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Saturday, August 26, 2006

maybe i was just delusioning (is there such a word?) myself.
i cannot keep up with this.
not academics but something else.
dang.
why can't relationships be clean-cut.
but if they are, they wouldn't be interesting anymore.
sometimes, you get all high and happy.
at other times, stuff will get you down just like that.
i don't know if this might be real.
and i don't know if ______ thinks the same.
and i don't know if i am making ______ a substitute for someone i lost.
i am probably not making much sense.
but ahwell.
have to get this out.
meanwhile. i'll stop being hypersensitive.

dang it, i crave my bed.
but i've slept for 4 hours straight in the afternoon.
I should really sleep anyhow.
okay bye!

<3 gab

12:44 AM