it's amazing how things shift, how they change.
just a couple of months ago it was picture perfect.
guess some things are just way out of control.
i thought my search ended with you but you're starting to prove me wrong.
i want to hold on, i really want to.
but things just don't seem to bloody work out, as much as i try to act as if stuff is a-okay.
sometimes it seems as if things closest to my soul are highly reactive chemicals
and change is the catalyst and when both get in the same mix,
stuff just blows up in my face in typical tom and jerry style.
sounds lame i know but that's literally how it happens.
abrupt endings to supposed fairytales come as a hard slap in the face,
shouting in my ears, "WAKE THE FUCKING HELL UP."
sorry for the swearing.
okay it's getting harder to blog about stuff like that.
you know a blog ain't somewhere you can just spill all your secrets feelings and blah.
cuz people don't just read, they judge.
okay i think i really need to say this here -
one example of the aforementioned would be the sec2 girl charisse.
okay i am not saying anything but just GIVE THE GIRL A BREAK MAN.
self-righteous asses out there should really leave her alone.
don't get me wrong, i just think there's nothing wrong with her blogging whatever she wants,
although i am quite put off by stuff like vibrators and masturbation 0.o ><
i think she has the right to do so lah piangs.
if you don't want to read her blog. THEN DON'T.
no need to flame. so shut up man those flamers. some of their comments are really dumb and hurtful please.
alright. on second thought. i am not gonna elaborate on my life too much.
hahahaha. alrights. but anyway.
today's been a total blur. yes i am emphasizing it.
everything whizzed past so fast i was dazed and lost.
no wonder, because on the night before, i slept at four.
shiat. i think i was suffering from insomnia.
all that fatigue is getting to me only now.
migraine's onslaught is twice as bad i thought it would be.
i slept from the moment i got home up till 10pm.
and now ironically i'm here blogging, with my head splitting into splinters from that pain.
GRARGGH.
i need panadol.
but panadol isn't good for health. BLEH.
i shall sleep it out.
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! <3
but shiat, i have to do homework. smp paper! AHHH
and on a random note, i feel darn guilty for skipping golf.
i really needed sleep. i mean i do need sleep now.
yawning like a cat.
ahwells. there are three more golf sessions and we're DONE for the year.
ohyeah, tmr's rehearsal for rhd dance! =)
hmm arina and nik are considering changing the dance steps.
yeeah. and possible going over to somebody's place to practise over the weekend. xD
alright.
guess it's time to stop this senseless rambling.
if you think this post is pointless, i agree.
but the main point here is still about charisse.
please leave her alone. put yourself in her shoes and think dudes.
adios
quote of the day
"last night my wife said/oh boy when you're dead/you don't take nothing with you but your soul/ THINK."
lalalala. beatle love! <3 those who are completely clueless about who the beatles are, go educate yourself. btw, title of this song is "ballad of lennon and yoko". google it if you want.
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