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Thursday, May 18, 2006

this is as far as i will go and as far as it gets, no more.
gotten to the end of the road. woot.
gonna find a new road to run along.
it had good times and bad times as for everything,
but learnt quite a bit from all that stuff.
haha not gonna elaborate.
anyhow, i don't wanna repeat the same mistakes.
yepp. only a dumbass makes the same mistake twice.
i won't.

ahwell. read a friend's blog.
erasing memories? yeah. only if.
if i could, i would have wiped out this term a couple of weeks ago.
sigh i guess now even if i could just wipe out this memory, i wouldn't.
heh serves as a reminder, no matter how painful it is.
losing something materialistic does not really matter.
haha i lost a gazillion of my stuff since i was young. xD HEHEHE.
and losing things slash people close to my heart matters a whole damn lot to me.
heh and i figure that would go for everyone else.

hmm i guess term 2 wasn't exactly good.
haha. occasionally i felt like school rocked cuz of some good times. hahaha. i still remember the two times we played pepsi-cola 123. like omg damn fun. =) hahaa I WANNA PLAY AGAIN. I DAMN PRO. xD HEHEHE.
anyhow. bad times were abound this term.
totally sucked. started around the killer pt period.
lasted all the way. and man, i was demoralised.
it really felt like a line in one of my dad's songs (haha laugh all you want)
"a lone man against the world"
haha something like that? LOL I CANNOT REMEMBER.
anyway yeah. it was the first time i felt so stressed this first half of the year.
it was like my legs were giving way beneath me.
bleh no exaggeration but i hit an all-time low a couple of days ago.
haha. i may seem alright, laughing and all that, but you know what?
this world you cannot just see the surface, you gotta go under.
and i just about found out that i could actually live through this.
so yeah, gonna keep my head up, cuz i'm gonna be alright, a-okay.
deep breath man. term 3's coming soon. hahaha.
okay gotta take june hols to kick back relax and enjoy.
and by the time term 3 comes, i'm all ready to go.
and i swear. term 3 is gonna be better. and term 4? best.

haha yeah. okay i talk a lot.
1.10 am now. 0.o

oops.

time to sleep.

<3 gab

1:11 AM