alright not exactly feeling hyper-ded now but just that i only have three more freaking tests left:
1. eng RETEST (shit you goddamn f***ing son of a bitch. AHEM.)
2. chem SPA
3. chem EOI

yep! and i haven't revised chem yet. 0.o

there's something i want to say but i don't know whether i should say. bleh. better not. it would be breaching my blogging code. my blogging code is kind of simple. personal life but nothing too personal. heh. yepyep! anything personal goes into my diary! woot woot. hahaha sometimes i wonder why i blog eh. LOL. funnehh. lalala. perhaps to write down totally random thoughts. (like what i am doing now. hehehe.) this is so not a proper post. no content. BLEH BLEH! BLOOP BLOOP. okay i think i am going nuts. =.-'''

sheesh alright. i shall go for a nap and blog somemore later and then perhaps i would find the mood for homework.

okay homework list so far:
1. english mindmap
2. english vocab list
3. smp stuff 0.o
4. CHEM REVISION
5. piano aural thinger
6. geog trip stuff

-temporary end of post at 3.45pm-

back. and i am feeling very refreshed.
ahaha. and i kind of sorted out some thoughts.
hehs yeah.

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regret

the way you walk the way you laugh
the way you talk the way you smile.
they're embedded in my memory all this while.
but now what i feel as i let you go,
is one feeling that i would never show.

it is what that keeps me feeling dazed
everytime when i'm alone.
it is what that makes me slightly crazed
as i try to numb the pain
with laughter and jokes - but in vain.

this feeling i get when i see you there
you're so near yet so far -
it's getting really hard to bear.
yet i can't say life's not fair,
cuz i started it - all of it - yes i did.

the most i can do now
is look back and say
that's a good memory, wow.
but there's a lingering feeling i get
and that, my friend, is regret.

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ahhaha. it's been a long time since i have written something so poetic.
lol. it is a poem anyhow. yep.
just had to get it out.
please ignore me if you don't know what it is.
and don't ask me if you don't think i would tell you.
it's just something i have to get rid of.
that feeling.
yep.
okay i have to go play the piano now.

oh yeah. i have a birthday cheer to give out. hahaha a bit early but ahwell!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIK! AND GET WELL SOON FROM THAT COLD. OH REMEMBER TO DRINK MORE WATER! and this applies to manda too. xD lol. hahaha. =) <3
alright! piano time!
wooot.

adios

quote of the day
"not only does your trigo suck, your face sucks too!"
jasmine. this had suv in guffaws and i was left diao-ing for a while. LOL. but i was amused by it anyway! with people like jasmine in your life, no doubt it's gonna get colourful once in a while. hahahaa. =)
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