i feel strangely calm.
in the midst of all the chaos in this life.
this year i mean.
people breaking down all around.
and i don't deny i haven't but today, somehow i just feel like i should go along with it.
go where the tide leads me.
play my cards once it's my turn.
take the leap when it's time to do so.
go where the current takes me.
heh yeah. no use fighting against all that's gonna come.

i don't know what i am talking about exactly.
but yeah. should chill in times like that.
life isn't as bad as it seems.
keep your eyes open and you'll probably see a good thing or two.
haha not thing lah. mm but i don't have a better word. HEH.
i ain't a wordsmith. the title of wordsmith still very much belongs to shirlynn sham.
but anyhow, i shall look forward to every day, like i used to in term 1.
no use lookin back on the past day fretting about how it should have been lived.
maybe it was easier in term 1 cuz i felt optimistic then with that new brash confidence i gained after obs and a bunch of amazing people i met. hahaha. okay i make obs sound so all powerful and change inducing. LOL. but yeah it's true. xD

heh anyway. i have to get back to philo.
it's positively KILLING me.

<3 gab
10:16 PM