it's quite rare that i'm so happy.
i was literally high for the entire day and half of yesterday as well.
today i didn't quite make much sense in anything.
i think i left my brain at home today. yup. the consequences of the closure of PT season!
and i don't want to go into inferring implications or wear my brain out anymore.
so today was a BRILLIANT DAY! exlamation marks.
in math, i finished all my ws long before today, so i decided to write my reply to claire on graph paper as well.
and i wasn't being coherent at all. 0.0
ahwell! it's readable, at the very least.
jiayue was also looking for something to do during math lesson, because we figured kinematics in math is so much easier than kinematics in fizzicks, and completed our ws fairly quickly.
she started on the most brainless of things: recopying notes.
whee. quite fun but lol, brainless, just the way she wants it.
anyhow. i like jiayue's handwriting when it's nice big and neat. HOHO.
mr ang's nice, i've decided.
he teaches in a poly, but he won't let on which poly it is.
but suv says, it's a "school of discovery", so it might probably be ngee ann.
i guess. hohoho.
and oh, we got back math.
i did well. =))

chinese was an amusing affair.
laoshi once again commented that i have the potential just that i'm not serious during lessons, and thus have not improved nor dropped my standards.
eee, and when i said i would pay more attention next year, my classmates were rolling their eyes.
okay fine! i have a problem paying attention to chinese characters that just don't appeal to me very much (my foot, i can if i want to, but the point about chinese characters being unappealing still applies).
and i was still writing on the graph paper when andy dropped by and decided to read my overly-emo qing jing zuowen.
it was written on a bus to school, so the would-have-been score of 53 is quite decent, don't you think?
hoho, sometimes i think laoshi is right, i'm getting very complacent, like the fat orange but obviously cute Garfield.
HAHA. my ego just got the better of me.
i'd better pull up my socks for my chinese, if i ever want an A2 for chinese o's.
but apparently, slacking mode was on, and i didn't pay attention at all during chinese.
I CAN GO HANG MYSELF. 0.o
okay i swear i'll go through all the ke's for chinese eoy. HAHAHA.

then recess. i didn't want to go down at first, because i hadn't finished writing then.
i wasn't even halfway across the BIG graph paper.
okay not big, just that my handwriting was small.
i got my daily fix of milo from andrea's milo cup! =) HAHA.
and i didn't eat anything cuz i wasn't feeling hungry at all (strangely. hurr i am usually starving ALL THE TIME) .
assembly! so we were in the hall for the percussion thing.
i wasn't exactly looking forward to an especially good time, but the elds part was nice, though the screaming was admittedly quite freaky.
but the dragging around done by suv and the throwing of forks and spoons were quite hilarious though. xD
hahahaha. was sitting at the back with nik, laasya, triyono and arina, with the teachers' eyes drilling holes in our backs.
hurr. we were quite noisy just before the singing of the school song.
laasya was making a whole lot of noise about ss, for i don't know what reason.
hurr and everyone there was trying to calm her down.
ms low came to tell us to shut up.
HAHA. xD no luh, not shut up, just keep quiet.
hmm and the percussions thing came. it wasn't really quite like rock for good where people don't have to be coerced into jumping up and down.
some teacher was standing in front of the whole congregation of bored sec 3's waving her arms and prancing around.
some class stood up to dance jump around and the rest of us decided to as well, to show appreciation for the percussionists' efforts, though i would have much preferred to sit on my butt and doze off, if not for the exceedingly loud music.
and as arina says, the music with the rhythm is immensely TRANCE-Y.
good hypnosis music. HAHAHA.
right.
then mrs prama was going on as usual about paying attention during assembly.
and i was finishing up the graph paper letter (finally) until she said the word "spotcheck".
it sent me pulling and tugging at my hopeless socks.
they flopped down again and again.
so it was quite a miracle i wasn't booked there and then by grace zhang or claire or nat tai.
claire was bringing her red jacket around. hurr. and i think it's nice. if only it was light blue. xD HAHA. i would have loved it to bits and pieces.

okay i shall go practise on my piano. so i will pick up from here after i come back.
but i have this weird feeling i would totally screw tomorrow's piano lesson.
ahwell. i always do, because i just am not good enough for piano.
will continue blogging when i'm done preparing piece C. i've been dragging it since FOREVER.
i want it over and done with.
on a random note, i think i'm hopelessly addicted to blogging.
0.o and i have an obsession with the word "hopelessly".
everytime i think of it, the phrase "hopelessly in love" comes to mind, weirdly.
WHATEVER! PIANO!

cut at 1:37am

hurr. i cannot believe it, i was sleeping for 3.5 hours. I SLEPT FROM 830 to 12.
sorry claire. couldn't get my ass off my bed. bleh. FELL ASLEEP WITH THE BOOK IN MY HANDS HAHA.
it's been a long long time since i've done that.
there was a time when i was a fan of all good books, i would read during my meals so often that my parents became exasperated and had to get take-aways for me specially.
hohoho. anyway. i may not be having piano tomorrow, so it's a good thing.
because i cannot stand seeing the disappointment written all over my piano teacher's face.
she's really nice. and sometimes i feel like a complete ass for not practising.
the problem, i guess, is me not loving music as much as before.
gah, anyway! i shall continue to blog about what happened to this high high high day of mine.

hmm where was i?
oh yeah! light blue sweater! XD HAHA.
yeah, i adore the colour blue, not entirely because i'm in RICHARDSON, the house that rocks.
i've loved blue since the day i knew what colours are. HURRHURR.
so after assembly, after the spotcheck, claire and i were walking outside. then claire had to go to the PB room. so i tagged along happily, totally unaware about what would come LATER.
so i was gleefully standing outside peering into the PB room.
there was this HUGE cupboard. full of DC files.
and i'm proud to say, I HAVE NOT HAD A DC IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
i'm guai, by the pai kia standards people set nowadays.
hohoho. anyway. so claire was doing the booking thing in the room.
then you know what.
HANNAH AND XINER APPEARED.
I WAS PETRIFIED.
ZHENER APPEARED AS WELL.
THEN SHORTLY AFTER THAT EILEEN AND KELLIE.
I SWEAR IF I KNEW MAGIC I WOULD HAVE APPARATED TO MY 301 CLASSROOM LIKE IMMEDIATELY.
not that i'm scared of prefects (the only prefect in the sec 3 batch i'm afraid of is hannah. weird i know. 0.0), just that mysocksweresofreakinglowandall. xD
xiner thought i was buying new socks.
I BOUGHT SOCKS LAST WEEK!
but one pair only. HOHOHO. cuz i still have other guai socks in the cupboard.
today just happened to take out the not-so-guai pair of socks.HEEE.
then haha, when claire was finally done, i thought i was rid of all the sock scrutiny.
but NO. hannah was tagging along and i was scared, again. eee.
i think i'm weird, being afraid of the friendliest of the 4 head prefects.
i should be freaked out by either xiner or kristen instead.
yanhan, i'm neutral. HAHA. don't really know her, so.
anyway. claire is a total PM (= prefect magnet).
on the way up, we met like the entire sec 3 batch of prefects.
this is so unlucky.
i met: hannah, xiner, zhener, eileen, kellie, grace zhang, daveen koh and some other prefects whose names i don't know.
then when we finally got to three one, i was super relieved!
HAHA.
no prefect, except for claire luh.
then we slacked the whole rs block away.
claire was doodling on my etp booklet. HAHAHA. ABOUT FLL.
lol HAHAHA.
then manda was sitting there doing chem. =.-''' haven't even started. BLEH!
eee, then the block passed so freaking fast.
so i walked claire back up to 314. and again, i met a whole load of prefects. 0.o'''
eee. and i forgot to collect my sweater from 310. shiat.
but anyhow, i can collect on monday! =)
talking about monday, there's a geog test. zomg.
hahaha. then i saw lan hui hui. she asked me, "have you been booked for your socks?"
0.0 so when she started to talk to claire, i scrammed like super fast. to avoid booking.
i am so booking averse this year.
last year, didn't really care.
was booked once for hair.
once for name tag.
and once for low socks.
and if i'm not wrong once for MEN. : DD
hahahaha. making excessive noise!
eileen teach me one. HAHAHA.
and i heard from claire that xiner would go up to a person with low socks and say, "do you think your socks are of acceptable standards?" (something along this line)
woah, xiner. you're oozing charm and professionalism.ROFLMAO.
but seriously, that's a very very good question. hmmm. HAHA.
i'll find out and get back to you, if you ever ask me. HAHA.

lalala then CG was spent dozing off and going to the toilet to wash my face/pee/slack (no i take the excuse of going to the toilet to slack off for a while outside.
we were released early and i kind of pity mr ives tay.
we're always so unattentive during his classes.
the problem is we don't see or get the point of CG.
the only interesting CG lesson was when we were doodling on the paper. LOL. HAHA.
anyway. i had lunch in the canteen and went for the debate thing.
i fell asleep. 0.o
HAHA. it was quite a miracle jtoh or ms huang did not notice i was slping.
cuz when jtoh went to say something and ms huang went to say something as well, i was half asleep. AHHAHA
after the debate was over, i went home!
=)

yay. it's been a nice day.
but it would have been greater if i hadn't slept away those hours, which could have been used to talk, slack and be happy. =)
but i'm thankful enough.
tomorrow, i shall mug my geography and do my chem and study my chinese (i always need a bit of criticism to get my braincells moving for chinese).
alright. i shall go get some sleep.
night people.

and i love today.
i should totally have links back to my more memorable days of the year, just like the uk one. xD
i miss uk, really.
things would have been different if i hadn't been so sullen.
but ahwell, it could have only happened this way and in no other way, to quote morpheus from matrix reloaded.
and on a random note, i miss the chocolate from the dale fort bar, and also, seeing the teacher drinking beer.
it was funny really. =)

okay i got to go sleep.
and i hope i'll dream of uk tonight.
and how all of us would go back there again on a second fieldtrp.
haha, wishful thinking.

thank god for uk trip.
otherwise i wouldn't have known the wonderful people i know now. xD

<3 gab

quote of the day
"dream as if you live forever. live as if you die today."
james dean. it's been my fave quote about life since forever. i still believe in it. =) life to the fullest, baby.
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