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Thursday, May 18, 2006

okay i shall blog a bit before running off to do my work.
got tonnes to complete today. AH.
shit go and die.

anyway. today went okay, except for a scrape i got from the fall at the carpark this morning.
hehehe. yeah.
slacky day and i cannot deny my mind was wandering all the time the whole day.
got back bio spa today. was fine lah. wasn't expecting something like damn good.
cuz i know i screwed it towards the end. hehehe.
yeah. got a 17.5. decent? yeah, guess so. got my A+ for bio. woot.
physics i am prepared to die horribly.
chem i am gonna try my best. A or A+ would do.
haha. yeah. sciences.
MATH. ohyeah. i hope i get at least a 32 out of 35 lah.
yeah okay that's enough on academics.

sigh nowadays it's like i can't take waking up to all the things i have to face in school.
i know there's nothing slash no one to fall back on.
i cannot afford to fail or make a mistake, cuz i have to stand up myself.
and that is super hard. haha. yeah.
and this term i just happened to screw up like a typical asshole and lost a friend i could fall back on. i am not sure but haha i guess we need to talk sometime?
i know other friends are there to help yeah, but it's just not the same.
but thank you to those who helped anyway.
doing it all alone knowing nobody is there to give you some help is way beyond hard.
it's nerve-wrecking.
i kind of tried it before and it wasn't easy.
and i definitely do not wanna go through that again.
not now man. haha so gonna hold on tight for these last days of term 2, my officially worst term in the whole of my rg life.

ohwells.
i had a bad term but sure, i'm gonna stand up again.
i swear i am.
watch this space.
hahaha. that sounded so poser.
but anyway. yeah i am so not going down.
no matter how hard i'm hit, i am not gonna give up.
come on life. give me your best shot. i'll take it, all of it, and throw it right back at you.
but up to now, life is a bitch.
hey i got the right to say that since it pretty much screwed up for me. haha.

okay then.
back to work i go.

adios

you only learn to treasure someone only when you have lost him or her. or do you?

quote of the day
"bang chest kind of guy."
mr colman chua. omg i am ra-ed. hahaha. nowadays my two moods are amused and stoned. hahaha. yeah strange.

6:05 PM