okay. maybe this is going to be my last post on my feelings and some private stuff.
yeah. otherwise my life's going to get pretty much a piece of pessimistic (sp?) shit.
and just on an additional note, i think that using the anonymous "you" is very misleading, so please, if it doesn't make sense to you, it's quite obvious it's not you.
heh sorry for the bluntness.
yeah, since it IS misleading, this is the bloody last time i'm using it here.
but i don't know if this person reads or tags anymore.
anyway. here goes.

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what can i do.
i don't even know what to say to you every day.
it used to hurt a lot.
but recently, that cut is healing.
i won't say wound cuz that would be exaggerating.
i don't know how you feel about it, maybe cuz we were too busy then to talk about it.
there was a time i would give anything to patch it all up.
yet now, i am back to the "normal friends are enough" stage.
yes, i know i've said a whole bunch about being there and all that.
they aren't lies. they still apply.
no matter what.
even if we aren't gonna be as close as before, please remember this:
you have my back, always.
9:25 PM