idiot/moron today. >< and you know what. today there was a total stranger who called me a loser during rs block. i was pissed at first but decided to take it with a pinch of salt. but anyway. like wow. THAT just as much explains what people think of me upon first impression. okay not first but second. the first was when i was borrowing an inhaler from her. LOLLERS. AHWELLS. i shall cease to be loserfied from tomorrow onwards. okay scoff all you want. do i really look like i give it a damn? RAWR. why do i sound so pms-y? ARGH ARGH ARGH.

i am in no mood to blog. yeah you read that.

adios

quote of the day
-none lah, i am in no mood to blog dood-
9:02 PM



Ladedah. Frick the weather. I want to go down and swim! It's been ages since I last swam. AHHH. I am getting fat. Hmm I am disillusioned, really. Last week during assembly I felt horrendously thin when I was looking at my arms. Now I am feeling fat sitting on my butt like some lazy ass in front of the com. But like philosophy says, our mind dismantles what we see and let us see what it has come up with. Maybe I am nothing at all. LOL. OKAY THAT WAS SOME CRAP. Philo is too chimmo for me. I shan't attempt at being pro at it because I know I probably never will be good at it, no matter how intriguing it may seem to me. xD

Aw shucks. The RAIN is falling. FREAK! Nevermind. Tomorrow there's PE. LOL. Not like a few rounds around the track can cut down the flubber I have around my midriff. But anyhow, it's still exercise tomorrow. HEH.

Serene just informed me about her blog. Apparently, she has since switched loyalties and decided that adriano looks more shuai than shawn. So yeah there goes. Her blog is totally dedicated to adriano huang. LOL. Quite nice lah actually. HEH. So go to serene's blog to see if you want: www.serene.owns.it

Hmm. Today was quite a slacker day. HEH. First lesson was bio. VERY INTERESTING! =) I like. Patrick the starfish is a wonderful teacher seriously. BIO ROCKS MY SOCKS! So does patrick! Wahhaha. Recess quite boring lah. Then after that was Physics. My dear lab partner suchin was being especially spastic. LOL. I mean she is ALWAYS SPASTIC. SO SPASTIC. LOL. =) But anyway, I LIKE OUR RELIEF TEACHER! MR TAY!!! HAHAHA. He's ultra funny and he kept talking about his skills. =.-''' HAHA. Skills in what, tugging a tablecloth from underneath the bowl without moving the bowl? LOL. He let us off early lor! DAMN COOL. LIKE 10 MINUTES EARLY? LOL.

Since colman chua wasn't here today, the whole period before a math was spent slacking away. =) Manda was still caught up about worrying about you-know-what and yeah nik was playing councellor (sp?). I was just an innocent bystander who happened to know a few details about what was going on but not the whole thang. Hmm I went through the same thing before, so i guess it's kind of like a phase lah! Nothing to worry about. WE ARE ESSENTIALLY NORMAL, AMANDA, if you're reading this. =) Ohyeah, then we played with arina's pom pom's. XD HAHAHA We WERE ACTING STUPID LAH. put the pom pom's on our heads. LOL. LOOK DAMN SPAZZER LAH PLEASE! Then talk some more lah. And somehow I can't really figure how ppl can get so worked up about small stuff and get worser mood swings than I do. Aiya, anyhow, friendship is just friendship, plain and simple. Don't want things to get too complicated. You are giving yourself a headache if you become a worrywart. Okay sure, you can worry sometimes, but not consistently lah. xD

Anyway. A MATH was a braincell killer. I tried my best to understand and I WAS LISTENING. A MIRACLE! =) hahaha. A good start. Have to follow up. I SWEAR TO GOD I AM GONNA WORK ULTRA HARD FOR THE TERM 3 WEEK 1 TEST! =) Philosophy was kind of cool mans. =) yeppers.

oaky have to go do my homework. can forget about swimming. GRRR.

adios

quote of the day
"stick out your butt!"
nik. LOL. spasmanda stuck one of the pom pom's under her belt. looked like some manner of a kuku. so val was trying to take a pic of her. then nik was like. STICK OUT YOUR BUTT. LOLLERS MAN.
4:50 PM



i am currently at uncle daniel's place. yeppers. hahaha. free internet! yayyers. how random. i totally miss crapping with nik online. ahhhh. just sms-ed her back. she says her newly renovated house is very nice. hahahaa. xD rawr. my phone battery's running horrendously low. hmphs. irritating. my uncle's family uses sony ericsson's. eee. nokia nicer! so they don't have nokia charger. =.-''''

i should continue with my work. CYAAAA. just blogged for fun. xD

adios

quote of the day
"when i look to the sky something tells me you're here with me. you make everything alright."
when i look to the sky. yay! hahaha nice song from manda. she is a music freak lahs. lalallaa. <3
2:24 PM



Ah damn. I don't wanna skip church tomorrow but I have a truckload to do. Yeah let me re-emphasize: A TRUCKLOAD TO DO. I have to get started GEOGRAPHY PT. I have to FILE ALL MY FREAKING WORKSHEETS. I have to get a first draft of the LSL TIMELINE and next meeting's agenda. I have to try to draw the circuit diagram for SMP, cuz apparently, my dad left his memory behind after finishing his poly course on electrical engineering. I have to try plan for ROBOTICS JUNE CAMP, WOOTS. I have to do some more class quotes. xD I have to do english summary (drats, it's a piece of ****) I have to do some chem revision cuz my memory is failing me. I have decided to read the SS ppt that weifen put on yahoo groups tomorrow. Okay, I have decided to do ALL THESE THINGS tonight and TOMORROW. Which rightfully means. I have to skip a fun-filled youth service...or not. xD

I will try to squish things in here and there. and still have a life tomorrow. HEH.

ALRIGHT. I should go back to work. toodles. and the point of this post is purely to list out what i have to do. LOL.

adios

-what does not destroy me makes me strong-
10:20 PM



Waiting for the tuition teacher to come. LOL. xD Hmm i think i should ask her if i should join the freaking chinese essay competition. not like i am very pro at chinese but i think it would be a good experience. LOL. xD ROFLMAO. haha.

Oh sheesh it's like an oven out there. Thank god i have an air con in my room. xD What should I do now? I have 45 minutes to kill. Hmmm. LSL! hahaha yeah. lsl. =) Kind of haven't done much so yeah, should do something about it huh?

Ohyeah. Piano was A-okay, for the first time in my piano lesson history. Got my scales correct, half my piano exam piece B done and finished a czerny piece which i practised like siao yesterday. xD wheee! and for piano homework this week is to finish my piano exam piece B, start on a new czerny piece, get the rest of the scales done and listen to the piano exam cd. =) yayyers. manageable!

and darn this weekend i am fully booked. again. wth. means i have to bring geog pt to my cousin's place to do. have to work out all the probs and send to my grp members. otherwise. we wld have very little time to do our stuff. >< yeppers.

hmm i was just wondering if this world is about working hard with no questions asked. some people just seem to be continuously doing work without having to question where they are going. i mean they seem to know where they're headed. but the thing is. i don't know where i am headed and what i am working so hard for. grarrh. in short i have lost my sense of direction. AHHH! that's the worst thing. hmm okay maybe now i should work towards the WALES TRIP! i have to earn it man! otherwise i will feel damn guilty for wasting so much of my parents' money for the trip. the ticket there and back is worth a month of my dad's salary. so yeppers. that's a whole lot of money and plus the money they have to give me for use over there. grarhhh. i should WORK HARD. it's a rare chance that i get in cuz they interview your teachers and all that crap. i would continue to zai4 jie1 zai4 li4 (this is chinese btw). =)

okay i should stop crapping and go to work! i will keep my nose to the grindstone then.

adios

-control what you can. leave what you can't-
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