okay. maybe this is going to be my last post on my feelings and some private stuff.
yeah. otherwise my life's going to get pretty much a piece of pessimistic (sp?) shit.
and just on an additional note, i think that using the anonymous "you" is very misleading, so please, if it doesn't make sense to you, it's quite obvious it's not you.
heh sorry for the bluntness.
yeah, since it IS misleading, this is the bloody last time i'm using it here.
but i don't know if this person reads or tags anymore.
anyway. here goes.
-----
what can i do.
i don't even know what to say to you every day.
it used to hurt a lot.
but recently, that cut is healing.
i won't say wound cuz that would be exaggerating.
i don't know how you feel about it, maybe cuz we were too busy then to talk about it.
there was a time i would give anything to patch it all up.
yet now, i am back to the "normal friends are enough" stage.
yes, i know i've said a whole bunch about being there and all that.
they aren't lies. they still apply.
no matter what.
even if we aren't gonna be as close as before, please remember this:
you have my back, always.
9:25 PM
give me the song and i'll sing it like i mean it
give me the words and i'll say them like i mean it
cuz you got my heart in a headlock
you stopped the blood and made my head soft
god knows, you've got me sewn.
danny boy, don't be afraid to shake that ass and misbehave
danny boy, i know you got time but what are you waiting for?
anyway, don't stay just go away
if you wait for a windy day
but you may find the chance has passed you by.
-----
sewn is a nice song.
by the feeling.
i don't really get what the song means, but i like the line:
"danny boy, don't be afraid to shake that ass and misbehave."
i don't have time to go dissect the song but i recommend it.
first part seems a bit pretentious though: "give me the words and i'll say them like i mean it."
nothing much today really, just that things come and go so quickly.
sec 3 life is like a bullet train.
it's hurtling into the tunnels, past the stops, blurring the landscape.
but on a brighter note, this means CHRISTMAS would be here soon...
and so would NEW YEAR!
parties rock baby.
though i am supposed to stay off alcohol, me and my cousins are going to try some.
this christmas and new year.
alright.
geog calls.
good luck people.
and woot. can't wait for class JERSEY/t-shirt (ahahah it's kind of obvious which one i am for)!
<3 gab
8:29 PM
just read something in the sunday news about the blogging craze everywhere in the world.
i agree some people blog to be famous,
some expound on profound topics that are all greek to common people like you and me,
while some are just innocently documenting their every day lives and little problems.
the first and the last type have a tiny problem.
they are self-absorbed freaks.
the former being more so.
hahahaha.
the latter being minimally so, until they start lamenting about how unfair life is.
so as to prevent myself from becoming more self absorbed than i already am,
i'm starting on a fresh slate.
i am tempted to axe out the rest of my previous entries;
but i cannot bring myself to because some entries are just significant milestones in my life.
like the vday and post vday ones.
and the uk trip one.
okay maybe "milestones" is too exaggerated.
haha. anyway.
so here goes, my first attempt at being less self absorbed. 0.o
okay it may be futile but it's still a try.
flag day.
seems like rgs students have been transformed into manipulated nincompoops who go around with a plastic smile (as suchin puts it) and a mouthful of "thank you's" to say.
so the three of us (pointedly manda suchin and me) set off from dhoby ghaut mrt station.
we walked and we walked and we walked.
along the way we met interesting characters.
guys with girls who, in the attempt to please their dates, gave some coins.
portly mothers with children by their sides happy to empty all their loose change into our tins.
smokers who, surprisingly, gave a lot (and i pray that they get over their addiction. it sucks to smoke.).
an indian man with a face full of unkempt beard and a ciggy hanging from his mouth, claiming that he donated 200 million dollars to a couple of boys with the same tins.
a chinese woman who had excessive undergrowth that was about 7 cm long (it must really stink up there).
old students of rg and nanyang giving out of love of their old schools.
fellow students from other schools who have been in the same plight of walking around asking for money gave generously as well.
stunt-bikers and hip-hop dancers in the esplanade underpass filled our tins with coins with cheeky comments and little hesitation.
oh and a group of uni undergrads approached us to make a 30 second long "ahhhhh" clip but in the end all donated.
so singaporeans do have a heart.
yet there are still the typical eye-rollers, dao-ists (people who dao, not those monks you see in the temple, god forbid), bochup's and passport seekers.
all in all, we were pro.
walked more than 2.4 km i think.
and our tins are much heavier than those people's back in orchard.
approaching people seemed easier and easier as we got along.
we even stopped by at second hand bookshops to see if there was "conceptual physics" in them.
even though i hold to my stand that flag day manipulates students like us,
it can be meaningful if you let it be.
there was one point in time whereby i was really asking for the organisation,
and not to fill up my tin.
maybe that's how i filled up my tin faster.
i was jumping at practically every person in sight.
so those people who are gonna do flag day next year,
you can think that flag day's manipulative,
but try to do it with heart and your tin will fill up fast.
alright, that's about the end of my entry.
this is tiring.
i am so used to my senseless banter of the past.
i just blab.
okay. shall go mug geography.
and oh shucks, i haven't rewritten my gonghan.
nevermind.
i will do it.
soon.
<3 gab
9:40 PM
hehehe. today flag day!
i am damn pro i tell you. xD
hahahaha. my tin heaviest! =)
yayyers man.
i got magic fingers and a good charisma for first impressions.
there's this ang moh who was asking about parco.
told him and he gave me a one dollar coin. hahaha. quite little but good okay.
one dollar coin is heavy!
met some nice ang mohs who are teachers and they were actually guessing my age.
they got it right lah!
fab fifteen. yepyep.
then still got a lot of people give me coins also!
a couple of notes as well. xD
at first manda was the pro one with the most money but i overtook her.
yay i like flag day!
then had dinner at taka.
had u mian.
wah lauu manda damn pro at coping people's food.
lunch she was coping my chicken and also suchin's chicken. lol!
then dinner she cope my u mian.
and my mum is so not going to kill you if you bully me.
hahahahahha. xD
mrt we were discussing about CLASS TEEEEEE!
manda wanna chair class tee committee.
so who wants to join!
me join liao.
suchin also i think. xD
yeah. will be posting about this on yahoo. xD
hahahaa. okay that's all.
have to do chinese essay lers.
BYEBYE!
<3 gab
8:09 PM
oh yay.
i am feeling so random but i shall just say it.
i think 301 rocks in our uhh.. our muggerish-yet-not-totally-muggerish way.
thinking about TODAY confirms that.
xD pole-spinning and arm wrestling.
when our teachers aren't here.
lol. and also RHD dance and interclass relay from way back.
yepyep.
hope it stays like that.
i don't know but my hopes are high.
can't wait for netcarn.
xD
okay shall return to chinese essay.
<3 gab
12:51 AM
today's been a slacky day.
totally.
first up, our teacher apparently has to go for some acp thing.
suv me nik we went to find out from GO
and bless this man's lucky ass: he was really excused.
suv was like, nevermind we go catch him another time.
yeah agreed.
just as nik said, mission c**man.
=)
and basically, we slacked away that first block.
chinese.
my letter writing is a piece of horrendous shit.
and the test is next wednesday.
i need remedial.
or crash course.
whatever that helps.
i am desperate.
but spelling i am quite confident this time round though. xD
recess didn't go down.
was slacking around as usual trying to do chemistry.
i actually completed the thick chem assignment (minus the two calculation questions which i am too lazy to even attempt).
hall assembly was weird today though.
cuz no sec 4s then we were sitting right at the side in two columns.
we were kind of confused how to sit at first. haha. xD
sat with jiayue during hall assembly.
with bhu and laasya in front of us.
hahaha i had already mastered the rubber band attack by then.
and i was silently terrorising bhuvan.
and laasya. LOL. xD
and jiayue (a bit).
hehehehe. evil. xD
rs was SLACK lah.
as usual.
did chem again.
lol this time the chem equations. I FINISHED LE!
and i can remember the products!
combustion - CARBON DIOXIDE and WATER
decompostion - products hard to predict
acids + bases = SALT and WATER
acids + metals = SALT and HYDROGEN GAS
acids + carbonates = SALT, CARBON DIOXIDE and WATER
bases + ammonium salts = AMMONIA, WATER and SALT
wooooots. xD
math.
wah pro period!
WE PLAYED THE POLE SPINNING GAME AGAIN! HAHAHAHA.
TRIED LIKE 20 OVER SPINS LAH!
the proest still suv nik and val.
LOL. i cannot do such stuff.
i will get sick. 8/
hahaha. but anyway, it was super fun watching them do it.
and serene was filming away. LOL.
EVEN MARIA TRIED OKAY!
damn coolios. xD
it would have been even fun-ner if eileen tried! HEHEHEEHHEE.
wahahaha and manda was trying to scare people by hiding under the table suddenly grabbing hold of the person sitting near the teacher's table. LOL.
suchin was our official time recorder for the game. LOLLERS. xD
then after that we kind of got tired of the game and started doing arm wrestling!
hahahaha. wenda damn strong lah please.
redcrosser. hmm carrying bodies huh? xD
manda also strong eh. the fore arm muscles damn big. 0.o
okay not damn. just bigger than normal. xD HEHEHE.
and i don't know what happened today.
i used to suck at arm wrestling. 0.o
last year we were also arm wrestling in class.
and i lost to cheryl des and lisa flat.
0.o hahaha. maybe cuz one's a swimmer, the other's a sailor and the last one is just naturally strong.
HEHEHE.
oh yeah. and BEATRICE IS FREAKY.
she's bloody strong.
they were saying something like we should charge people fifty cents each to play with her, so that can raise funds.
LOL. this is RA man.
math flew by really fast and end of lesson le.
rushed to macs to meet amy to pass her her stuff.
she's looking quite pale. hmm. should rest more.
bleh but anyway, i think she should take it easy sometimes.
she stresses out quite a bit and can get a bit scary once in a while.
0.o
relac man.
hahaha.
i should go do my chinese compo le.
tuition on sunday.
and i'm out the whole day tmr.
great.
ohyeah. and piano.
I AM SO FREAKING DEAD.
i only prac-ed the first and second piece.
i haven't TOUCHED the third piece today.
omfg.
i am dead.
byeeee!
<3 gab
11:35 PM
if your heart's not in it for real
please don't try to fake what you don't feel
if love's already lost
it's not fair to lead me on
cuz i will give my whole world for you
anything you ask of me i do
but i won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it.
----
well, that's a bit of a song by westlife.
not exactly well known.
heh but it's nice though.
today's been okay.
not as good as i thought it could be.
lol.
but math test cheated my feelings.
i mugged the shit out of myself for it.
and diao, it turned out to be easier than our FA.
much much easier, to tell the truth. =.-'''
but ahwell. careless mistakes may occur so i will keep my fingers crossed. xD
yepyep.
things have been going well.
i hope.
sat with serena today cuz andrea and amy weren't here.
haha i think she's super funny please. LOL.
she was like eeee, how come orchard road also got rats?!
call the polar BEAR-BEAR come and eat them up. LOL.
right. HAHAHA.
bio was fun. hehehe.
yeah.
geog was 0.o
english was =/
pe was >=/
chem was 8/
seems like the only good lesson today was BIO! as always. xD
ohyeah second best was lunch, though i was freaking out about math.
unnecessarily. =.-'''
but hahaha. laasya was being lame and sang maroon 5's harder to breathe and she will be loved in a HIGH HIGH HIGH squeaky voice.
lol i totally roflmao-ed. xD
a bit of comic relief before math. xD HEHEHEHE.
okay i better get started on my work.
finish my work today, sleep early then tmr i come home can practise on my piano for 3 to 4 hours straight to catch up on the lost time.
frick. my piano teacher's gonna barbeque me alive.
i am sick and tired of piano nowadays.
that passion for music is just gone lah.
to hell with music exams.
i don't need anymore exams in my stupid life.
gah. this post is so moodswingy.
dang.
<3 gab
8:04 PM
wednesday.
slacker ah.
hehehe. shit, i haven't finished math revision yet.
gragh. so this is gonna be a super short entry anyhow.
cc is damn freaking stupid today.
i wanna kick some ass alr.
talk so much crap about discrimination when cc is so clearly bloody biased against india and china. like wtf. double faced liar.
literal BULLSHIT.
chinese was slacker man.
nothing to do help jiayue do some guides thing. lol. damn funny. AHAHA.
she was scolding me about saying loser all the time. =.-'''
okay fine i shall stop then.
but jasmine started calling me a loser last time! eee.
okay nvm i shall stop. xD
CG is totally uhh meaningless.
i did the SDS thing and i was like =.-'''
i am so not artistic. 0.o
but ahwell. my highest scoring one is in the scientific area. xD HEHEHE.
hmm then during cle jiayue wanted to play the video but then the darn com was super slow.
sigh so no video.
chem quiz was a time waster.
i was stoning half the time.
nearly fell asleep. 0.o
hahaha.
that's about it lah.
too lazy to make this a proper blog entry.
sounds like a monotonous recount but nothing's too interesting these days.
more of busy.
<3 gab
5:35 PM
today must be the most eventful tuesday! =)
thought it would go badly but no, it went nothing short of wonderful. xD
was on 190 with divya this morning.
she let me hear some cute tamil music.
it's all about love love and MORE love. 0.o
hahahaha.
and besides divya told me that movies without LOVE in it turn out to be total flops.
okay i agree.
ahahhaa. what's a movie without love? HAHA.
almost every hollywood movie has some element of love in it as well. xD
and we listened to two english songs that i know. one by shakira and the other by pussy cat dolls.
lol. but i think tamil music is still damn cute.
i like to watch them dance on central! ahhhh. LOL.
anyway got off the bus and saw nandita and said hi!
lol i was actually contemplating whether to say hi, cuz it's a bit weird.HAHA.
divya was very amused actually. hehhehe.
saw nik as well but divya was telling me something so i didn't get to shout a hello. ><
went up to class changed and got down for pe.
thought it was gonna be darn boring but it turned out fine after all. xD
had aces day prac only once and we went down to play beanbag!
HAHA. damn dumb. first match we totally pwned.
first match was me yono nik maria and suv!
ahaha we proz lah. xD
then shuffle players play play play!
last match damn tyco please.
ms tan was playing as well.
at first we were losing like shit.
then later fan3 bai4 wei2 sheng4.
damn proz can.
this turning of table done in like under 5 minutes?
tyco lah.
it was super fun though. xD
can't wait for rugby.
but i'm not looking forward to the mud though. 0.o
then math.
wah graphing calculator.
stupidness i hate it.
damn irritating! I RATHER PLOT MAN.
but anyway it was quite okay lah math.
not too hard. xD
recess and i stayed in class crapping a lot and walking around.
didn't go down for recess though. hahhaa. xD
and ahem we had repercussions of rhd dance special allowances.
then it was bio prac right after recess.
did bio prac with eileen!
quite fun. xD hahaha. eileen is seriously the most serious person i've ever known. LOLS.
okay not serious lah. just a bit too level-headed.
unlike me.
xD
hahaha but anyway. chinese was slack. me and jiayue were rushing the chi ws. hahaha. xD
i anyhow do the worksheets one please. LOL.
farneh. and manda and triyono were like counting down to lunch. once the bell rang they ran all the way out. LOL.
went down later and spotted bea standing there looking at the tribune board.
i patted her on the back a bit too hard and boy i was in trouble. LOL.
i spotted claire my dear lotr in the canteen and hid behind her.
but i still got hit. =.-'''
ahwell, i am happy enough to see claire! otherwise my fate would probably consist of me falling flat on my face in my haste to escape bea.
oh this reminds me!
hahaha triyono was talking about the robot and how it had better work properly during the comp, otherwise she owuld send it to bea. LOL. AHHAHA.
had lunch and went upstairs.
played manda's game and my arm was horribly bruised now. LOL.
i spinned so hard that i couldn't stand straight and ended up sitting in the hole in the cupboard in front of the class.
the hilarity of the situation!
val is damn pro sia.
spin already still can run so bloody fast.
hahaha but i agree with manda. I DON'T WANNA PLAY LE.
hahaha otherwise really get phd! (permanent head damage)
suv tried and she was stumbling all over lah please!
nik tried as well and she collapsed at the back from all the dizziness. the funny part was when she held the stick and RAN. LOL.
i was so amused that i nearly peed there and then!
fwahahaha.
physics was kind of brain damaging.
i was very hyper-ded.
and came whammo sound waves. 0.o
headache lah please.
manda actually slept! lol.
and serena was sleeping as well! HAHA.
we can get best sleeping class as well. like serene once said.
rs was slacker please.
hahaha. bhuvan was ahem doing something illegal when ms chun came in to tell us about chem prac tmr. LOL.
so amusing.
HAHA.
golf. I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY GOLF THEORY TEST!
AHHH! EXHILARATION! WOOT WOOT.
and officially last golf prac of the entire 2006.
and we're getting a golf hoodie! XD
shucks should stop talking
okay math math .
<3 gab
10:00 PM
it's hard being true to my heart without some form of difficulty.
wearing my heart on my sleeve just got harder.
it just isn't as easy as i thought you know.
as far as my principles go, i know i will stay true.
if i don't like something or someone, sorry, don't blame me for being blunt.
i am not really one who minces my words and runs over the words in my mind a million times before spitting them out.
so sorry if i've been blunt/insensitive/basically somewhat emotionally blind.
take whatever i say with a pinch of salt.
but meanwhile, i will be trying to lessen my habit of straight talking.
there.
hmm today's been kind of BORING.
I HATE EVEN WEEK MONDAYS.
they are full of BORING lessons.
the most interesting lesson today was probably bio.
the rest? yewk.
bleh, anyway.
triyono was really funny today on the way back to class from physics lab.
she was saying: "THE ONLY BEAUTY IN LANGUAGE LIES IN THE FACT THAT PEOPLE USE IT TO SPEAK VULGARITIES."
roflmao. wise words of the vulgarity aficionado.
me and maria cracked a rib or two over that statement.
i still remember term 1 when she sat in front of me, full of funny exclamations.
she was my main supplier of quotes of the day.
now you see why huh?
aw shit. can't blog anymore.
got bio logbook to update!
adios
quote of the day
"the only beauty in language lies in the fact that people use it to speak vulgarities."
triyono. actually she's more than what she lets in on. guess that's how people tick. you might think you know me but you are only seeing the tip of the iceberg. i reckon everyone's something like that. haha. =)
5:54 PM
i wrote something this morning
and deleted it.
perhaps i shouldn't have.
yet perhaps it's something i did right.
ahwell, anyway.
it was a tiring day.
omg.
woke up at 630 am lah please.
chinese teacher came at 7 am when i was in the middle of breakfast.
kns lah.
the lesson i was like half awake half asleep.
like a dream. 0.o
damn freaky.
don't know how i made it through that 1.5 hours.
all i know is the moment she stepped out of the house, i ran to my bed and started sleeping again.
HEHEHE.
slept from 830 all the way to 10. xD
hahaha.
played piano from 1030 to 12. big achievement kays. lol.
damn amusing. xD
had lunch and started on math revision.
looked through ws, did the math revision and stoned at ws some more. LOL.
practically spent the rest of the day on math. 0.o
and huan chin was most helpful! =)
lalala and went out for CHEE CHEONG FUN!
I AM SUDDENLY NUT OVER CHEE CHEONG FUN. hahaha
went to cow car water (niu2 che1 shui3 in chinese) aka CHINATOWN!
lol. went to the hawker centre to have dinner.
had chee cheong fun and nasi lemak.
haha weird combi but AHWELL. =)
my tastebuds are in their weird moods lately, i guess.
came home and watched "bring it on", some cheerleader movie.
hahaha. i cannot believe i watched a bimb movie!
lol. anyway, it was quite nice, though the graphics were darn old.
it was a 2000 movie. and i am quite astounded by the big diff in the graphics.
really should be doing my a math permutations now.
so yeah. cya ard.
and bleh, why isn't anyone tagging!
- is exasperated.
<3 gab
10:24 PM
today's been a VERY slack day.
hahaa. woke up early early in the morning to go for CPR course, only to realise in school that the course was supposed to be at 130.
so i was thinking. omg, damn shit, i skipped piano, FOR NOTHING.
anyway, then suchin rang me up.
thank god she did.
oherwise i would have sulked there in the foyer for a long time, racking my brains for an explanation to feed my mum with.
went to meet up with val suchin manda serene and nik.
cuz nik was supposed to wait for her mum to bring something, so we had some random fun playing with netballs nik took out.
haha, my shooting rusty lers.
bleh, time for polishing.
OH YEAH! wenda was there! hahaha. damn funny. there was this netless netball pole thingy.
then wenda and manda were standing on the staircase throwing from up there instead of from down there. LOL.
and serene was nut lah, kicking the ball so hard and so high.
nik pro duh. school team eh.
hmm and then i kind of lied to my mum that cpr was all the way till late in the afternoon.
oops. xD HEHHEE.
actually after that we went to ps lah.
did math in macs.
macs is a super distracting place.
i was so unproductive.
but at least i did some math. xD HEHHEHE.
after that char came then went for lunch together at pastamania.
had pizza. i was like the food finisher.
nik couldn't finish her pasta so i finished for her.
two pieces of pizza was left over so i finished the extra one with val.
lol. xD
reminds me of uk trip where i ate.
A LOT.
anyways, on the way back i was sleeping while they were talking about going ice skating and what not.
my mum NEVER allowed me to go ice skating anyhow. LOL.
she says i will kill myself. LOL.
RIGHT.
but i don't fancy the idea of making a fool of myself in the skating rink at any rate.
lalalala and cpr was fun. duh with that big LUZZER around, although she keeps calling me GORILLA.
hrmph.
haha jasmine pumps the chest very very hard.
i will crack a couple of ribs if she did that to me. 0.o
wah piangs. VIOLENT.
i would rather suv save me than jas that big big luzzer. HAHA. joking lah.
then went home after that.
xD HEHHEE and went out again.
now i feel like blogging about something else.
but i realise, solaris is starting soon. SHITS.
BYEEEE!
OHYEAH, TAG OKAY PEOPLE. xD HEHEH. my tagboard is batting flies away currently, if you know what i mean.
<3 gab
10:36 PM
WE PWNED RHD DANCE! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!
WOOT.
okay that's about all i have to say anyway.
byebye!
i think i'm gonna blog less anyway. so yeah. here goes.
really no kidding. haha i think i might just stop blogging altogether one day.
<3 gab
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cut at 10:06pm
CPR tmr! WHAT SHIT. have to miss piano. darns it.
haven't prac-ed in a long long. next time i go for lesson, i better do well man.
KEMPATEI! hmm spelt like that or not ah?
lollers, don't give a damn about it lah.
oh btw, i think triyono's nice. =)
she may be vulgar but she's nice lah. HAHA
and weifen is kancheong. overly so. LOL. xD
should chill lah.
heeee. we won 2nd for the east zone thing ! WOOT WOOT.
hahaha but there's one thing i can tell you that would make you roll your eyes about us getting 2nd.
HAHAHA. xD
but still 150 bucks is still MONEY!
i shall list down the work i have to do.
WORKKKK !
1. physics assignment on waves
2. type out eng description of amy and send to urhhts i think ANDY. *
3. TING XIE OMG. on "song tang" and "ju zi" *
4. mug geography. =.-''' i think nothing is going into my brain.
5. chem equation ws (copy from inet. LOL and read) HAHAHA. *
6. a math ws ! AHHHHHHHHH.
7. LSL plan thinger *
8. math revision
9. tidy my file + room
10. PIANO.
okay i shall go do the easy * stuffs now. CYAAAA.
<3 gab
9:36 PM
guess i'll never be good enough.
good enough for anything.
today's east zone, damn tyco.
we managed to get into finals.
but damn tyco.
need other people's help somemore.
they have like over 7 people in their team.
and we have like 3.
so apparently they have more robots.
they lent us 2 robots to use during one match please.
we decided it was too guofen and didn't do so after that.
but ahwell. tomorrow we gotta beat cat high.
hai sing? can forget about beating them man.
they've got an ARMY of robots.
we are just ONE.
it's like a sole man against a trained military army.
but ahwell, third place is SECURED. xD HEHEHEHE.
sigh. alright. i am tired.
and i still have a ton of work to do.
i need to sleep.
BLEH.
okay, tmr rhd, we must pwn!
keeping my fingers crossed anyway. xD
oh yeah.
just wanna apologise for calling that person a bitch.
i think it was mean of me to do so.
but i won't be taking hypocritical back.
okay NIGHT !
<3 gab
11:57 PM
creating an impression is easier than correcting one.
so guess it's time to clean up everything,
and erase stuff that isn't true.
9:52 PM
graghx. today's been a WEIRD day.
pe.
hrmphs. the f-word slipped my tongue today.
damn sorry for saying it.
just like the ball is already in my hand and it just somehow slipped.
and so did the forbidden word.
sorry. ><
but ahwells. damn tense game eh that one.
very uncomfortable. BLEH.
anyway! the rest of the games were like quite fun. XD
yepyepyep.
triyono was totally mean sometimes, but in a super funny way. LOL.
chun yue pro at catching balls. so is suv!
maria good at bumping and triyo good at giving instructions and shouting whatever-nots.
heh. i put there just for show lah.
hmm and i thought i became a bit serious about stuff. =.-'''
damn dumb. ARGH.
but overall. nice playing with yono they all. xD HEHE. damn fun.
math was right after pe.
joined bea and we finished assignment 2 tgt. WHEEE.
NO MORE MATH HOMEWORK! : D
NO MATH = ME HAPPY.
dumb peabrained equation. xD
it's true though ! xD
ohyeah! the french correspondent looks older than 15. 0.o
okay i think she is more than 15 years old.
lalala. she was trying to learn the fan thinger during recess okay ! damn coolios.
and bea finally practised the chorus part.
OHYEAH! MY GOLF SENIOR TOLD ME OUR DANCE IS NICE AND MOST INTO THE THEME.
but right, we must be more SYNCHRONISED.
still very messy.
eh 301 dancers, synchro okay!
and the rest who are dancing WITH us on friday, try to prac hor.
xDD
hmmm. then bio! yeah yeah bio.
practical i did with wenda. haha.
first time doing practical with wenda.
we did the visking tubing thing pro-ly. xD
the inside turned blue kay.
the first one the tubing got hole, but then result can be seen.
then mr lim was being mean and wanted us to put it back with the rest of the non-defected ones to kena some unlucky pair in the next class.
tsk tsk tsk. now i know how we got this defected tubing.
hahaha but anyway, i was cutting the agar agar thinger like some clumsy oaf while wenda was redoing the tubing thing.
then wenda took over the cutting. HEHEHE.
in the end our results were a bit warped. LOL. but anyway, it was kind of fun. xD
back in class, omgosh this is the funniest part ! xD HAHAHA.
cuz recess i bought milo and was drinking it in class.
then i accidentally left the milo packet straw plastic on the teacher's table.
then urmila thought it was a visking tubing. LOL: AHHAHAHA.
i took it and started fooling wenda and arina. LOL. DAMN SPAZZER.
they actually fell for it. AHAHAHAHA!
arina fooled suv and suv was like bombshell shocked for a few seconds before realizing it's just plastic.
we tried it on char and she was like slow reaction. LOL.
i went on to try on eileen and she fell for it too. HAAHAHAHAHA. FUNNY CAN.
chinese i was practically falling asleep and slacking.
and i was mugging for my golf theory test (which i got 11/15 for. but apparently, the passing mark is like 12/15, so you can imagine how pissifying it is. go on and laugh, not funny okay).
then end of period - LUNCH!
we prac-ed dance damn hard.
we were trying out each of the traditional dances !
woot coolios. i like the malay wave hand thing !
and arina and serena and wenda are permanently obsessed with the indian stomp stomp thing. xD HAHA.
wheeeeee. we are really being racially harmonious. HAHA.
so dumb. lols but coolio alrights!
chem i was mugging golf theory as well. LOL.
and half paying attention. HAHAHA.
but i must admit ms chun is teaching better ! =)
and my tablemate isn't that bad.
people, get to know her better.
she isn't that bad.
xD
lalala. then rs. wah piang. slacker period. HAHAHA.
then after that golf. dun wanna elaborate. damn dumb.
11/15. one frickin mark.
I HAVE TO RETAKE PLEASE.
let me pass the next one so i can play on the course!
alright. don't blog liao. need to mug chem !
<3 gab
9:03 PM
honestly, i think we are gna pwn rhd dance. =)
given enough practice for co-ordination and precision.
yepyep.
we will pwn. yeah baby. xD HAHA. okay i am being a bit over-confident.
but haha. =) i have confidence in 301. xD
hmm today was fine actually. quite fun.
though i was rushing math hwk during lessons. hehehe.
i actually finished ws 3 and 4 that way okay! pro-dedness.
ahaha. but then, very messy and dunno whether correct or not.
and there's a math test NEXT WED OR THURS. 0.o omgosh.
i can go and die.
today's a math was kind of funny. lols.
permutations quite understandable lah. =) yayyers.
and math. omg. so much to cover.
oh on an additional note, i think my tablemate is becoming more bearable and kind of okay.
not as bad as i thought she was. alrights.
hmm talking about that.
i wanna just highlight something.
i don't really like this certain person anymore.
she is forever annoyed with something or someone.
i thought it's just her character but i really think it gets a bit overboard.
if everyone annoys her that much, she's one hard person to satisfy.
one moment she doesn't like this person, then the next, she's all chummy with that same exact person.
well, i am totally confused about how her brain goes okay?
i really don't wanna say this, but i honestly really think she is a
hypocritical bitch.
i know i might regret what i say but it really gets on my nerves sometimes. hrrrmph.
alright. i need to do math already. LOG !
AHHH. OKAY BYEBYE! NEED TO DO LOG LOG LOG!
<3 gab
8:42 PM
spent the whole day doing rhd dance prac.
lalala. so many calories burnt! LOL.
okay maybe not a lot. cuz we ate a lot of snacks as well as ice cream.
how sinful. AHH.
but anyhow. the new steps are cool. HEH. very hard at first but after that i think it's fine. =))
yeppers.
full dress tmr. gotta bring costume. LOL. 0.o
i look funny in the indian costume! hahaha.
but anyway, we WILL be done with everything by the actual day. =)
ahwells, back to math.
it's cracking my skull apart.
quote aftermath: "what are surds?" "surds are a waste of my time."
=) i totally agree.
and another thing.
logarithms are for LOGHEADS.
alright. math.
<3 gab
9:27 PM
teenagehood is demanding.
i realise.
all the promises all the committments.
all the expectations.
they are hard to keep up with.
sigh. jiayou everyone.
anyway!
OPENHSE WAS BIG FAT FUN.
although most part of the early afternoon i was like playing around with the soccer ball.
early in the morning, golf booth.
haha. i was there trying to polish my putting skills.
we had a one putt mat. so apparently, seniors were showing off.
melissa was doing especially well, cuz it's her lucky day.
xD okay being mean but she was mean to me first.
ahwell. LOL.
got 3 in in a row. =) got better and better okay until i got bored. HAHA.
then robotics booth! went there for a while only.
afterwards i went upstairs to uk trip booth.
BOY I MISS UK.
LOADS.
I WANNA GO BACK THERE AGAIN!
SERIOUSLY, I AM STILL MISSING UK. AHHHHHH!
THE WEATHER, THE FOOD, THE INDEPENDENCE, THE FREEDOM.
OMWORD.
i explained the trip stuff to two parents! YAY! <333
and the video is damn funny.
i appeared in it a whole load of times. HAHAHA.
okay so egocentric. but damn funny.
lynette looked so comical sitting in the mud!
and peiqi was there trying to put her foot back into her boot. lollers!
mmm and there were photos of us doing random fieldwork ! =)
lalallaa! =) uk rocks my socks babehh. <333
after that went to robotics booth. did not do much.
we sneaked off to mr kong's office to do our robot. HEHEHE. xD
today we accomplished quite a lot.
I MADE THE BLOODY ARMS. WOOT !
yeah man. =) xD
the drilling was damn fun. oops. i think i am getting more sadistic. OH NO.
time flew and it was kind of like lunch damn fast.
went to canteen and got food!
LOL AND YOU KNOW WHAT! I SAW MS TAN HAI NEE HELPING OUT! AHHHH!!! hahah. coolios. she was scooping rice! xD
met shuting that siao woman in the canteen. yupyup. and chased her for club funds. =.-'''
and i saw xiner! YAY XINER'S HEADPREFECT! woot yeah. good good.
carried three rice boxes back to mr kong's office. saw PAUL and JESS and STACE on the way! =) yayyyy. ohyeah i tried the trampoline earlier on. HAHA. damn funs. reminds me of robotics camp xD
had lunch and then went out to play with my football. was kicking it around and doing backwards shooting in the netball courts.
i must have looked hilarious.
yeah i must cuz i was standing with my back to the net, bending over backwards trying to see the net and then hurling the ball in attempts to get it in.
HAHA. i got a couple in doing it that way. HAHA.
after that it was basically SLACK SLACK SLACK and walking back and forth from the canteen. LOL. and i went to uk trip booth again !
saw claire! she seemed darn busy. haha.
sigh uk. -dreamy expression-
i would have to pay 3785bucks to go there again.
but anything's worth it if i can relive everything all over.
then packing up of booth and stuff.
waited for my parents to pick me up.
went to suntec to get drinks and stuff. HEHE.
tmr dance prac lahs. yeah.
okay gotta do math liao.
byeeeee. =)
<3 gab
10:12 PM
OMG! I AM BLOGGING AT SUNTEC CITY. AHHHH! check it out dudes. it's right outside carrefour! xD HAHAHA.
lallaala. okay i shall stop crapping. HAHA. xD woot. today openhse damn fun. xD
got a whole sleeve of stickers! pro-ded right. xD
haha okay updates later.
<3 gab
7:43 PM
i'm tired man.
haven't done my homework! AHH. horror.
damn it.
still got duty tmr for openhse!
and and SHUCKS. i am incoherent.
bleh. gonna go sleep anytime soon.
alrights. perhaps now.
oh on a random note, claire goh my fellow LOTR is nice. =)
<3 gab
sigh. busy day tomorrow.
10:37 PM
so many things.
damn.
golf elections tmr.
3 min speech.
i'll do my best.
tmr robotics election results are prolly gonna come out.
and i am sure weifen got chair. =)
i will be happy with logistics.
but then again. if i get chair, i'll give it my all.
lol.
anyway. rhd. JIAYOU PEOPLE.
we can do it.
hmm talking about new steps, ARINA! NIKHITA!
how are they? lol.
lalala. back to SMP
<3 gab
10:23 PM
here's a little something i wrote during social studies.
i was practically dehydrating cuz of all that stifling boredom.
i open the window
letting the dreariness out
and hoping his inane words
(his stupid arrogance)
would follow suit
and tumble out of the my vicinity.
i stare around the room
seeing vacant expressions
and empty faces
(dreamy ones too)
look straight ahead
and nowhere else.
i roll my eyes
at his racial prejudice
and wishes that he just shuts up
(and superglue himself)
but that is just not to be
i scowl.
i close the window
resigning to my hour-long ennui
and watching his feminine movements
(his lilting intonation)
just irks me more
more than pt's more than frustration.
damn. won't he just zip up teach us and stop talking crap?
--
hahaha. i'll prolly get booked for this if he ever finds out.
but shiat. i was BORED.
totally okay? LOL.
so i wrote this during the hour long lesson.
damn dumb, the way he talks.
he talks DOWN on people.
he lies half the time.
he is racially prejudiced and DENIES it.
he pretends to be what he wants people to believe him to be.
he claims to be a kungfu master; but look at his build, more like he's the one who was beaten black and blue.
ahwell. i shall stop this rant about him.
and oh btw, he fricking missed two whole effing weeks of lesson.
someone from way up there in rg, FIRE HIM i say.
if he were that smart (oxford, harvard. HEH. what crap.), he would find a BETTER job.
that will put an end to all his shit
and save us some eye-rolling.
alrights. WORK TIME!
<3 gab
9:14 PM
it's amazing how things shift, how they change.
just a couple of months ago it was picture perfect.
guess some things are just way out of control.
i thought my search ended with you but you're starting to prove me wrong.
i want to hold on, i really want to.
but things just don't seem to bloody work out, as much as i try to act as if stuff is a-okay.
sometimes it seems as if things closest to my soul are highly reactive chemicals
and change is the catalyst and when both get in the same mix,
stuff just blows up in my face in typical tom and jerry style.
sounds lame i know but that's literally how it happens.
abrupt endings to supposed fairytales come as a hard slap in the face,
shouting in my ears, "WAKE THE FUCKING HELL UP."
sorry for the swearing.
okay it's getting harder to blog about stuff like that.
you know a blog ain't somewhere you can just spill all your secrets feelings and blah.
cuz people don't just read, they judge.
okay i think i really need to say this here -
one example of the aforementioned would be the sec2 girl charisse.
okay i am not saying anything but just GIVE THE GIRL A BREAK MAN.
self-righteous asses out there should really leave her alone.
don't get me wrong, i just think there's nothing wrong with her blogging whatever she wants,
although i am quite put off by stuff like vibrators and masturbation 0.o ><
i think she has the right to do so lah piangs.
if you don't want to read her blog. THEN DON'T.
no need to flame. so shut up man those flamers. some of their comments are really dumb and hurtful please.
alright. on second thought. i am not gonna elaborate on my life too much.
hahahaha. alrights. but anyway.
today's been a total blur. yes i am emphasizing it.
everything whizzed past so fast i was dazed and lost.
no wonder, because on the night before, i slept at four.
shiat. i think i was suffering from insomnia.
all that fatigue is getting to me only now.
migraine's onslaught is twice as bad i thought it would be.
i slept from the moment i got home up till 10pm.
and now ironically i'm here blogging, with my head splitting into splinters from that pain.
GRARGGH.
i need panadol.
but panadol isn't good for health. BLEH.
i shall sleep it out.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! <3
but shiat, i have to do homework. smp paper! AHHH
and on a random note, i feel darn guilty for skipping golf.
i really needed sleep. i mean i do need sleep now.
yawning like a cat.
ahwells. there are three more golf sessions and we're DONE for the year.
ohyeah, tmr's rehearsal for rhd dance! =)
hmm arina and nik are considering changing the dance steps.
yeeah. and possible going over to somebody's place to practise over the weekend. xD
alright.
guess it's time to stop this senseless rambling.
if you think this post is pointless, i agree.
but the main point here is still about charisse.
please leave her alone. put yourself in her shoes and think dudes.
adios
quote of the day
"last night my wife said/oh boy when you're dead/you don't take nothing with you but your soul/ THINK."
lalalala. beatle love! <3 those who are completely clueless about who the beatles are, go educate yourself. btw, title of this song is "ballad of lennon and yoko". google it if you want.
11:02 PM
bleh. wtf. i am in no mood for homework. bio bio bio !
shits. i am feeling damn sleepy.
no wonder. cuz i slept at like 4 am this morning. =.-'''
i need my beauty sleep.
<3 gab
11:35 PM
what a day yesterday.
slugged my guts out the entire day just to do bio pt.
values, check.
graphs, check.
indivs, check.
group presentation script, check.
rehearsal, in the line waiting.
indiv presentation script, in the line waiting.
putting together of poster, in the line waiting.
yeah. asked mr lim A LOT of questions yesterday.
i think i sms-ed him at least 5 times. LOL.
he says i worry too much. =.-''''
HAHA. xD okay quite true.
and darns, yesterday indiv was seriously pissing me off cuz all the values are always so off mark.
but in this case, i realise i shouldn't have been so perfectionist.
okay perfectionism bug, buzz off.
hmm. hardly have any time left for anything else other than bio pt.
shits. do you know how much friggin homework i have. 0.0
- bio pt
- a math rev (shit i am going to fail again. i am positive. kick me out someone.)
- geog fa
- geog ws
- math ws
- hmt ws
- smp paper corrections (wah lau. dammit.)
- physics practical ws
- GONG HAN. X.x
- east zone. not homework. but some form of school committment.
okay better go to work. later still need to go shop for rhd costume for the dance thing.
actually there's sth else on my mind now.
something which dragged on for a long time.
i know i really shouldn't say anything now. but things have changed beyond my will.
what i mean is. okay i shouldn't say.
before i start blogging the wrong stuff.
(talk to me soon okay. you know who you are.)
bye!
<3 gab
10:09 AM
another update for the record.
i cannot believe how calm i am about bio pt when the deadline's just a crosshair away -
and we aren't done yet.
maybe cuz i believe we can get it done.
on a random note, beliefs are powerful. HAHA. sounds so CLE-ish.
but true.
anyway. got back report file/book/ WHATEVER today.
my comments are super funny.
FOUR teachers say that i am cheerful, friendly and happy. LOL.
what a joke.
here are the excerpts:
tang lao shi - "a delightful pupil with quirky humour....[her] cheerfulness makes teaching pleasurable and meaningful. " (LOL. and i thought i was going to get into trouble for being too cheeky in class.)
ms neo - "displays a high level of liveliness and enthusiasm during lessons."
ms foo - "a cheerful student"
mr tay - "she also has a very friendly disposition which makes her a likeable student."
WAHAHAHAHA.
xD LOL. i think these comments are super funny. am i that cheerful? 0.0
okay nvm.
gpa is fine.
gotta continue working harder.
but i'm fine with it though, GOT IMPROVEMENT from last year! =)
yayyers!
okay anyway, BACK TO BIO.
<3 gab
10:40 PM
okay just a snappy update for these few days.
things have been going rather okay for this start of a new term, i guess.
racial harmony day dance went smoothly, thanks to all the hard work and practice put in by the people in dance and especially arina for all the choreographing and stuff like that. =)
i think we stand a pretty good chance of performing during rhd itself, so i am keeping my fingers crossed. xD
and and i think i kind of figured something i should really change.
i'll take my eyes off stuff that's inside and focus on the outside! yayyyy. okay doesn't make sense to you but it does to me.
i shall zip, think then say if necessary. rule of thumb, think before i leap.
hmm what else. ohyeah! went for robotics chair interview and logistics interview as well. i think chair would be for weifen. but seriously, if i become chair for robotics i won't mind. i would do whatever it takes. yeah whatever it takes to get the club up going and enthu. HAHA. xD but logistics would be cool as well. all the t-shirt printing business and the t-shirt design! AHHH! COOLIOS. XD but even if i don't become anything, i would still give everything my all. cuz robotics rocks sehs. =)
alrights, back to bio pt.
oh by the way, I CANNOT FREAKING BELIEVE THAT FRANCE WON. TYCO LAH. STUPID. IF THEY WIN WORLD CUP, THIS WORLD CUP IS SHIT. okay in france, i only like thierry henry. the rest, chey i don't like!
okay back to BIO!
<3 gab
8:45 PM
HOMEWORK. SUCKS.
9:20 PM
i really shouldn't be blogging but interesting thing of the day:
I MET YY AT THE STRETCH OF EATERIES ALONG BUKIT TIMAH ROAD! HAHA. XD
and yy refers to yun yi, the softballer! heard she's damn pro at pitching. xD hahaha.
knew her from uk trip!
hmm and i am still missing uk! AHHHH.
it's only 2:52pm over there!
imagine the sun and the light breeze.
bleh. I MISS UK.
okay time to chiong math.
still got prac for the racial harmony dance tmr at char's hse.
<3 gab
9:53 PM
life is getting busier and free time is getting lesser and lesser.
so i guess it's time to hit the books and time to go on a hiatus.
will be back in kind of like 1 to 2 weeks. =)
meanwhile. jiayou people! xD
with lotsa <333
GAB. =)
10:00 AM
i'm feeling poem-y.
no no. no poems're gonna be written here by me.
not anytime. lol, cos i suck at poetry.
so i shall share this poem; it's light and catchy
find that rhythm and you will probably agree.
//
hip-hop shoeship-hop shoes've been everywhere,
hip-hop shoes make people stare;
hip-hop shoes sing the blues,
hip-hop shoes are not for fools.
hip-hop shoes dance night and day,
hip-hop shoes go out to play;
hip-hop shoes step to the beat,
hip-hop shoes are on your feet.
hip-hop shoes are in style,
hip-hop shoes make people smile;
hip-hop shoes are smooth and quick,
hip-hop shoes always fit.
hip-hip shoes go 'round the world,
hip-hop shoes get all the girls;
hip-hop shoes fly through the air
hip-hop shoes are on the feet of the mayor.
hip-hop shoes i love to wear,
hip-hop shoes, i have a pair;
hip-hop shoes, mine, all mine,
hip-hop shoes send shivers down my spine.
- bernard best (washington, d.c.)
//
haha yep a super rhyme-y poem for people who like poems that rhyme (for example, cheryl ang).
guess the next one's kinda sad.
digs up memories of bad times i once had.
//
alonealone is a darkness that laughs in your face.
when you wake up it will all be erased.
you think you're safe
ha, please the treatment gets done by everybody
even me.
i have been scared and sometimes shed a few tears
lying down in my cold bed thinking it's not real.
my eyes almost closed, brain half asleep, mine in
Wonderland it must be the heat.
now i want to go to bed and
now i am beneath alone's wing.
- christine rich (bronx, new york)
//
ahwell. that's all for today.
cannot go on showing poems here. haha. xD
i am just too lazy to blog.
updates later.
check back and watch this space. =)
cya! =)
p.s.
here's another one to add to the blend;
it may be hard to comprehend,
cos it's in american slang.
friendshipsince the days when the now&laters melted in our
pockets
i hate friendship
we be together every day
chino suarez is my best friend
friendship makes me think how
y'all been my peoples; had my back
you think you my friend? i thought so, too
you've been my friend
i mean cuz there's too many two-faces
chillin and doin shit we ain't supposed to
if we got to throw down we gonna throw down
i would have been alone all my life
never had friends like this
but a friend doesn't two-face you
my back-up, my confidant, my partner in crime
you don't really know who to trust
trying to be big boys, trying to run shit
we talk about shit we can't even tell our moms about
if i didn't have a friend
like fam, yo, for real, for life
a friend doesn't steal from you and lie to you
and even when things got rough
i only have one true friend
acting like we hard when we really not
but we boys so we talk to each other
a boy, a dog, a nigga
better than family cuz we ain't had ta rock together
you ain't my best friend or friend
your laugh we there
even that's not what i call friendship
but you know why/cause we boys to the end, dogs
and that's my idea of friendship
maybe a girlfriend
we chose ta rock together, you know
but we still peoples
to smooth things out
- sarah jones, joseph roldan, chino suarez, taraun morene, terrence banks, john rodriguez, sarah lydia chaleman (bronx, new york)
4:20 PM
