it's been quite a reflective thursday.
i know i am nut to be up so late: 1:19am.
but anyhow.
yeah. we were talking about learning, choices and decisions when we had some free time during robotics.
it was kind of frightening i admit, to talk about those things.
sure i want to in some way change the world around me.
but the question here is how?
big dreams yeah, everyone can have them.
yet making the wrong decisions can just about screw things up or divert your path.
i'm seriously considering going to another jc other than rjc now.
the thing is, i heard other jc's are faring better, which i agree, looking at the A level results.
the A's are made up of the traditional pen and paper test.
and what are we doing now?
projects lined up one after another.
eeeks. i don't even know if we are well prepared for A's.
like weifen said, we have to get our basics right.
that would take merciless drilling.
mock papers and the mundane ordinary primary school format of whipping us into shape.
i remember finishing those papers in school so that i never have to bring them home.
but ahwell, i cannot do it in rgs now.
probably because my foundations aren't good and my basics are iffy and unstable.
so i reckon weifen has a point.

and choices. we have so many things to choose from.
this through train programme thing, which is controversially different from neighbourhood schools, where students are made to mug their asses off at this age of 15 for the O's.
i listen to my friends whine about O's; but i'm actually more afraid of the A's.
O's are like the streaming examination. A's are like the PSLE of secondary + early tertiary education.
and with other choices like taking part in this and that.
getting this scholarship to where for what for whom.
etc etc.
it's a dizzying amount of choices.
and the decisions to make are numerous and complicated.
sigh.

anyway.
TRIYONO SAID SHE WANTED TO BE A HAIR DRESSER! LOL
haahhaha amusing.
i guess i am not sure.
psychiatrist? doctor? teacher? LOL. HAHAH IDON'T KNOW.

okay i better go and sleep.

<3 gab

quotes of the day
"i HATE science centre, you know."
mrs leung. zomg!
"how do you spell 'parts'?"
"how do you spell 'C'?"
triyono's spelling and hearing are SCREWED today.
i was saying "whoever paid for some PARTS forcompetition, remember to claim money from mrs leung!" and "let's all learn C programming."

LOL ANYWAY. NIGHT!
1:31 PM