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Saturday, May 13, 2006

sigh. math. go and die. just go and die.
you are just another worry on top of many other worries.
chinese too. bleh. i wish everything can just go to hell
and leave me alone.
like they would.
life's having a go at me, i guess.
well. i'm not going down just like that.

and yes.
i am sorry.
for everything.
i started it, and i know it.
well, i'm sorry.
it wasn't exactly the best term.
it hurt a great deal, for both of us i reckon.
well. here's where sorry has lost its meaning huh.
i don't know what else to say.
but one thing is for certain.
i let you down.
and it's ridiculous for me to keep hoping it would be like before,
or is it?
sigh. i'm sorry.

bleh i better go back to work.
but i just can't help but feel like i am the suckiest person ever.
i am screwing everything up.
and ahhh frick.
i wish i never existed.

okay that was quite a bit of a rant.
so yeah.
cya.

4:06 PM