ain't exactly an emo post, just rather okay, i suppose.
everything's expected. like i thought it would be like.
initial bliss, unchecked happiness and feelings of your stomach flipping every now and then.
doubts surface, twisting everything around, inside out, clogging up the gears of your daily routine.
things fall apart faster than you can say oh there it goes again.
serious. i can foretell, everything.
but maybe that's why things fall apart - i anticipate it.
perhaps i shouldn't.

hmm, randomly, i should gradually stop posting too much here, because blogger is my emotional garbage can, holding all my angst, my confusion and my neuroses.
using it too much = i am being emo = very bad.

going to go update my livejournal. it's fun, actually.
vox, nothing as of today.
oh darn, how can i forget: jane goodall. i am going to find out things about her and write something. interesting woman.
10:19 PM