i cannot help but notice how i don't feel sad whenever i see something that reminds me of things we shared before.
meaning. i'm finally out of words.
and i've finally put everything behind and ready to move on.
okay, i shan't say anymore, lest all the things that could've made me cry just two days ago overwhelm me again.
hahahaha.

anyway.
PIANO WAS NOT A FLOP.
i actually expected it to be a disaster.
haven't been practising but ms chok was nice enough to help me get past my mental barrier for the third piece that i haven't been able to start anyhow.
xD she seriously rocks. no wonder she's a math AND piano teacher.
if i were her, i seriously would be hairless now (from all the hair tugging moments).
okay. i hereby swear i will plonk on the piano religiously for the months to come before piano exam, so much so that i get muscles in my fingers and a fixation with the pieces i play.
okay i am exaggerating. but ahwell. i shall not let my piano teacher down. LOLLERS.
strange thing, i started out learning music for the love of it.
now i'm doing it to not let my teacher down.
perhaps i should find that love once more.
but meanwhile, i'll practise.

ahwell. i shall return to trying to do my english speech.
and dang. i've not done any revision. 0.o
chem and physics. AHHH!
but at least i've read up on weathering. 0.o LOL. but i don't think i remember.
but ahwell, I READ.
and hopefully some of those stuffs are still in my brain.

adios

quotes of the day
"cuz you and i both loved what you and i spoke of"
AHH. I'M HOOKED ON THE SONG. JASON MRAZ, i love. lol. okay not HIM but his songs. xD
"not fit to (insert a certain f-word with the "ing" at the back) tread the ground i'm walking on."
omg angsty like hell but the way it's sung has that oomph attitude. from maroon 5's harder to breathe. xD
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