golf was great today. despite not having been within a metre radius of a golf club for the entire summer holidays, i had pretty good shots consistently for two holes. i used a 6 iron all the way till the end. today was pretty much the first time i used a 6 iron. normally, i would be seen wielding a 7 iron on the course, with a putter and sometimes, a driver. for noobs, a driver isn't a human, it's a piece of golf equipment with the humongous clubhead, which totally belies the feather-light weight of the club.

golf kind of wore me out with all that walking in the blistering sun. the course makes me miss uk. =( bleh. the open space, the light breeze, the sun...ahh. but the weather is light years away from being as great as uk's. it was steaming hot. i could just sublime there and then baby, disappear into nothingness.

sometimes i wonder if i can just be gone and the memory of me erased from everyone's minds, so i never have to exist. hahaha, this sounds so paranoid and so suicidal. omg, no, i am nowhere near that for goodness sakes. i was just wondering. =)) my mission this term is optimism. full-time, 24/7. and i am trying to work towards that. life would be much better with a smile and a happy face. hahaha. same thing, but just to place a greater emphasis on being cheerful.

okay, i should really be doing my work.

so see you around! =)

<3 gab
9:25 PM