i am caught between slacking off tonight and practising my piano piece insanely.
should i catch up on my sleep?
or go plonk on the piano?
okay for the time being, until 830, i shall slack.
and at 830, i will decide if i should play the piano or slack the night away till 10 before going to bed.
listening to shy that way by tristan prettyman featuring jason mraz.
hahaha. claire sent it to me quite some time ago.
finally dug out something that could play m4a files.
quicktime player.
it's so jazzy and warm.
their husky voices..zomg.
there's always too much talking
and I wanna just keep walking
and I keep staring, baby, keep staring
though I may not know the right things to say
I'll get it out to you one day i love it, fullstop.
and the warmness is making me miss uk insanely.
no idea why. just wish i could relive those days, happier, free-er and more positive.
if i could go back in time, i would have hung out more with other people as well.
hahaha. yup. other than just brooding around whenever reality catches up with me.
guess one other thing i should get rid of is my excessive moodswings.
today went quite slacky for me.
and fun though.
was always playing with the netball.
i never do learn my lesson do i?
broke evelyn's specs and i am still throwing the ball around like nobody's business.
but this time i CHECK that the area is clear before throwing the ball. AHHA. =)
was teaching chunyue how to catch the ball with only one hand. haha and she got it. WOOTS.
suchin also managed to. HAHA. no matter how scared she was of balls.
anyway. life's returning back to normal.
where i have no-one especially special anymore.
it feels strange.
in a class of friends but feeling lonely cuz no-one gets me like she did.
i feel out of place. to be more exact.
like i don't belong.
every day is like just any other day.
nothing special, just ordinary.
all i have to look forward to is getting home and onto the com to listen to some music.
and prolly chat till like 2 am in the morning.
(btw, it's 833 now. and i am still blogging. so i guess. it's slack and get scolded tomorrow. BLEH. i am utterly embarassed at my lack of motivation. and i am guilty. SHUCKS. i WILL practise at 9.)
nowadays the only people i chat with online are manda, claire, xiaoxi (occasionally) and some 205 people.
okay. enough of the sad stuff.
anyway. today i went for house comm interview!
i can honestly say that my magic trick would not even earn a single penny from anyone.
becky told me to perform a magic trick with a pair of chopsticks.
i spied a gap between the two tables i was sitting in front of.
so i conveniently held the two chopsticks near the gap.
and went lamely, "now you see it, now you don't!"
and dropped one of the chopsticks through the gap.
the interview wasn't a flop but i'm still keeping my fingers tightly crossed i either get games capt/level co-ord/logmanager.
hahahaha. ahwells. good experience.
kind of like my robotics chair interview.
LOL. so i'm having some hope at the very least. xD
okay i am officially tired.
cya world.
<3 gab
quote of the day
"all you need is a crush on foo ling ling."
a source who doesn't want to be identified. but funny just the same. HAHA. =)
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